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    mariko posted an update 11 hours, 17 minutes ago

    I just came here to wish you all a lovely night. I hope you all can rest well and are feeling well. My love goes towards everyone here. I’ll see you all tomorrow

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 13 hours ago

    I’m going to read a bit and sleep. I hope everyone has a lovely night. p.s- I’ll answer everyone who messaged me tomorrow.

    Mood : Sleepy
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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 16 hours ago

    So I was going around on this website called ”myanimelist” and.. I found the profile of a user who died to cancer and my god my heart is broken. My grandmother from my mum’s side died to cancer, I watched both of my grandparents from my dad’s side pass away and all these flashbacks came… Life is so short…
    However, the fact this person from this…[Read more]

    Mood : Gloomy
    • I’m so sorry for your loss @marikofujimoto, remember all the happy times and good moments you spent with your grandparents Mariko, it’s always heartening and inspiring when someone leaves a positive legacy, you already have made a wonderful contribution to others Mariko, by all the wise advice you give to us on Blah, you make this community a…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 18 hours ago

    I just got good news. Apparently one of my cousins is running a “all natural” store for over a year in my town. And guess what? She has yoga for a super cheap price. And after talking to her I discovered 1) alot of my family members are there, 2) yoga helps alot with anxiety. I seriously needed something like this :) , tomorrow I’ll oficially…[Read more]

    Mood : Amazed
    • That’s wonderful @marikofujimoto, keep doing yoga so you feel peaceful in body, mind and spirit Mariko, take care of yourself sweetie, I’m always here for you :) <3 (hugs)

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    Katherine posted an update 4 days, 12 hours ago

    I legit feel like giving up on everything.

    • Please keep fighting and don’t let your struggles beat you @teamtennantgirl, you are such a fantastic and beautiful person Katherine who deserves to feel on top of the world, things will be OK, hold your head up high and focus on getting yourself to a good place emotionally and mentally, you are a survivor who will overcome and make all your…[Read more]

    • @teamtennantgirl Would you like to talk? If you ever need help you have @oliver here and you have me aswell. You can always PM me. Meanwhile I wish you all the best sweetheart

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 14 hours ago

    Does anyone know good apps for android with calming sounds (for example rain, wind, or any others) ? I have one but I’m always looking forward to have more. Really calms me down at night.

    • I would try searching the Google Play Store for ASMR apps @marikofujimoto, you could also find some calming sounds/ASMR videos on YouTube too, personally I like listening to the sound of a bath filling up, helps with relaxation, hope you manage to find what you are looking for Mariko, I’m always here for you :) <3 (hugs)

    • @oliver thank you I’ll try to do some research there

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 19 hours ago

    The love I get from this website is overwhelming sometimes.
    I hope all of you have a lovely day cause you sure deserve it :)

    Mood : Accepted
    • You are such a kind and compassionate angel @marikofujimoto who truly deserves love from the Blah community, you do so much to make people smile and give out wise advice to those who are struggling, this site is lucky and grateful to have you because you are truly appreciated, hope you are having a fantastic day too sweetie, I’m always here for…[Read more]

    • Thank you so much @oliver , you’re always so kind :)
      I hope you’re having a lovely day

    • This website can be so great at times and you can meet the most amazing people who just genuinely wants to talk and listen:) hope you’re enjoying your day @oliver and @mariko
      :)

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 13 hours ago

    My god tonight is a bad one. My anxiety is blowing up the roof.. is so bad I might have to take an anxiety pill. Screw anxiety…

    Mood : Anxious
    • Hey @mariko. I see it’s been a few hours since you posted this but i really hope you were able to get pass your anxiety attack. As someone who have them frequently, i know how horrible they can get. I also hope you didn’t have to take your pills but don’t feel bad if you had to. Whatever helps is all that matters. If you ever want to talk,…[Read more]

    • Try to relax and calm yourself @marikofujimoto, take deep breathes sweetie, you will be OK, focus on an activity that puts your mind at ease Mariko, I want to see you feeling good hun, feel free to inbox me anytime if you need to chat Mariko, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • @layla95 thank you so much for your support. I struggle alot with anxiety at night and I’m very sorry knowing you suffer from anxiety aswell. It’s something terrible. But now that we’re talking about it can I ask what methods do you use to calm down when you’re anxious?

    • @oliver thank you Oli, is really hard at night but I’ve been trying my best. Your support means alot though

    • @mariko when I’m anxious I personally try to sit in a hot bubble bath with magazines and epsom salt (empson salt is super cheap and is known to help with stress) I try to focus on distracting myself until i get pass my anxiety and depression then I try music maroon 5 daylight always a good song for me to put on repeat:) i drink hot fluids like…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 12 hours ago

    @oliver thank you so much for the Testimonial you wrote for me, I’ve been incredibly depressed but you helped me with your words. Honestly I really cried reading your words, thank you so much. You’re such a kind person, you made my day. Thank you

    Mood : Cheerful
    • No worries @marikofujimoto, this community is so lucky to have you Mariko, you are always helping others on here and I wanted you to know that you are very much appreciated for all the amazing effort you put in on Blah making people smile, keep brightening up this site sweetie :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    Going to sleep, or.. attempting too. Can’t handle this anxiety. I hope you all sleep well.

    Mood : Anxious
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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    I have been relapsing so much… about anxiety and family wise… I don’t know where to turn. Everyone I try to talk to is like I’m a stone in the way.. is like I’m boring… even my mum today told me “you always complain so of course I don’t want to hear you” … then who do I talk with…to the walls? I already do that everynight having…[Read more]

    Mood : Hurt
    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      Your family really should support and be there for you @marikofujimoto, please don’t let your struggles get you down sweetie, you will make it through this because you are strong and amazing, hold your head up high and keep fighting Mariko, the Blah community will always be here to help you, you are a much loved, cherished and valued member of…[Read more]

    • You can talk to me any time you like, sweetie

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    Happy Valentine’s day either if you have a valentine or not. Mine was beyond normal but I prefer it that way, I see so many people focousing on materialistic stuff.

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    mariko posted an update 2 weeks ago

    So I set the goal that by may/june I want my body to be fit so I can finally wear a crop top. I’m eating incredibly healthy and I’m going to increase the ammount of exercise that I do. Let’s see how this goes.

    Mood : Afraid
    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      Do stay healthy in a way that makes you feel good @marikofujimoto, love and embrace every part of yourself Mariko, you are truly beautiful and amazing inside and out, no matter what happens, you will smile at what you see Mariko, I’m always here for you sweetie :) <3 (hugs)

    • You got this. I’m working on a similar goal, to be honest. My progress is slow, but it’s something. At least I’m getting there. I believe in you, girl

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