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    PoisedFilms posted an update 1 year, 5 months ago

    It’s been so hard recently, just as soon as things get good here one thing changes and it just drives me into the ground again… I went one day to having a lot of friends who cared to suddenly barely even 2 that have stuck around… Idk what the fuck for and why I just feel like i’m losing it again. I felt like i’d broken free of it for a few…[Read more]

    Mood : Sad
    • Please don’t feel down @poisedfilms, you are such a lovely and special person who deserves to have amazing people surrounding you, you will meet compassionate and understanding individuals who will always stick by you, remember this community cares about you, you deserve true happiness in life, I want to see you smiling and living each day to the…[Read more]

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    PoisedFilms posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    I’m in love with someone that’ll probably never know I even had feelings for them :/ this sucks cause if I would’ve asked earlier when we used to know each other they probably would have said yes…

    • I would try to remain friends with this person and see what happens @poisedfilms, hopefully you will still be able to have this person in your life even if you are not in a relationship, try to stay close with them as much as you can :) (hugs)

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    PoisedFilms posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    I’m back… :/ the minute things start getting better, it gets worse…

    • Things will go your way @poisedfilms, hold your head up high and do your best to focus on the things that bring you happiness and brightness, you will make amazing things happen, don’t let anything get you down, remember to believe in yourself and show everyone how truly fabulous you are, you will make all your dreams and goals come true, there…[Read more]

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    PoisedFilms posted a new activity comment 1 year, 10 months ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Going to sleep. My friend showed me an online game called Gaia. It’s quite cute even though I don’t understand it much. Does anyone play it? What online games do you guys play? (PLEASE do […] View

    oh you know… League of legends -sarcasm- nah I play that as well as terraria, gmod, and CS:GO pretty often, soon enough i’ll be playing Arma 3 and GTA 5 again

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    PoisedFilms and Profile picture of StargazerStargazer are now friends 1 year, 10 months ago

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    PoisedFilms posted an update 1 year, 10 months ago

    why does it hurt so much when we only knew each other for so little?

    • Try to get to know this person a bit more @poisedfilms, talk to them and see what happens, I want to see you smiling and feeling good, don’t be upset, things will go your way and everything will be OK, be positive and upbeat, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

    • Cause people keep disappointing us. You know, everytime we know someone we put on them certain expectations. Once they aren’t able to reach those expection of ours, we get hurt and disappointed. But don’t be! There’s so many more people in this world :) I know you can do this, I know you can find someone better @poisedfilms !

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    PoisedFilms posted a new activity comment 1 year, 10 months ago

    In reply to: PoisedFilms posted an update Just as I start to meet friends again they all of the sudden hate me for a reason they wont tell me and it just, this always fuckin happens, I make good friends and then they turn on a […] View

    Sure if u have a kik message me there if not then message me on blah therapy

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    PoisedFilms posted a new activity comment 1 year, 10 months ago

    In reply to: PoisedFilms posted an update Just as I start to meet friends again they all of the sudden hate me for a reason they wont tell me and it just, this always fuckin happens, I make good friends and then they turn on a […] View

    Thanks guys it means a lot, it just sucks that im back to base 1 with getting my life just back to normal :/

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    PoisedFilms posted an update 1 year, 11 months ago

    Just as I start to meet friends again they all of the sudden hate me for a reason they wont tell me and it just, this always fuckin happens, I make good friends and then they turn on a dime and hate me the next day and i’ve lost all the new friends that i’ve made now, I’ve got one left who is starting to now get randomly mad at me I don’t want…[Read more]

    Mood : Sad
    • @PoisedFilms They’re not true friends if they treat you that way. Honestly, what they do to you is dumb and ridiculous. You deserve better. I’m here for you. Please don’t hurt yourself. Hope things get better.

    • You deserve friends who will stick by you no matter what @poisedfilms, anyone who leaves you isn’t worth it, I’m sure you will meet kind and lovely people who will always be there for you, remember you are amongst compassionate people in this community, be positive and keep smiling, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me…[Read more]

    • Thanks guys it means a lot, it just sucks that im back to base 1 with getting my life just back to normal :/

    • hi poised films can we talk?
      one to one
      may be i can help

    • Sure if u have a kik message me there if not then message me on blah therapy

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    PoisedFilms posted a new activity comment 1 year, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Nikki posted an update *sighs* kinda lonely at the moment… View

    im off school today so yeah*

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    PoisedFilms posted a new activity comment 1 year, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Nikki posted an update *sighs* kinda lonely at the moment… View

    I know that feeling all too well :/, if you want someone to talk to hit me up on kik it’s PoisedFilms, I’m off today so yeah

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    PoisedFilms posted an update 1 year, 11 months ago

    I feel like I should be saying ”help” but I don’t feel like I want any… this is tearing me apart ;-; I can’t shake these thoughts, but I don’t feel like I need them gone even though it hurts so much

    • Don’t let bad thoughts get you down @poisedfilms, I want to see you feeling awesome and living each day to the fullest, things may seem difficult but they will change for the better, it’s OK to ask for help, everyone deserves to be supported in their lives, you do too, do things that make you happy and that put a smile on your face, hold your…[Read more]

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    PoisedFilms posted an update 1 year, 11 months ago

    Recently my depression has come back and strong, dealing with this for 5 years is a literal living hell, it has taken over my life and about a month ago I started to think better and be happier and recently some stuff happened and it really has just made me want to be gone, just to end it all, How do I get rid of this how can I just be happy…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let depression and sadness beat you @poisedfilms, I know how you feel, from 10+ years of fighting loneliness and depression, you have to keep fighting, some days are better than others but you will make it, everyone deserves brightness and happiness in their lives, you do too, things will be OK and everything will work out, show…[Read more]

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    PoisedFilms posted a new activity comment 1 year, 11 months ago

    In reply to: London Ashyln posted an update long night lastnight, but feeling a little better… :) View

    I know that feeling all too well but it’s always nice to be happy the next day :P

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    PoisedFilms posted a new activity comment 1 year, 11 months ago

    In reply to: PoisedFilms posted an update I need some help from a bit of the community of Blah haha idk but anyway seriously me and this one friend of mine had been the best of friends i’ve ever had we had a bit of a […] View

    not that we had a disagreement and thats why we stopped talking they’d just been off for a long time and stopped responding and yeah like I say in my post, yep

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    PoisedFilms posted an update 1 year, 11 months ago

    I need some help from a bit of the community of Blah haha idk but anyway seriously me and this one friend of mine had been the best of friends i’ve ever had we had a bit of a disagreement and some stuff happened but anyway if anybody still has like a way to message them please tell me I miss talking to them so much, or ask them if they remember…[Read more]

    • I would try to talk to your friend and see if you can come to an understanding with each other @poisedfilms, be honest with each other and tell each other how you are truly feeling, you can do it, hope things go well, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • not that we had a disagreement and thats why we stopped talking they’d just been off for a long time and stopped responding and yeah like I say in my post, yep

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    PoisedFilms posted an update 1 year, 11 months ago

    Why did I give up on them and lie… just why did I do this D: I wish I could go back so bad…. just :( I fucked up so bad and now I see how badly

    Mood : Depressed
    • I’m sure you can make things right @poisedfilms, see if you can try to sort things, but if you can’t, do your best to move forward and learn from what has happened, you are a good person who deserves to feel happy and on top of the world, don’t be sad, things will be OK, remember to smile and keep going, I want the best for you, feel free to…[Read more]

    • Hey, do you need to talk about it?

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    PoisedFilms posted an update 1 year, 12 months ago

    I heard the spam is gone :D thats good heh

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    PoisedFilms posted an update 2 years ago

    Day 138, annoying spam is still here :L nah but really this shit is just getting ridiculous. Until this spam is gone I’m out cause I clicked one of those Q-n-A things and today I had to spend all day re installing windows 10, due to tons of random malware appearing on my computer I recommend nobody clicks those, or if I just got unlucky but…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 2 years ago

      The spam is SO annoying @poisedfilms, hopefully we’ll see you back on Blah once all of it is gone, do take care of yourself and keep smiling :)

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    PoisedFilms posted an update 2 years ago

    I think im gonna be leaving blahtherapy, im not sure it’s just not the same anymore, and all the Q-n-A shit is ridiculous that no staff have done anything about it. and if it’s there way of income, it’s out of control but anyway I probably gonna be leaving the website within the next few days, and maybe check in every once in a while.

    • I would agree with all the crazy random Q-n-A posts.
      Hope it gets cleaned up. Feel free to check out my site over at http://support.cigaming.biz
      It’s not like blahtherapy but i plan to keep it fairly controlled and moderated. Looking for more members on it.
      Good luck and my inbox is alway open

    • You will be missed.

    • I’m sorry to see you possibly leaving BT.
      The spam is definitely frustrating, and I hope it gets cleared up soon. It’s preventing people from using this site for what it’s actually used for.
      Anyway, take care. Hope to see you around again.

    • Oli replied 2 years ago

      Sorry to see you leaving Blah @poisedfilms, we’ll all miss you, indeed the spam is so annoying, hopefully we’ll see you back here one day, do take care of yourself :) (hugs)

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