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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    I can win! no one can make me believe that I can’t. I can because I believe it so…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    I believe in myself.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    success is in my reach…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    slow and steady wins the race…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    Release the emotions to make room for better ones. Something I thought of yesterday night. I thought it may help me to think of letting out emotions as a good thing.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    well my day is going kind of weird but whatever… I can’t wait to receive my latest packages. I have a lot of goodies to start using… ordered some more stuff for my artwork. I think my main focus in life is becoming the best that I could be even if one minute I feel like a complete failure… I know i’m probably not but I’m just as human as…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    time to start getting ready for the day and get things done.

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 10 years, 8 months ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update i’m afraid to be alone sometimes… right now i have an urge to cut. At night i think about things that seem to trigger me. View

    i distract myself a lot but i always feel guilty about not acting on what i feel like doing, it makes me feel even more numb and not alive, when i don’t.

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 10 years, 8 months ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update i’m afraid to be alone sometimes… right now i have an urge to cut. At night i think about things that seem to trigger me. View

    if i don’t ever think about fixing my life, how will it ever get fixed? it stresses me at times and it’s the reason why i feel like i’m not in the right place… which is the trigger, i think.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    i must sleep… got a long day tomorrow.

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    Spectrolite7 joined the group Group logoWhat are we afraid of? 10 years, 8 months ago

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    Spectrolite7 replied to the forum topic Phobias in the group Group logoWhat are we afraid of? 10 years, 8 months ago

    i have a fear of babies… i try not to be so afraid but i still have the fear, i can’t deny it. I have other fears too but i’m so afraid of saying what they are.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    i’m afraid to be alone sometimes… right now i have an urge to cut. At night i think about things that seem to trigger me.

    • look i know exactly how you feel, but trust me it’s not worth it! Do something else to distract yourself. It’s hard, but you can do it.

    • look i know exactly how you feel, but trust me it’s not worth it! Do something else to distract yourself. It’s hard, but you can do it.

    • if you know those triggers, why do you play with these thoughts?

    • if i don’t ever think about fixing my life, how will it ever get fixed? it stresses me at times and it’s the reason why i feel like i’m not in the right place… which is the trigger, i think.

    • i distract myself a lot but i always feel guilty about not acting on what i feel like doing, it makes me feel even more numb and not alive, when i don’t.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    I see life like an endless track field, you just have to keep going and never give up. Even if there are obstacles in your way, you must keep going.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    finished working on my art for tonight, will start again tomorrow and finish the rest of it.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    watching some motivation videos… it helps to some degree… helps me to keep believing in my dreams.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 10 years, 8 months ago

    i feel like i’m in a trance, I don’t even know what to do with my time. I’m a bit bored. I can work on some art… I always feel like i’m working but it’s weird because i don’t and i feel guilty when i don’t. I need balance.

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 10 years, 8 months ago

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    same to you!

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 10 years, 8 months ago

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    I hope so too! :)

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