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    silveRose143 posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    Please take away my thoughts.

    • Please don’t let bad thoughts get you down @silverose143, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely person who deserves happiness and positivity in her life, everything will work out and things will be OK, you will beat all your struggles because you are a fighter who never gives up, believe in yourself, shine and keep going forward, you can…[Read more]

    • The rudder of a ship is small, yet it can turn the largest ocean liner. Work to focus your thoughts on something that turns to something good. Just a small turn at a time will make a bg difference in time. Let the feelings go, and focus on one good thing.

    • Hey silveRose143, what Steve and Oli said was pretty much how I would handle it. Don’t let your bad thoughts get you down and focus on one good thought. We are in control. No matter the situation, we are in control. Our brain is the most versatile quality in human development. We can train our brain to do things we want. So keep being positive…[Read more]

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    silveRose143 posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    I’m tired.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling down, upset or sad @silverose143, you are such a special, lovely and amazing person who deserves all the happiness and brightness in the world, everything will be OK, focus on all the things that bring you hope and never give up, hold your head up high and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it, always…[Read more]

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    silveRose143 posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    Even if im gone, it wont matter.

    • Please don’t think like that @silverose143, you are such a beautiful, special and amazing person who is on this earth to do great things, don’t let sadness and pain get you down, hold your head up high and know you are a fighter who will achieve all your dreams, smile, believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, everything will…[Read more]

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    silveRose143 posted an update 1 month ago

    You did really good. Please rest in peace, Jonghyun.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      I’m so sorry @silverose143, do remember all the wonderful songs and the joy that this artist brought to your life, inbox me anytime if you want to talk, I’ll be here for you, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)

    • the only way out of that Kpop mess is through death appaarently. So sad. R.I.P

    • I saw the news… broke my heart.. Such a talented and sweet young man :(

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    silveRose143 posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: silveRose143 posted an update I hope all of you are okay and your day and night full of happiness! View

    @oliver Thank you thank you thank you!!!

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    silveRose143 posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    I hope all of you are okay and your day and night full of happiness!

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Hope you and your beautiful child are doing well @silverose143, always spread brightness, compassion and kindness on BT, you are a fabulous person who truly deserves all the best out of life, keep smiling, hold your head up high and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @oliver Thank you thank you thank you!!!

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    silveRose143 posted a new activity comment 1 month, 1 week ago

    In reply to: silveRose143 posted an update Update:So on Septemper 20th, I had a doctor’s appointment and I found out that I needed to be induced the next day. That day, I went into labor. The bad news is that the epidural […] View

    Thank you!!

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    silveRose143 posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Update:

    So on Septemper 20th, I had a doctor’s appointment and I found out that I needed to be induced the next day. That day, I went into labor. The bad news is that the epidural wore off right from the start but the doctors told me it was normal. It wasn’t bro. I felt EVERYTHING. Plus my IV got busted and they couldn’t find a new vein and…[Read more]

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    silveRose143 posted an update 4 months ago

    Update:

    I am now 40 weeks and I’m in so much pain but whenever I call the doctor or nurses, they’ll tell me that it’s all normal and that when my contractions comes, ”I’ll know”. What does that mean???? I’m in so much pAin. It hurts to walk and lay down. It feels like my hips are going to break and I just…ugh.

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Try to relax and rest if you can @silverose143, I would listen to your doctors and go to see them or the hospital if anything happens, I’m sure your lovely bundle of joy will come any day now and you will be a proud mother, everything will be OK, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @silverose143 Those doctors aren’t explaining shit to you. I’m supposing you’ll be giving natural birth. If I’m right it means you have to dilactate (hopefulyl saying the word right). It can take several hours with quite alot of pain. However if you’re REALLY hurting, go to an hospital. It should hurt but not feeling like you’re dying. In…[Read more]

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    silveRose143 posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    Update:
    I’m now 39 weeks and the doctor said that if she doesnt come before my 40 weeks then I’ll have to be induced. I think shes a little too comfortable in there but oh well. Take your time my little blub blub.

    • I’m sure your bundle of joy will come out in good time @silverose143, look forward towards your bright future and know you will be a loving and wonderful mother to your special child, smile and keep going, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    silveRose143 posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    I’m just… I’m just so fucking tired.

    • What’s on your mind @silverose143, I don’t want to see you feeling upset or down, please know you are such a wonderful, beautiful, brave and incredible person who deserves to feel happy and on top of the world, smile because you are perfect in every single way, you will be OK, believe in yourself and keep being the bright ray of sunshine that…[Read more]

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    silveRose143 posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    @oliver Thank you so much for your kind words and for always being there for me. Thank you so much for everything.

    • No worries @silverose143, I’ll always be here for you, remember to smile and always be the beautiful and brave human-being that you are, take care of yourself and stay wonderful because you truly deserve all the best that life has to offer, inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent about anything, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    silveRose143 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: silveRose143 posted an update Update: I am now 37 weeks and I’m absolutely terrified. New and old symptoms are coming back but harder than ever and I’m very scared. I’m in a lot of pain physically, emotionally, […] View

    @Spectrolite7 Part of the pain is from my pregnancy. Most of it is just that I feel tired of living. Of hearing and seeing my family struggle. Of making people feel bad because of me. Im just so tired.

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    silveRose143 posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Update:
    I am now 37 weeks and I’m absolutely terrified. New and old symptoms are coming back but harder than ever and I’m very scared. I’m in a lot of pain physically, emotionally, and mentally. My suicidal thoughts are coming back and the urge to cut is also coming back. My boyfriend has been very helpful but the urge and thoughts are still…[Read more]

    • Do look after yourself physically, mentally and emotionally @silverose143, make sure both you and your beautiful child are healthy, hold your head up high and know you will be OK because you are strong, brave and courageous, surround yourself with happiness and people who bring you hope, you can do it, never give up, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

    • @silverose143 everything will be fine, it’s a blessing that your boyfriend is very helpful.. why do you feel a lot of pain if I may ask? Is there in particular triggering those feelings?

    • @Spectrolite7 Part of the pain is from my pregnancy. Most of it is just that I feel tired of living. Of hearing and seeing my family struggle. Of making people feel bad because of me. Im just so tired.

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    silveRose143 posted an update 5 months ago

    I don’t know what to do anymore.

    • Hey if you want to talk, feel free to message me.

    • Oli replied 5 months ago

      You will do great things because you are amazing, wonderful and fabulous @silverose143, try to stay upbeat and focus on all the things that will bring brightness, hope and positivity into your life, hold your head up high and always be the lovely soul that you are, smile and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

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    silveRose143 posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    I just want to cry and go to sleep.

    • I don’t want to see you upset or sad @silverose143, take care of yourself and focus on all the things that bring you hope, smile and remember so many people love you, you will be OK because you are truly incredible in every single way, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    silveRose143 posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    I’m so hungry…

    • Hope you manage to find something to eat and drink @silverose143, do take care of yourself and stay healthy, don’t be afraid to reach out for help if you need it, I want to see you feeling fantastic physically, emotionally and mentally, smile and keep going forward, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    silveRose143 posted an update 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    Sometimes… I just want to end it all. I’m tired.

    • Please don’t think like that @silverose143, you are a special, incredible and fantastic person who deserves a life that is filled with happiness, focus on all the things that bring you hope and look ahead towards your bright future, everything will work out for you, stay upbeat, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, smile and…[Read more]

    • @silverose143 I believe everyone feels that way at times but you have to find some form of distraction to keep yourself going. If you ever want to talk, feel free to message me.

    • @silverose143 I believe everyone feels that way at times but you have to find some form of distraction to keep yourself going. If you ever want to talk, feel free to message me.

    • @silverose143 do you need someone to talk to? If you want you can PM me. You deserve to smile and enjoy the little things, you have so much in front of you :)

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    silveRose143 posted an update 5 months, 2 weeks ago

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