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    Oli posted a new activity comment 20 hours, 46 minutes ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update How do you deal with anxiety/panick attacks? I’ve been the past 3 days with so much anxiety and today I had a massive panick attack. 3 hours passed and I’m still anxious. I’m doing the best […] View

    Try to calm yourself, take deep breathes and think positively @marikofujimoto, find activities to do that will make you feel upbeat and happy sweetie, don’t let bad thoughts get you down Mariko, look after yourself and relax as much as you can, you will be OK hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat, vent or you need a distraction Mariko, stay…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 23 hours, 48 minutes ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update Such deep pain, but I think what hurts the most is the genuine fact that no one that should, cares. This has always been the case and I guess it just won’t change. View

    Please don’t let pain and sadness get you down @invincible, @marikofujimoto is right, you have so many people here on BT that care about you Cecelia, you are such a fabulous, special and amazing person who deserves to feel on top of the world, smile brightly and don’t let anything bring you down, you are a special angel who will win all her…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 1 day, 11 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I’m doing my very best so I can have good grades this year to get a scholarship next year. If I succeed will allow me to pay for university AND to get my driving licence. I’ve always been a […] View

    Do work as hard as you can and I’m sure no matter what happens, you will be successful @marikofujimoto, keep being the wonderful student and amazing human-being that you are sweetie, I wish you all the best going forward into the future, I’m sure it will be so bright for you Mariko, remember to always be proud of your achievements hun for you will…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 1 day, 11 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Also let’s talk about book prices … book prices for university are RIDICULOUS. 50 euros for each one??? I guess those books will be my christmas presents x) View

    Hope you manage to find books that are a good price and not too expensive @marikofujimoto, do look online, at local bookshops and at your local library sweetie, I’m sure everything will be OK Mariko, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 3 days, 1 hour ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I’m just having a massive breakdown cause I never felt so alone in 22 years of my life. I can barely breathe right now, my head feels like is about to explode, I can’t stop crying, my chest […] View

    everything will be ok, @marikofujimoto… it may be a time of challenge but things will get better. This moment is the way it is because you have the power to change it whether you realize it or not. Try not to be so hard on yourself, you’ll make it through. There are people out there that realize and appreciate you just the way you are and know…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 4 days, 12 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I’m just having a massive breakdown cause I never felt so alone in 22 years of my life. I can barely breathe right now, my head feels like is about to explode, I can’t stop crying, my chest […] View

    Please don’t let anxiety, depression and sadness get you down @marikofujimoto, I know how you feel sweetie, being an introvert and shy myself, it can be hard to talk with and socialise with people, you are a fighter Mariko who will overcome all her battles, try your best to go out into the world and not let the isolation break you, I care about…[Read more]

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    harriott<3 posted a new activity comment 4 days, 22 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update All I want is a conversation. A honest, open minded, long conversation. Aka 1 real friend. View

    @marikofujimoto it’s dearestchelly#8486 on discord, but im on oceanic server for league though

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 1 week ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update All I want is a conversation. A honest, open minded, long conversation. Aka 1 real friend. View

    I don’t want to see you feeling alone or lonely @marikofujimoto, so many people love and care about you sweetie, I do and so does the BT community, you are a friend to so many of us here Mariko, you can always talk to me about absolutely anything Mariko, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent hun, you will be OK, stay strong :) <3 (hugs)

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Since I can remember I’ve always tried to help people cause I believe everyone needs a listener and also some advice (if they ask for it) . However, when I need someone that I can call […] View

    I don’t want to see you feeling alone @marikofujimoto, you are such a lovely, compassionate, kind and amazing soul Mariko who deserves to be surrounded by all the things that bring her hope, happiness and joy, please know I’ll always be here for you hun and so will many others, the BT community cares about you and so do I, your friendship and…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update If I wasn’t so depressed , anxious and busy with classes, I would attempt to get a job to get out of this house as fast as I can. I miss being myself, that girl that was super positive, […] View

    @marikofujimoto you’re special, you’re worth respect, love and compassion, Any judgement on you is a judgement on themselves. Don’t take them seriously, you can enjoy life. They’re the one’s who have lost their way. Take each day easily, cherish every moment, this moment right now can be taken, especially by all the negative experiences that…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update If I wasn’t so depressed , anxious and busy with classes, I would attempt to get a job to get out of this house as fast as I can. I miss being myself, that girl that was super positive, […] View

    I don’t want to see you feeling sad, upset or down @marikofujimoto, I want to see you smiling and making each day as positive as you can sweetie, shine and know creativity and happiness will come into your life hun, your family should give you all the support and encouragement in the world Mariko, surround yourself with compassion, brightness and…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Aside of that hope everyone is having a good day/night View

    Hope you had a good day @marikofujimoto, smile and always be the incredible, kind and lovely angel that you are Mariko, remember you are beautiful and perfect sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Whateaver you do, never compare siblings. Is hurtfull. View

    Indeed @marikofujimoto, we all deserve to be treated equally with love, care and respect sweetie, I don’t want to see anyone being mean to you or comparing you to others, you are beautiful and special Mariko, what’s on your mind hun, I want to see you smiling and feeling fabulous, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Another meltdown yesterday and a stop to the hospital. Too much on me lately. And to help today my sister is having the worst attitude ever. Why? Stuff was going so well… View

    I don’t want to see you feeling down or upset @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful, special and kind angel who deserves to have a smile on her face sweetie, hold your head up high Mariko and don’t let anything or anyone bring you down, your sister should treat you with love and respect, remember so many people on BT care about you and so do…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update The day didn’t go bad, actually was pretty good. Let’s see how tomorrow will be. Goodnight everyone View

    It’s wonderful to see that you had a wonderful day @marikofujimoto, sleep well and get a good rest sweetie, I’m sure tomorrow will be fantastic Mariko, stay positive and keep going, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update First latin class tomorrow. Will be a bit later (at 10 am) , for some reason the teacher will be busy before, meaning only 1 hour of class. But still nervous af. Wish me luck… View

    You’ll do great in your Latin class @marikofujimoto, work as hard as you can, stay positive and know you will be successful sweetie, smile and keep going forward, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Talking to my bf till 2 am ,crying and etc, I realised my past still hunts me ALOT. I had 20 years of bullying pretty much ( I was already bullied at 3 years old basically) , super abusive […] View

    You are such a beautiful, kind and lovely angel who deserves happiness and all the best that life has to offer @marikofujimoto, don’t let your past get you down or stand in your way sweetie, I was bullied in high school and from personal experience, I know how bad the effects of bullying can be, I don’t want to see you feeling sad or upset because…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Can’t stop crying today. No matter how much I try to talk to people, even those who care about me, I never feel warmth from them. They never fully understand me. I genuinly feel like I’m […] View

    I don’t want to see you feeling upset, sad or alone @marikofujimoto, please know so many people care about and love you Mariko, be kind to yourself because you are truly a beautiful, lovely and special angel, surround yourself with all the things that bring you hope, I want to see you smiling because you are amazing inside and out, I wish I could…[Read more]

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update I dislike that i even speak about the dark emotions because i hope im not creating more of it… My intention is to release it out of my system…. And to find a solution, its not to […] View

    Don’t let the pain and sadness get you down @spectrolite7, do your best to focus on all the things that bring you hope, happiness and joy, like @marikofujimoto says, try to find activities to do that make you smile, everything will be OK, stay upbeat and go forward with a sense of confidence, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

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    Theodore posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update When you find out you’ll have a Latin class *screams* But for real, aside of that I’m super excited. My degree is genuinly all about history, geography, languages and specially Literature. […] View

    @marikofujimoto The thing about it is a lot of it just makes sense, like memorzing vocab is way better since a lot of roots will be familiar already! It is a bit challenging but its more of the, “need to devote study time to memorize things” sort of challenge, and less of the “I don’t understand this” challenge. So, just study, ask questions…[Read more]

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