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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 hours, 43 minutes ago

    who has water signs in their charts? probably everyone here…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 4 hours ago

    took a shower hoping it’ll help my body feel better. I probably could use an icepack for my head.. I think I just have a lot of inflammation because all the sugar I ate… and also didn’t drink enough water when I was out in california… so was probably very dehydrated…

    • Do eat, drink well and take care of yourself @spectrolite7, I want to see you feeling healthy, positive and happy in mind, body and spirit, hold your head up high and have a wonderful day, you will be OK, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    my body feels in pain at the moment… I hope the pain goes away, I really wouldn’t like to keep taking pain relievers… I’m probably going through withdrawals from something, I have no idea what though.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    The boyfriend I had, kept using me… every time I came over, he would make it seem like he would take part in the paying for something but I ended up mostly always having to pay the whole thing… I just kept getting more and more annoyed with what he was doing, until I just couldn’t take it anymore… so If I don’t see him now, I shouldn’t…[Read more]

    • You are a wonderful person who deserves to be treated with love, care and respect @spectrolite7, I want to see you with someone special who will stick by you no matter what, everyone deserves a wonderful partner in their lives, you do too, remember the BT community is always here for you and so am I, smile and keep going forward, you can do it,…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    I feel as if the more people I know who think badly about me, the more it’s affecting my energy field and that’s why it’s important to be smart about who you choose to be around… I know there’s a light in everyone, so at some point these energies will dissipate. I feel like I was harmed probably…. They had x-rays at the airport and I had a…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 6 hours ago

    I kind of almost feel like I’m being psychic attacked… but hopefully it’s not the case. I kind of feel like sleeping but at the same time staying awake… and I feel like no motivation to make myself a tea… or cook food… there’s a stagnant vibe around it’s weird. I burned some sage, I’m not sure if there’s been any change… I feel a…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 6 hours ago

    I feel since I’ve been back from California, there’s been this awkward negative energy around and it’s been disrupting my ability to completely relax… I really hope it goes away as soon as possible.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 6 hours ago

    for some reason i’ve been having headaches for the past three days and feeling very racy and not so good… my brother’s been using some kind of vaporizor and also smoking again so I think it’s been affecting me… it could be other things too… i had to take a pain reliever, last night, the morning after and then again tonight… I hope I…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 15 hours ago

    my psychiatrist is funny, he tried riding my skateboard today lol He always makes me smile! and he’s a great psychiatrist, doesn’t push the meds he takes good care of each patient… He care’s more about what works the best for each patient, which is good… Would be great to have more psychiatrists like him! Amazingness… :) <3

    • That’s so nice to hear @spectrolite7, it’s good that you have a psychiatrist that truly helps you and makes things better for you, I’m sure your treatment with them will continue going well, keep smiling and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 5 hours ago

    like energy attracts like energy… I tend to attract experiences when I match it, in my energy field and I’m ready for it.

    • You are a wonderful person who attracts others because of your bright outlook on life @spectrolite7, keep being upbeat and always spread positive energy around as much as you can, have a fabulous day and always smile, you can do it, never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 5 hours ago

    Some people are naturally very relaxed, so their purpose doesn’t deal with emotional matters but rather more outward, community matters. Depending on what someone’s dealing with, determines where they may go in life, some people may spend a lot of time on their own, other’s may spend lots of time with others, it really depends on childhood and…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 5 hours ago

    We’re all one… we are all aspects of each other, sometimes making mistakes and sometimes healing each other… By healing oneself, you create a ripple that sends love and healing all throughout the universe and all beings…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 6 hours ago

    I have forgiven everyone who’s ever hurt me, I’ve forgiven myself but I’m still fearful… I must release this feeling of uncomfortability in my own skin… I must own up to my own mistakes, maybe the solution is to speak it and tell them I forgive them but that is so challenging to do. It’s important to make things right, but the fear resides…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 6 hours ago

    I’m a special being.. I am love… there’s nothing to fear yet I am fearful of some things… why? Why must my past haunt me so much? I totally fucked up because of my own unawareness but at the same time, my reaction was so natural. I did it because at that time I felt in my heart I didn’t know what to do or react so the reaction that was the…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 5 days, 7 hours ago

    it makes sense to be gentle with an abuse victim, some people are so far out of reality… they don’t realize they’re abusive or they don’t understand abuse victims… there’s unconsciousness going around…

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 6 days, 18 hours ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update i felt the love… and when I felt it, i remembered a part of myself. I felt it and a part of my soul integrated back into me. I feel like crying. I feel like releasing this hurt for […] View

    @oliver thanks

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 1 week ago

    i felt the love… and when I felt it, i remembered a part of myself. I felt it and a part of my soul integrated back into me. I feel like crying. I feel like releasing this hurt for the missing parts of myself and the parts that have been found… i know that i’m a beautiful being, I know I am… and I was broken for so long… certain…[Read more]

    • You are such a fabulous person who deserves good relationships with people @spectrolite7, anyone who abuses or hurts you isn’t worth it, surround yourself with compassion, brightness and love, remember the BT community cares about you and so do I, you will overcome your trauma because you are strong and a survivor, believe in yourself, go forward…[Read more]

    • @oliver thanks

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 1 week ago

    mind is a little all over the place lately… just trying to stay calm though. I think I got triggered because my relationship with my friend reminded me about how it feels to be in love or have true love or a deep love… which is something I hadn’t felt for years and now I feel and I understand what I’ve been missing but at the same time, a…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 1 week ago

    my childhood fucked with my mind… I did everything I could to live my truth even though my past haunted me so much… creativity is everything to me, self-expression, is so important to me… I live for it. I’m here because I trust that I’ll reach my highest self, my best creative self-expressive self. I’m doing my best, doing the best I can.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 1 week ago

    I feel sad because… my identity feels fragmented… and because of this, it’s the reason I spend so much time online… and so much time on my own… and also I have clothes I don’t wear because of fear because my past and being told things that hurt me.. that became so big in my mind and stopped me from being able to fully express myself. It…[Read more]

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