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    silveRose143 posted an update 3 weeks, 2 days ago

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    So on Septemper 20th, I had a doctor’s appointment and I found out that I needed to be induced the next day. That day, I went into labor. The bad news is that the epidural wore off right from the start but the doctors told me it was normal. It wasn’t bro. I felt EVERYTHING. Plus my IV got busted and they couldn’t find a new vein and…[Read more]

    • Congratulations on the birth of your beautiful bundle of joy @silverose143, keep holding her in your arms and always love, support and cherish her unconditionally, hope things go well for you and your child going forward into the future, stay wonderful and keep smiling, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, inbox me anytime, you are never…[Read more]

    • Congratulations!

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    silveRose143 posted an update 1 month ago

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    I am now 40 weeks and I’m in so much pain but whenever I call the doctor or nurses, they’ll tell me that it’s all normal and that when my contractions comes, ”I’ll know”. What does that mean???? I’m in so much pAin. It hurts to walk and lay down. It feels like my hips are going to break and I just…ugh.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Try to relax and rest if you can @silverose143, I would listen to your doctors and go to see them or the hospital if anything happens, I’m sure your lovely bundle of joy will come any day now and you will be a proud mother, everything will be OK, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @silverose143 Those doctors aren’t explaining shit to you. I’m supposing you’ll be giving natural birth. If I’m right it means you have to dilactate (hopefulyl saying the word right). It can take several hours with quite alot of pain. However if you’re REALLY hurting, go to an hospital. It should hurt but not feeling like you’re dying. In…[Read more]

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    silveRose143 posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

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    I’m now 39 weeks and the doctor said that if she doesnt come before my 40 weeks then I’ll have to be induced. I think shes a little too comfortable in there but oh well. Take your time my little blub blub.

    • I’m sure your bundle of joy will come out in good time @silverose143, look forward towards your bright future and know you will be a loving and wonderful mother to your special child, smile and keep going, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    silveRose143 posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    I’m just… I’m just so fucking tired.

    • What’s on your mind @silverose143, I don’t want to see you feeling upset or down, please know you are such a wonderful, beautiful, brave and incredible person who deserves to feel happy and on top of the world, smile because you are perfect in every single way, you will be OK, believe in yourself and keep being the bright ray of sunshine that…[Read more]

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    silveRose143 posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    @oliver Thank you so much for your kind words and for always being there for me. Thank you so much for everything.

    • No worries @silverose143, I’ll always be here for you, remember to smile and always be the beautiful and brave human-being that you are, take care of yourself and stay wonderful because you truly deserve all the best that life has to offer, inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent about anything, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    silveRose143 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: silveRose143 posted an update Update: I am now 37 weeks and I’m absolutely terrified. New and old symptoms are coming back but harder than ever and I’m very scared. I’m in a lot of pain physically, emotionally, […] View

    @Spectrolite7 Part of the pain is from my pregnancy. Most of it is just that I feel tired of living. Of hearing and seeing my family struggle. Of making people feel bad because of me. Im just so tired.

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    silveRose143 posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

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    I am now 37 weeks and I’m absolutely terrified. New and old symptoms are coming back but harder than ever and I’m very scared. I’m in a lot of pain physically, emotionally, and mentally. My suicidal thoughts are coming back and the urge to cut is also coming back. My boyfriend has been very helpful but the urge and thoughts are still…[Read more]

    • Do look after yourself physically, mentally and emotionally @silverose143, make sure both you and your beautiful child are healthy, hold your head up high and know you will be OK because you are strong, brave and courageous, surround yourself with happiness and people who bring you hope, you can do it, never give up, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

    • @silverose143 everything will be fine, it’s a blessing that your boyfriend is very helpful.. why do you feel a lot of pain if I may ask? Is there in particular triggering those feelings?

    • @Spectrolite7 Part of the pain is from my pregnancy. Most of it is just that I feel tired of living. Of hearing and seeing my family struggle. Of making people feel bad because of me. Im just so tired.

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    silveRose143 posted an update 2 months ago

    I don’t know what to do anymore.

    • Hey if you want to talk, feel free to message me.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      You will do great things because you are amazing, wonderful and fabulous @silverose143, try to stay upbeat and focus on all the things that will bring brightness, hope and positivity into your life, hold your head up high and always be the lovely soul that you are, smile and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

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    silveRose143 posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    I just want to cry and go to sleep.

    • I don’t want to see you upset or sad @silverose143, take care of yourself and focus on all the things that bring you hope, smile and remember so many people love you, you will be OK because you are truly incredible in every single way, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    silveRose143 posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    I’m so hungry…

    • Hope you manage to find something to eat and drink @silverose143, do take care of yourself and stay healthy, don’t be afraid to reach out for help if you need it, I want to see you feeling fantastic physically, emotionally and mentally, smile and keep going forward, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    silveRose143 posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Sometimes… I just want to end it all. I’m tired.

    • Please don’t think like that @silverose143, you are a special, incredible and fantastic person who deserves a life that is filled with happiness, focus on all the things that bring you hope and look ahead towards your bright future, everything will work out for you, stay upbeat, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, smile and…[Read more]

    • @silverose143 I believe everyone feels that way at times but you have to find some form of distraction to keep yourself going. If you ever want to talk, feel free to message me.

    • @silverose143 I believe everyone feels that way at times but you have to find some form of distraction to keep yourself going. If you ever want to talk, feel free to message me.

    • @silverose143 do you need someone to talk to? If you want you can PM me. You deserve to smile and enjoy the little things, you have so much in front of you :)

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    silveRose143 posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

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    silveRose143 posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    There’s no food or anything to drink here and I can’t drive and my boyfriend is at work and my parents live an hour away from me. We don’t have money to get food or pay for gas. I haven’t slept yet and I’m just… I don’t know. I’m tired and hungry.

    • Hope you manage to find something to eat and drink @silverose143, do look after yourself and stay healthy, don’t be afraid to ask for help if you need it, I’m sure things will be OK, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @silverose143 i hope that things eventually got a bit better for you. If you ever want to talk, feel free to message me (:

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    silveRose143 posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

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    I’m now 32 weeks, 33 on Wednesday. I’m pretty terrified. Not of the pain but the whole spreading my legs in the light in front of strangers thing. Sorry, TMI. But on the bright side, we have almost everything we need for her, most stuff is from kind strangers and family. Thank you all so much. I’ll keept updating once in a while. Please…[Read more]

    • Glad to see that you and your beautiful baby are taken care of @silverose143, I’m sure things will go well, stay healthy and look after yourself, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Don’t worry! it’ll be okay (: I’d be really nervous too but my mom has had 7 kids so it must be tolerable once you get comfortable with your doctor <3 I'm so happy and excited for you, let love guide you through this and not your fear<3 <3 best of wishes!

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    silveRose143 posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    I only have two more months until I give birth and I am so F****** scared man. I am so scared T_T

    • Try to be calm and please know you will be OK @silverose143, focus on making sure you are healthy and comfortable with everything, I wish you and your beautiful baby all the best, you will be a wonderful mother, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • It’s a big thing. You wouldn’t be normal if you weren’t scared, I think. It’s courageous to become a mom. The payoff is huge, though, when you are holding a new little life in your arms. Blessings.

    • @silverose143 every mother gets scared :) don’t worry is normal. But as soon as you give birth you’ll notice the bond between you and your baby and your natural instincts will kick in! Besides you’ll have a team of doctors and nurses around you!
      Everything will be fine dear <3

    • Your instincts as a mother will kick in by the time the baby comes. You’re also gonna have sort of a burst of energy, or what people call nesting where you’re going to start preparing for the baby to come by buying baby clothes, cleaning the house, preparing the crib, etc. if you haven’t gone through that yet.
      it’s alright to be scared lil mama.

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    silveRose143 posted an update 3 months, 4 weeks ago

    It’s okay. You’re allowed to be happy.

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    silveRose143 posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    How are you supposed to feel when your family is falling apart but that’s the only way for everyone to finally be happy?

    • Sad and conflicted. Sorry.

    • Try to talk to each other and hopefully you will work through any issues you have to become a stronger and more united family @silverose143, be open and honest with your relatives and I’m sure things will be OK, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    silveRose143 posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

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    I think we found a place. It’s a little pricey for me but I don’t know. I feel like we should try it but I’m scared cause I’m going to be alone the whole day while he’s at work. And it’s in a city that I’ve never heard of. Should we put the deposit down?

    • @silverose143 If I’m trying to make a decision the two things I usually do are 1. make a pros and cons list, and 2. see how I feel about the decision giving myself some time, whether it be a few days or a week. You can also talk to your (partner?) about it, or visit the city a day or two and see if you like it. If you have questions, do your best…[Read more]

    • I would do it only if you feel comfortable and right about purchasing the property @silverose143, it’s totally your choice, do what will benefit you and your family going forward, hope everything works out, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    silveRose143 posted an update 5 months ago

    Why is it so hard to find place to live?

    • @silverose143 is a big decision to move, so is only natural you have certain expectations about the place. Take your time and best of luck :) Hope you find a lovely home

    • @silverose143 mariko is right. It’s a serious step to take in life. Hopefully you will find something soon. Good luck.

    • Oli replied 5 months ago

      Do keep looking for a good place to live @silverose143, I’m sure you will have somewhere that you like, hope everything works out, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    silveRose143 posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

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    My feet are swollen. It feels numb.

    • @silverose143 is very normal when pregnant . It must suck though. Try to wear very confortable shoes and frequently take a bath, maybe that will help relax it. Best of luck

    • Do take care of yourself, stay healthy in a way that helps you both and your beautiful baby @silverose143, relax as much as you can, I’m always here if you need to chat, feel free to inbox me anytime :) (hugs)

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