I know that in a couple of years, I will look at this experience as a stupid waste of time and emotion – but at this moment I do not care. Fuck my high hopes, fuck me trying with no prevail. I just hope that this pain is worth it in the end.

what’s the point in falling in love if the other person doesn’t love you back? you’re just setting yourself for months and years of heartbreak, depression, endless sadness and jealousy. people can say that it’ll turn out fine in the end, but at what cost? and where the hell is that end, the light at the end of the tunnel. i’m alone and it’s…[Read more]

i hate my brain