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    mariko posted an update 9 hours ago

    Really rough week. Alot of emotions. Hanging in there because I have people who would want me to keep going.
    So I’m just dropping this song here for anyone that wants, to me it really helps me to remember why I have to keep going:

    Mood : Anxious
    • Please keep fighting and don’t let your struggles get you down @marikofujimoto, you are a beautiful, incredible and lovely angel who will make amazing things happen sweetie, don’t let anything stand in your way Mariko, hold your head up high and keep going forward hun, stay positive, upbeat and shine Mariko, I am rooting for you and so is the BT…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 17 hours ago

    Ended up not going to a festival because had no one to go with. I invited someone but the person decided to go with someone else..
    I know university is just to have my education (which is going great!) but it makes me feel genuinly depressed….
    My therapist keeps saying for me to try but everytime I do doesn’t work…
    Maybe I’m shit at picking…[Read more]

    Mood : Cold
    • Please don’t feel bad about yourself @marikofujimoto, you are such a kind, beautiful, special and lovely angel who truly deserves good friends around her, I know how you feel, being an introvert and shy myself, it’s so difficult to make friends and create meaningful bonds with people, you are trying your best sweetie, keep going and know you…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 16 hours ago

    I just read someone saying ”there’s stigma around rapist”. this person flat out said he rapped someone and that there’s stigma. That rappist shouldn’t be forgiven but neither punished.
    You sir are the kind of garbage that shouldn’t consume the oxygen of this world. Be gone.

    Mood : Angry
    • Anyone who commits such a horrible crime like rape or sexual assault should be punished severely, thrown in jail for a long time @marikofujimoto, survivors of sexual violence are so brave, courageous and strong, hope you are OK sweetie and having a fantastic day Mariko, I want to see you smiling hun and doing well, inbox me anytime if you want to…[Read more]

    • Disgusting comments, Don’t take is personally, that sort of attitude represents a very small portion of society…And those attitudes are dying…

    • @agm24 I genuinly hope so. I hate that nowdays everything is called a stigma. Wish the world was more kinder and no so ignorant.

    • @oliver couln’t agree more. Is a super terrifying experience and the victims deserve so inner peace knowing justice was made

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    Is there anyone around here that could chat for a bit? I’m genuinly not ok today and I need help.

    • What’s on your mind @marikofujimoto, talk to me sweetie, I want to see you feeling fantastic, upbeat and happy Mariko, inbox me anytime hun, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Hey, sorry it’s a few days since you posted but please drop me a message anytime you want to chat. Alex.

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    3 years and still waiting….

    Mood : Sad
    • You are such a beautiful, special and amazing angel who deserves love, happiness, joy and hope in her life @marikofujimoto, I want to see you truly smiling and making each day wonderful sweetie, everything will be OK Mariko, hold your head up high and know you will overcome hun, I care about you and so does the BT community, believe in yourself…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Happy holidays everyone

    • Hope you have a wonderful Christmas and New Year @marikofujimoto, thanks for always being the kind, lovely and special angel that you are sweetie, keep brightening up this community with your compassion, empathy and warmth, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Mariko, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 months ago

    Even though I went through alot of crap in highschool I miss the type of friendships I had.
    Pretty much all of my friends were boys and I had a blast everyday. Such fun and creative times. And even the romantic adventures would be sweet. Their compliments were genuine since I wasn’t the prettiest but my personality was strong. I miss that genuine…[Read more]

    Mood : Calm
    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Everyone deserves good friends around them who will treat them with respect, care and love @marikofujimoto, you do too Mariko, maybe getting back in touch with some of those people from your school days, re-connecting with those who brought you so much happiness could help you sweetie, you are such a beautiful, compassionate and kind angel who…[Read more]

    • girl same omg. but try to stay hopefuly and positive as best you can because sometimes when you don’t go searching for something – someone will come in and something cool will happen.

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    mariko replied to the forum topic Starting a new blog in the group Group logoAspiring Writers 2 months ago

    I’ve been on the blogosphere since I was 15 but sadly I stopped. I’m about to create a new blog to relate my experiences with anxiety, depression and other mental issues that I’ve had contact with so seeing you […]

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    mariko posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    I failed one subject… have to retake it as a final exam in january… YEEEY christmas holidays reading 3 entire bibles for it!
    And tomorrow latin test and I didn’t study anything because anxiety struck and my body is tired…
    I would ask for a miracle but let’s be real… I’m to blame here…

    Mood : Anxious
    • I don’t want to see you feeling down or anxious @marikofujimoto, work as hard as you can and try your best Mariko, you will be OK sweetie, stay upbeat hun and believe in yourself, you can do it Mariko, smile, hold your head up high and keep going, relax and rest when you need too as well, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Mariko, stay…[Read more]

    • well if you don’t pass, you can come work with me over here at pizza hut, they’re always hirin! AND you get to take pizza home. what more do you want?

    • @javi-soliz you’re joking but I’m actually down. I love pizza

    • lets get it girl, we might gain weight from stealing some slices but we’ll be ready for winter.

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