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    Cecelia posted an update 3 hours, 29 minutes ago

    i feel sick from everything i’ve been doing

    but of course they don’t care

    • Do relax when you can @invincible, I want to see you being treated with love, care and respect Cecelia, everything will be OK, remember the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, always be the fabulous person that you are and keep going forward, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 9 hours, 32 minutes ago

    So my mom has had a stomach flu for the past 5 days and even though I can’t stand her, I been doing everything for her from helping her bathe to cooking for her. She’s been really needy and I haven’t had time for much rest until her boyfriend would come over. Well today she’s a “little” better and this evil witch cursed me out and wished…[Read more]

    Mood : Pissed off
    • Your mother has absolutely no right being horrible to you @layla95, you are such a loving and sweet daughter for helping her when she is unwell and she repays you by being mean, you deserve so much better Layla, I want to see you being appreciated, loved and cared for by those closest to you hun, smile and know that the BT community will always be…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    everything will be fine… i am fine… the love is within me and it is around me.

    • It’s great to see you determined to be positive and to have love in your life @spectrolite7, you are such a fabulous person who is worthy of happiness and brightness, smile, go forward with confidence and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • thank @Oliver (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    i’m perfect the way i am… i don’t care… i’m deserving of love, all the love in the world and in the universe.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    i think about the flaws a lot, it’s not that helpful… i’ll be fine and maybe if i go to the gym once a week that would be a start, i just dont know how im going to keep myself motivated to go because i always get tired… :( its so complicated, maybe i shouldnt bother. what a difficult situation…

    • Gymn actually helps alot, putting the anxiety and frustration away. I recommend it!!

    • I hope so… hopefully won’t get bored at the gym.

    • @spectrolite7 I think what drives a lot of people away from gyms is overdoing it the first couple times, (if you are in pain and agony the week after, you went too hard and aren’t gonna want to go back,) and doing things that bore them. Do something that engages you, it’s totally ok to jog on a treadmill while watching a movie, or to go on a…[Read more]

    • that makes sense, I’ll try that. I am better off keeping things simple and not trying so hard… but just go with the flow and do it in a fun way.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    being human… i feel so flawed but I must see the light in myself and in others… everything will be fine.. love is the answer…

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    ClareBear posted an update 2 days, 23 hours ago

    To everyone who comments on my posts:

    I wish i had people like you guys around me in person because no one is supportive to me like how you are. I wish i went online more often because it would help me so much. Things are getting so intense and i really am holding on by a string, but i just want to thank you all so much for the love and support…[Read more]

    • Glad that the BT community is able to help, support and be there for you @clara332, you are such a fabulous person who deserves compassion, smile and always be beautiful inside and out, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 23 hours ago

    sometimes my own mind works against me… and i have to try to stay positive and embrace myself… all the thoughts of inadequacy are not important… I’m not inadequate… I’m a creative being trying their best in this confusing world.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 23 hours ago

    Today someone said my tie dye shirt was really nice, when I told her I made it, she was amazed because she said I’m real talented.. I glad I got a compliment today and I’m glad I had good nice conversations today… that makes me feel better… like people treated me well today. Even if I seem like a slow paced person at times, at least they…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 23 hours ago

    Lately I’ve been looking at the very talented people I know around me and I just see how they’re so good at what they do. It’s like they can focus mentally and accomplish many things and it’s like normal for them to keep accomplishing them but for me I feel like my focus varies and I get so distracted and there’s no real structure… also I…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 3 days, 2 hours ago

    I’m just a disappointment, a waste of space and nuisance to everyone, I wish I could disappear so no one would be bothered by me anymore, Oli, you are a total failure and ugly human-being, I hate myself, I look in the mirror and I see someone worthless looking back at me, I want to give up and not try anymore, I have no purpose, my bleak,…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • @Oliver You’re not ugly. You are worthy and deserving of love and respect. You do have a purpose, I really appreciate your comments when I’m in need of some help. Everyone that you help is a potential friend and you’re making a difference in this world by spreading positivity. Sending you positive vibes dear friend.

    • @oliver You are a warm, compassionate. and incredibly heartfelt human being! Honestly, you are. You help others see the worth in themselves and you deserve just the same. I believe that everytime I see you comment on my posts or on someone else’s posts you bring radiant sunshine on them when they are in their darkest days, you are amazing. Plenty…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 days, 6 hours ago

    I feel sad about how some people have treated me… Like the one friend that forced me to buy her something that she wasn’t supposed to eat apparently and she just didn’t want to eat what was at home, and her mother was supposed to leave her money but didn’t so she forced me to buy her something, then another day I was traveling with my laptop,…[Read more]

    • People really abuse the trust of genuinly nice and kind people… is seriously sad.
      I’m so sorry that happened to you, you deserve nice people around you, that spread positivity

    • I’m glad the worse part is over which was realizing that I need to set real strong boundaries. It’s just sad… because that money I had could have been used for many important things I was planning on getting and it wasn’t. Now I have to wait till I accumulate more money again, which takes time and energy and being positive about a good…[Read more]

    • it’s just a bit embarrassing that I didn’t know the signs… but this happens to many people. To the best of us… The ones that care and are giving.

    • Don’t let anyone manipulate you or be horrible @spectrolite7, you are such a lovely and amazing person who deserves to be surrounded by happiness, hope and kindness, so many people care about you and want to see you being appreciated and respected, try to stay upbeat and keep going, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

    • @Oliver thanks for helping me see that there are good people in the world. You are one of them and I appreciate your comment.

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    laylab95 and Profile picture of JozyJozy are now friends 3 days, 14 hours ago

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 days, 22 hours ago

    I narrowed down what I’ll bring to basically my clothing, safety pads, skateboard and camera. I’ll most likely carry my camera with me as a carry-on for the plane trip and the rest will be safely stored in the airplane as a checked luggage. The luggage I’m getting is the perfect one that I was looking for before two years ago when my friend’s…[Read more]

    • Hope you have fun and do many wonderful things in your travels @spectrolite7, I wish you all the best, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 days, 23 hours ago

    Everything is fine.
    A relief, but annoyed at how improfessional things can be. Sigh, real world.

    • Try to stay upbeat and focus on getting things done in a way that makes you happy @invincible, don’t let life’s struggles get you down Cecelia, you are such a fabulous person who will do great, keep going and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 days, 23 hours ago

    The last time I ever travelled in an airplane was when I was 3 years old… Now that I have an opportunity to travel with a friend, I feel weird about it because, I would like to bring my camera, guitar and laptop but the more I think about it the more complicated it seems… because I never did that before and don’t know what to expect. I would…[Read more]

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    Flameaura posted an update 3 days, 23 hours ago

    Exams next week… Have you guys (especially those with exam anxiety) ever dreamed about exams?

    Mood : Stressed
    • Try to not worry @flameaura, I’m sure you will do great in your exams, work as hard as you can and you will be successful, stay positive and believe in yourself, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • sooooooooooo many times. Is 100% normal. Your brain usually makes you dream about the things that you worry (or wish) the most. Try to get tea , warm tea, helps alot with anxiety. Try to make notes with multiple colours so cheers you up while studying. Also a final advice? Get sweets! A bit of chocolate before an exam helps ALOT, chocolate has…[Read more]

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    Oli and Profile picture of SomeLamePersonSomeLamePerson are now friends 4 days, 19 hours ago

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 4 days, 22 hours ago

    I’m living with passion and believing in my dreams… I have my times when I’m recharging and my times when I’m out there doing many active things like skateboarding, traveling, meeting people, and experiencing new things. I lived the first 20 odd-some years of my life doing too much for others and neglecting myself and my needs, I’m living…[Read more]

    • It’s good to see you looking after yourself @spectrolite7, do what makes you feel awesome and keep smiling, go forward with confidence and always believe in yourself, remember you are an incredible person inside and out, smile and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @spectrolite7 you Are truly such an inspiring human being. You recently spoke of being a bit selfish to do things for yourself and now you’re traveling!? Well you’re truly not a procrastinator I see and that’s amazing. Good luck and hope you have fun! (:

    • Thanks for the kind words… I appreciate them very much. I’m glad to know both of you, @Oliver and @laylab95

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 days, 23 hours ago

    My anxiety just might kill me tomorrow.
    Ugh.

    • Try to relax and focus on all the things that bring you hope, brightness and happiness @invincible, be kind to yourself and don’t let anything get you down Cecelia, hold your head up high and know you are a fighter who will make it, believe in yourself and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

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