I would try to find books on subjects that interest you @marikofujimoto, look for the things you like and that will make you smile, search around online or in your local library Mariko, hope things work out sweetie, I’m always here for you, fantastic angel Mariko <3 (hugs)
Well I’m really into chronicals books publisher. They make quirky, lenghty puck me up books. Most aren’t reading material per say but one of my favorites is ”642 things to write about” they give you random things to write and also they have awesome journals. Check out ebay and see if it’s something you would like.
So you want something upbeat, huh? Usually not my range of reading material. Brandon Sanderson writes some pretty good stuff that tends towards happy endings, Mistborn aside. He’s pretty excellent, you might want to give him a shot. You could also try reading the Kingkiller Chronicle. Just upbeat, fun, adventure story type things that are still decent quality.