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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    I feel a lot of guilt lately… for feeling unwell… and doing things that isn’t what the people from the outpatient program expect from me, they want to see me there but im not feeling ok lately… i feel horrible…. :( i feel like im fucking up so much but im just being myself, i cant help myself…. i will be fine if i could just not be so hard on myself and not care what people think… and just be myself and be real… it feels so hard to do… and just be myself and not care because im not always going to make it to every appointment or group session…. i feel like im soon to be kicked out and i guess that’s where the pain comes from… i cant keep up with all these groups… it’s too much for me to handle…