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    mariko posted an update 55 minutes ago

    Hope everyone has a nice day. That the day smiles at you

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    mariko posted an update 17 hours, 22 minutes ago

    Not feeling the best but I’ll still push myself to go to yoga class. Also hopefully I arrive there safely cause the weather is BAD. Thunder, rain, wind… ;-; which is also making me lazy…
    But anwyways see you guys later.

    • Hope you manage to go to the yoga class if you can, take care of yourself @marikofujimoto and do have a fabulous day angel, I’m always here for you sweetie :) <3 (hugs)

    • @oliver it went well Oli thank you. I’m not feeling the best today but going to yoga helped.
      Also the cold weather sucks but now I’m at home confy ^-^
      I hope you had a good day too

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 1 hour ago

    Also, wish everyone a lovely day

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 1 hour ago

    Apparently yesterday was international poetry day. I feel so bad I didn’t write anything on day that. Anyways that day is very special since I write poetry since I was 9/10 years old. I really recommend it to anyone, is a great emotional therapy

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 11 hours ago

    Goodnight everyone, wish you all a lovely night.
    I’ll be back here tomorrow. Hopefully I can be ok and have a good night

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 2 hours ago

    Wish you all a nice day

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 12 hours ago

    Going to lay in bed. Idk what else to do.
    I’ll reply to everyone tomorrow. But I thank you all in advance for the love, patience and acceptance.

    Mood : Exhausted
    • Do get a good rest and sleep well @marikofujimoto, remember you are so loved and appreciated by everyone on Blah Mariko, be kind to yourself and know you are beautiful, I’m always here for you sweetie, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 14 hours ago

    I go through my contact list and I realise I can’t call anyone. I’ve always been quite the lonely person but…. this is bad. The only people that pop in my mind is my bf and one online friend but they would ask questions and not just listen. What I need is to simply vent. I feel so lost.
    I’m so sorry for the negativity lately…

    Mood : Alone
    • Please don’t feel alone @marikofujimoto, surround yourself with people who make you happy sweetie, the Blah community will always be here for you and so will I, feel free to inbox me if you need to chat or vent, remember you are amazing in every single way hun, smile, be upbeat and never give up, stay strong :) <3 (hugs)

    • I know I’m not always the most active member of the community, but I have some time right now and I’d be happy to listen to you vent.

    • @marikofujimoto if you want to talk either through this site or through phone calls, message me. I’m not doing the best lately either but I promise to help you as best as I can. Remember, you’re not alone EVER! I will listen without no questions asked trust me I understand sometimes the need to just vent.

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 16 hours ago

    Is pathetic I still believe in people. They just can’t help themselves of disappointing me, can they..

    Mood : Angry
    • You are such a kind and sweet person who deserves to have compassionate people in her life @marikofujimoto, surround yourself with supportive and lovely friends who will always stick by you Mariko, remember the Blah community cares about you so much Mariko and so do I, smile and know you are appreciated by everyone on this site, hold your head up…[Read more]

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    Nivi posted an update 2 days, 16 hours ago

    If you’re lost and alone
    Or you’re sinking like a stone
    Carry on

    May your past be the sound of your feet upon the ground

    Carry on

    Mood : Blank
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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 23 hours ago

    I hope everyone has a good day

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    mariko posted an update 3 days, 23 hours ago

    Sometimes I get so scared at how much I hate people. And my social anxiety doesn’t help.
    Lately I can’t find good people or people who don’t let me down. The only people who still support me no matter what is you guys and overall my family and bf.

    • You are such a kind soul who deserves to be surrounded by people who will always support you no matter what @marikofujimoto, remember the Blah community will always be here for you and so will I Mariko, you are beautiful and fantastic sweetie, feel free to inbox me anytime if you need to chat, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • @oliver thank you so much it really means alot

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 11 hours ago

    The fact that my friend bailed on me (we were going to celebrate our birthdays together cause we couldn’t in the actual day) hurts me so much. No messages, call, NOTHING. And everyone that wished me hb was you guys, my bf and more people online.
    Lately I’ve been so anxious due to multiple things but one of them how incredibly lonely I feel. The…[Read more]

    Mood : Exhausted
    • You are so compassionate, any person who ignores you isn’t worth it @marikofujimoto, someone as amazing as you Mariko deserves people who will always be there for you no matter what, I know how you feel, I’m shy too and it takes me time to warm up to people or start a conversation with someone, do surround yourself with the things that put a smile…[Read more]

    • @oliver thank you so much but is so hard :( People always bail me, always give up of stuff. I don’t understand what’s wrong.
      At least I have you and some people here on Blah who truly care.
      Thank you for your constant support Oli, you’re incredible

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 11 hours ago

    Goodnight everyone. I give up for today. Just shoving myself in bed and hopefully I can sleep well and feel better tomorrow. Many hugs for everyone here, specially for those who are feeling down.

    Mood : Sad
    • Try to have a good rest @marikofujimoto, I want to see you smiling Mariko, remember you are beautiful and a ray of sunshine to everyone in this community :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 15 hours ago

    Today is one of those days when I can’t pretend. I feel like shit. And I know I shouldn’t complain about my life but I feel incredibly miserable. And alone. And I’m hurting so much inside.

    Mood : Crazy
    • Please don’t feel bad @marikofujimoto, you are such a sweet, kind and compassionate angel who deserves to lead a life that is filled with happiness, hope and love, everything will be OK Mariko, hold your head up high and look towards your bright future, smile and know you will win all your battles, don’t let anything stand in your way, you are a…[Read more]

    • I know what you’re going through as I’m going through pain myself (it’s so different I know but pain is universal.) I hope you can put all of your emotions into it until you can’t feel anymore, wipe your tears and hold your head up high. You’re so precious and amazing. You deserve the best because you are a queen. Please hold on tightly and…[Read more]

    • @layla95 thank you so much. Has been incredibly hard but I’m trying. Besides I have you guys here and that gives me strenght.
      I wish the same for you though, I know you’re going through a really hard time so I’m sending good vibes to you ok? I worry :( And I hope you start feeling better

    • @oliver I’m sorry, has been so incredlibly hard lately… I’m trying though.
      Thank you so much for your support

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 1 hour ago

    Good morning everyone, many hugs and remember, start the day with a smile. Sometimes all you need is positivity.

    • Keep inspiring others with your love, kindness and warmth @marikofujimoto, you are amazing and beautiful inside and out, hope you are having a fabulous day sweetie, I’m always here for you angel Mariko :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 12 hours ago

    I hope everyone is having a good night. I sure am not :( … but trying to stay positive and I’m setting my alarm clock to start tomorrow early. The hardest? Getting through the night… If I can’t sleep I’ll get back here guys. Either way, have a goodnight everyone.

    Mood : Anxious
    • Try to relax and sleep @marikofujimoto, rest well and look after yourself physically, mentally and emotionally, I’m always here for you, beautiful angel Mariko :) <3 (hugs)

    • @oliver thank you so much. I’m struggling quite alot but I will try . Thank you for your support though, lots of hugs towards you

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