(Fairly lengthy) yo. I'm Trisha. I'm 14, from Sydney. Now I know what you're thinking; 'Oh, just another twelvie'. But I like to think that I differ from the majority of 14 year old's (that I know or know of) who get drunk and/or high every week with zero self respect or respect for others. I'm a person who naturally laughs at almost everything. So often, I may get in trouble for laughing at the most inappropriate and unnecessary times but I am still capable of holding a serious conversation or topic.
I'm not really all that picky with music. Although my current go to bands are probably Imagine Dragons, Eminem and Bastille, I'd still listen to 'mainstream' songs and bands and not so mainstream songs and bands. I'm also not that picky with people I choose to talk to. As Marshall said; “I don't care if you're black, white, straight, bisexual, gay, lesbian, short, tall, fat, skinny, rich or poor. If you're nice to me, I'll be nice to you. Simple as that".
A lot of my friends refer to me as the one-that-doesn't-care-about-the-rules in the crowd but I don't think so. Sure, I may act a little careless sometimes. But deep down, I have a lot of secrets bottled up that I'm too afraid of letting out. Yes, I am gay and not really out to my parents or friends..in fact, not out at all (to anyone I personally know). I'm struggling to find the right time to tell anyone, really. I know that I'm still pretty young but I don't think there's anything I'd ever been more certain of. Some people use that as an excuse to say 'You're young, you don't even know what you want' and some say to wait it out. But sometimes, I wonder how long I can keep it in.
I've found that reading distracts me from reality (dunno whether that's good or bad) and gives me new things to explore so, feel free to recommend me some good ones. I also sing and play the guitar (something that I've taken up several years ago, thankfully) which completely lets me shut out the world. I recommend it for those who love music or just want a new way to get away from the world for a little while.
Well, that's basically me. Last thing I'll have you know now is that I tend to be pretty sarcastic and pretty straight-forward but I think I'm also a pretty good listener. And, despite being my age, you'd be surprised to know just how much I've experienced and am capable to relating to. So, if you've got something that's troubling you or just want someone to talk to, I'm always pretty keen for a chat and willing to help as much as I can. (:
clammytts (Kik), checkmate_o4o (Skype) or just drop me a message if you like.
I’m here for you, you are not alone, stay strong (hugs)