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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 14 hours, 31 minutes ago

    everything will be fine… i am fine… the love is within me and it is around me.

    • It’s great to see you determined to be positive and to have love in your life @spectrolite7, you are such a fabulous person who is worthy of happiness and brightness, smile, go forward with confidence and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 14 hours, 35 minutes ago

    i’m perfect the way i am… i don’t care… i’m deserving of love, all the love in the world and in the universe.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 14 hours, 37 minutes ago

    i think about the flaws a lot, it’s not that helpful… i’ll be fine and maybe if i go to the gym once a week that would be a start, i just dont know how im going to keep myself motivated to go because i always get tired… :( its so complicated, maybe i shouldnt bother. what a difficult situation…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 14 hours, 44 minutes ago

    being human… i feel so flawed but I must see the light in myself and in others… everything will be fine.. love is the answer…

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 17 hours, 35 minutes ago

    sometimes my own mind works against me… and i have to try to stay positive and embrace myself… all the thoughts of inadequacy are not important… I’m not inadequate… I’m a creative being trying their best in this confusing world.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 17 hours, 37 minutes ago

    Today someone said my tie dye shirt was really nice, when I told her I made it, she was amazed because she said I’m real talented.. I glad I got a compliment today and I’m glad I had good nice conversations today… that makes me feel better… like people treated me well today. Even if I seem like a slow paced person at times, at least they…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 17 hours, 46 minutes ago

    Lately I’ve been looking at the very talented people I know around me and I just see how they’re so good at what they do. It’s like they can focus mentally and accomplish many things and it’s like normal for them to keep accomplishing them but for me I feel like my focus varies and I get so distracted and there’s no real structure… also I…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 18 hours, 8 minutes ago

    In reply to: Jozy posted an update Going to university for the first time this Fall. I pray I can make new friends that I can be close with, be strong through adversity, have finances in check, see clarity, and maintain faith […] View

    I feel the same way at times… it’s not a good feeling. I think that when you focus on how everyone seems better than you, it makes you think that you can’t do anything… the best things to do is take things slow and embrace yourself as you grow… focus on yourself and your happiness. When I went out to college, there was a girl who I thought…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 18 hours, 15 minutes ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Also another thing that truly bothered me… one of my cousins got arrested for drug trafficing (can’t spell , sorry) and he decided to call all of my family members saying how ”he’s going to […] View

    @marikofujimoto I hope things get better… sometimes people do things because they’re in desperate need of money and they’re only thinking about money… it is sad that he chose that route, hopefully things get better and he learns from his mistake and chooses to change his life. He’s just paranoid at the moment and that’s why he called…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 18 hours, 25 minutes ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I’m just a disappointment, a waste of space and nuisance to everyone, I wish I could disappear so no one would be bothered by me anymore, Oli, you are a total failure and ugly human-being, I […] View

    @Oliver You’re not ugly. You are worthy and deserving of love and respect. You do have a purpose, I really appreciate your comments when I’m in need of some help. Everyone that you help is a potential friend and you’re making a difference in this world by spreading positivity. Sending you positive vibes dear friend.

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 18 hours, 29 minutes ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update I feel sad about how some people have treated me… Like the one friend that forced me to buy her something that she wasn’t supposed to eat apparently and she just didn’t want to eat […] View

    @Oliver thanks for helping me see that there are good people in the world. You are one of them and I appreciate your comment.

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 22 hours, 57 minutes ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update I feel sad about how some people have treated me… Like the one friend that forced me to buy her something that she wasn’t supposed to eat apparently and she just didn’t want to eat […] View

    it’s just a bit embarrassing that I didn’t know the signs… but this happens to many people. To the best of us… The ones that care and are giving.

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 22 hours, 59 minutes ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update I feel sad about how some people have treated me… Like the one friend that forced me to buy her something that she wasn’t supposed to eat apparently and she just didn’t want to eat […] View

    I’m glad the worse part is over which was realizing that I need to set real strong boundaries. It’s just sad… because that money I had could have been used for many important things I was planning on getting and it wasn’t. Now I have to wait till I accumulate more money again, which takes time and energy and being positive about a good…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 1 day ago

    I feel sad about how some people have treated me… Like the one friend that forced me to buy her something that she wasn’t supposed to eat apparently and she just didn’t want to eat what was at home, and her mother was supposed to leave her money but didn’t so she forced me to buy her something, then another day I was traveling with my laptop,…[Read more]

    • People really abuse the trust of genuinly nice and kind people… is seriously sad.
      I’m so sorry that happened to you, you deserve nice people around you, that spread positivity

    • I’m glad the worse part is over which was realizing that I need to set real strong boundaries. It’s just sad… because that money I had could have been used for many important things I was planning on getting and it wasn’t. Now I have to wait till I accumulate more money again, which takes time and energy and being positive about a good…[Read more]

    • it’s just a bit embarrassing that I didn’t know the signs… but this happens to many people. To the best of us… The ones that care and are giving.

    • Don’t let anyone manipulate you or be horrible @spectrolite7, you are such a lovely and amazing person who deserves to be surrounded by happiness, hope and kindness, so many people care about you and want to see you being appreciated and respected, try to stay upbeat and keep going, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

    • @Oliver thanks for helping me see that there are good people in the world. You are one of them and I appreciate your comment.

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 1 day ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update I’m living with passion and believing in my dreams… I have my times when I’m recharging and my times when I’m out there doing many active things like skateboarding, traveling, meeting […] View

    Thanks for the kind words… I appreciate them very much. I’m glad to know both of you, @Oliver and @laylab95

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 1 day, 16 hours ago

    I narrowed down what I’ll bring to basically my clothing, safety pads, skateboard and camera. I’ll most likely carry my camera with me as a carry-on for the plane trip and the rest will be safely stored in the airplane as a checked luggage. The luggage I’m getting is the perfect one that I was looking for before two years ago when my friend’s…[Read more]

    • Hope you have fun and do many wonderful things in your travels @spectrolite7, I wish you all the best, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 1 day, 17 hours ago

    The last time I ever travelled in an airplane was when I was 3 years old… Now that I have an opportunity to travel with a friend, I feel weird about it because, I would like to bring my camera, guitar and laptop but the more I think about it the more complicated it seems… because I never did that before and don’t know what to expect. I would…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 16 hours ago

    I’m living with passion and believing in my dreams… I have my times when I’m recharging and my times when I’m out there doing many active things like skateboarding, traveling, meeting people, and experiencing new things. I lived the first 20 odd-some years of my life doing too much for others and neglecting myself and my needs, I’m living…[Read more]

    • It’s good to see you looking after yourself @spectrolite7, do what makes you feel awesome and keep smiling, go forward with confidence and always believe in yourself, remember you are an incredible person inside and out, smile and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @spectrolite7 you Are truly such an inspiring human being. You recently spoke of being a bit selfish to do things for yourself and now you’re traveling!? Well you’re truly not a procrastinator I see and that’s amazing. Good luck and hope you have fun! (:

    • Thanks for the kind words… I appreciate them very much. I’m glad to know both of you, @Oliver and @laylab95

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 2 days, 17 hours ago

    In reply to: Smile42day posted an update I spent the last 3 years working towards a specific career…now that I am 2 semesters away from receiving my Associates…I am feeling like maybe this is truly not the path for me. I feel […] View

    You can be anything you want to be. I can totally relate to that feeling and it’s true, you really can do anything, there’s many ways to do the things you would like to do. In life you’ll be able to meet many people and life will take you to where ever you want to go as long as you believe in your dream. Anything is possible, all that is…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 days, 13 hours ago

    I’ll be traveling again, going to the other side of the U.S. this year, first time going that far out within the states. I’m excited for what this experience would bring.

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