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    mariko posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    The fact that my friend bailed on me (we were going to celebrate our birthdays together cause we couldn’t in the actual day) hurts me so much. No messages, call, NOTHING. And everyone that wished me hb was you guys, my bf and more people online.
    Lately I’ve been so anxious due to multiple things but one of them how incredibly lonely I feel. The things that are keeping me sane is yoga, music ,books and some animated movies. Cause I’m to the point I can’t even sleep straight.
    I know I’m shy, petite and have ALOT of social anxiety so I suck at making friends but… can’t I have 1 friend? At least 1? … I’m so done, going to shove myself in bed. Exahusted and desperate, not knowing what I should or can do.
    Goodnight everyone. I hope that you guys at least have a better night.

    Mood : Exhausted
    • You are so compassionate, any person who ignores you isn’t worth it @marikofujimoto, someone as amazing as you Mariko deserves people who will always be there for you no matter what, I know how you feel, I’m shy too and it takes me time to warm up to people or start a conversation with someone, do surround yourself with the things that put a smile on your face sweetie, remember you are amongst friends in this community angel, the Blah community loves you Mariko, do have a relaxing sleep hun, I’m always here for you :) <3 (hugs)

    • @oliver thank you so much but is so hard :( People always bail me, always give up of stuff. I don’t understand what’s wrong.
      At least I have you and some people here on Blah who truly care.
      Thank you for your constant support Oli, you’re incredible