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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    I’m about to read the Lord of the Ring books to not only enter that world, but also the romance between Aragorn and Arwen. Here’s to a feel trip and alot of tears \o

    • Do read books that bring a smile to your face and make you happy @marikofujimoto, I want to see you feeling wonderful sweetie, I hope getting lost in a wonderful piece of fiction helps you stay positive hun, you will be OK Mariko, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    I feel like I’m way too emotional for any sort of relationship, specially romance wise. I realise there are limits, yet I can’t control my needs. Is not even like I want it 24/7, but I do crave it and I seem to only create pressure on the other party. I guess I was made to only love , yet not get it back due to how I am.

    • Everyone deserves to be loved, cared for and appreciated, you do too @marikofujimoto, surround yourself with the things that make you happy sweetie and know a special relationship will come your way whether it is romantic or a friendship, stay positive Mariko because you truly deserve all of life’s blessings, you have a wonderful heart Mariko,…[Read more]

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    Miza ツ posted an update 2 days, 11 hours ago

    why does nobody care

    • I care about you and so do many others @justsomeone, please don’t feel alone, sad or upset Miza, you are such a beautiful, special and amazing person who is so loved and deserves happiness, hope and brightness in her life, I want to see you truly smiling and making each day fabulous, everything will be OK, always be the fantastic superstar that…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    I’m trying to accept that I need help. I hope on monday I manage to be strong enough to go to my uni’s social services and ask for an appointment.
    I’ve tried everything and I feel cornered.
    Genuinly hope that no one that I know gets to know what a panick disorder is. Is the worst. Even general anxiety is a living hell.

    • Don’t be afraid to ask for help and support when you need it @marikofujimoto, I’m sure going to your universities social services will benefit you sweetie, I want to see you truly happy and living each day to the fullest Mariko, you are a beautiful, special and fabulous angel who deserves all the best in life, remember you have so much courage,…[Read more]

    • I hope it goes well for you! I wish you all the luck in the world ♥♥♥

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    mariko posted an update 3 weeks, 2 days ago

    I constantly feel used.
    To help I can’t login on skype , discord isn’t working..
    My god.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling down, upset or sad @marikofujimoto, you are such a kind, special and beautiful angel who deserves to be treated with kindness, respect and love, remember you are a fantastic, intelligent and wonderful human-being who is so much stronger than those who seek to bring you down Mariko, smile, hold your head up high…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    Mood : Anxious
    • I don’t want to see you feeling down, anxious or upset @marikofujimoto, what’s on your mind Mariko, you are such a lovely, special and amazing angel who deserves happiness and days that are filled with brightness, everything will be OK sweetie, hold your head up high, smile and keep going, so many more fantastic moments lie ahead for you hun,…[Read more]

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    mariko replied to the forum topic What's the true meaning of finding yourself? in the group Group logoI don’t know who I am anymore. 3 weeks, 5 days ago

    @kittymew just because you like different things doesn’t mean you stopped being you. We grow, we change. Specially with people and experiences around us.
    In my opinion who we really are shows by our actions. […]

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    mariko posted an update 4 weeks ago

    I think I’m growing to be everything I didn’t want. I’m becoming so cinical and cold. Expecting pain from others is a daily basics nowdays. I always expect to be hurt,to be disappointed. How can I expect otherwise? Basically everyone left, and the 5 people around me also hurt me. Not directly or on porpose but they do.
    Really bad thoughts run…[Read more]

    Mood : Apathetic
    • Oli replied 4 weeks ago

      I don’t want to see you sad, upset or depressed @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful angel and special human-being who deserves happiness and brightness around her, anyone who leaves you isn’t worth it sweetie, surround yourself with the things that bring you hope Mariko, please know that I’ll always be here for you and so will the BT…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    hope I have this one day…

    • You will meet someone special @marikofujimoto, everyone deserves a strong relationship with a loving partner and soulmate, you do too Mariko, happiness with your knight in shining armour will happen to you sweetie, you will find the perfect person for you Mariko, stay positive and keep going forward hun, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    I’ve been doing my best to talk to people but I still struggle so much. My ex left me so damaged that I always think people hate me, I guess you can call it trauma. But I really miss having friends… To call someone and talk, or going out and making that person happy…
    “Real life friends” or online friends, doesn’t matter to me. Just wish I…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Everyone deserves good friends around them, you do too @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful, kind and lovely angel Mariko who anyone would be proud to call a friend, try to go out into the world and meet as many new people as you can, I know it can be difficult if you are shy, I know that from personal experience, but you have such a…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    I’m having so many bad thoughts right now is terrifying me. I feel a panick attack creeping on me and the tears don’t stop flowing. I wish I had the self esteem to put a stop at things that need it imediatly. I’ll just accept the fact that I’ll die alone. Fuck this. I’m sorry to anyone that I disappointed and that I will disappoint. But I…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Please don’t let sadness, pain and depression get you down @marikofujimoto, you were put on this earth to do amazing things and make all your dreams come true sweetie, you are such a beautiful, kind and special angel who deserves to feel truly happy and on top of the world, I want to see you smiling and making each day bright Mariko, everything…[Read more]

    • I’ve honestly never related to anything more in my life. i’m so sorry you are feeling like this, it’s absolutely awful. i wish you nothing but the best the world has to offer. i hope you find true happiness and are able to keep a hold on it, you seem like a wonderful person, you deserve to have a life full of happiness.

    • @peiyopei I’m so sorry you’re going through a hard time aswell. If you ever need a friendly should I’m right here for you !
      also thank you for your lovely words, and you too @oliver , thank you so much

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    Goodnight everyone. Hope everyone is ok. See you tomorrow

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Do get a good rest and sleep well @marikofujimoto, I’m always here for you sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about anything, lovely Mariko, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    ”Cause I don’t need to know.. just want to make sure you’re ok… just want to make sure you’re all set…”

    Mood : Anxious
    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Please don’t feel down, sad, anxious or alone @marikofujimoto, surround yourself with people and things that will bring you compassion, love and happiness Mariko, know that the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, I love and care about you Mariko so do many others, I want to see you smiling because you are such a beautiful…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    Does anyone have any really cool fantasy or comedy movies? Can also be tv shows? Tomorrow not going to class, way too depressed… And I want to binge watch something.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling depressed or sad @marikofujimoto, try to have a fabulous day tomorrow and do activities that make you smile sweetie, I wish I could be with you in person so you didn’t have to feel alone, try to watch something that brings a smile to your face and fill your way with happy moments, you can do it, beautiful Mariko,…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    Holding on. We’re about to hit a rollercoster and at any given moment can have a down. So, holding on.
    I don’t think I deserve to want to cry everyday, neither do I deserve to blindly trust and believe people.
    Maybe I’m my own worst enemy allowing my stupidity to take its tool.
    Wish this world wasn’t as cruel.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Please don’t let sadness and pain get you down @marikofujimoto, I don’t want to see you feeling upset, sad or anxious, you are such a beautiful angel who deserves brightness, happiness and love in her life, everything will be OK Mariko, surround yourself with the things that bring you hope and know you are incredible sweetie, you are a fighter…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    Somehow I finished my essay and is damn good. But is already 11:49 pm so time for bed. Goodnight everyone, hope you all are ok. Sending alot of love and positvity towards you :)

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      That’s great to hear @marikofujimoto, I’m sure you worked so hard on your essay Mariko, be proud of yourself sweetie because you are doing so well and you will continue to do amazingly going forward, do get a good rest and sleep well hun, I’m always here for you beautiful angel :) <3 (hugs)

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