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    mariko posted a new activity comment 6 days, 19 hours ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update So my frenemy who I got back into contact with wants to hang out and so far, I don’t feel comfortable doing so although I’m very lonely. My granny said it’s because I’m jealous of her […] View

    @layla95 wtf… why does everything have to be negative? Why would you be jealous of her? Aren’t you able to be unconfortable and not enjoy someone’s company? ‘-’ … your grandmother honestly. All due respect that is a very dumb mentality. Girl, if you’re not confortable with your frenemy (cute definition btw), just don’t hang out with her.…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    Also loneliness is a pain in the ass. Oh boy what I would do to have friends to go to the beach with. The heat makes me really sick, but I prefer that over being in the house with these people.

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    Also loneliness is a pain in the ass. Oh boy what I would do to have friends to go to the beach with. The heat makes me really sick, but I prefer that over being in the house with these people.

    • I don’t want you to feel lonely or alone @marikofujimoto, you are such a lovely, kind and sweet angel who deserves compassion, hope and happiness around her, you have done so much good for me and this community Mariko, honestly wish I was with you in person because I don’t like seeing someone wonderful like you upset, try to relax and stay cool…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto loneliest is the worse thing ever. I wish I lived near you so we could hang out. I would truly enjoy your company because you are amazing girl.

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    Living with a spoiled teen sister, is the worst living hell. And mummy and daddy always excuse her. Keep going. She’ll end up pregnant or worst. She has no knowledge of the real world, doesn’t work for shit.

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      Don’t let your sister be horrible towards you @marikofujimoto, hopefully with your support, love and care, she will make positive changes and try to better herself Mariko, remember you are a wonderful sibling sweetie, try to talk to her if you can and see if you can point her in the direction of a good path in life, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto the ones that get the highest praise from family, friends, etc in life usually be the ones to fail the ones who praises them. It’s truly a fact trust me I know. Life will wear her out in due time. She will get a reality check.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update So I finally got the chance to get out of the house after being in for 5 days and then I see why I hate going off. I go behind my family who yells at me in public and having to follow […] View

    @layla95 That’s rude af… your family should treat you right, you’re such a sweet person. They really should enjoy your company, not enjoy yelling at you..

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update People really love to hide and shield any topic or possibility (truth) of Mental Illness.So f*cking sad. View

    @invincible 1) people never adress things that are out of the ”norm” , 2) is not ”convinient” , 3) people don’t like to talk about things that they don’t know nothing about (to not look stupid) , 4) ignorance is a big thing still.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: SetiDrow posted an update hello all View

    @setidrow they there , how’s it going?

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update It’s 2:13 am and I haven’t slept yet. Mind will not let me rest. View

    @layla95 what’s wrong darling? Want to talk?

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    So I just got remembered why I barely show up here lol….

    • You deserve to be here @marikofujimoto because you do so much for me and this community Mariko, I’m so grateful for all the support, help and advice you have given over the years sweetie, I care about and love you hun, remember you are a much appreciated member of BT, hope you are having a fantastic day, inbox me anytime if you want to chat, stay…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto how come?

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 2 days ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update So I talked to my dad since it’s fathers day and his asked me about my life as of now. I explained to him that I think if he come here for a week that my life would improve greatly since […] View

    @layla95 sometimes sadly peoeple ask so they can say they asked… taking a couple of a hours to be with you wouldn’t kill him.
    So sorry darling

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    Working on trying to get my spirit up.

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    Working on trying to get my spirit up.

    • Try to stay upbeat and have a fabulous day @marikofujimoto, surround yourself with things that bring a smile to your beautiful face Mariko, it’s good to see you determined to be happy sweetie, remember you are lovely inside and out hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    Does anyone know a good youtube channel or deviantart page so I can learn how to draw more things?

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    If God was real , my grandparents would still be around and I wouldn’t have to live with this beyond terrible family.
    People that don’t get my health condition, judge me for my limited food choises, judge me for the medication I need to take, and my sister being the manipulative bitch she is, everytime there is a arguement she sides with my…[Read more]

    • I don’t want to such a beautiful, kind and sweet angel like you upset @marikofujimoto, I’m so sorry about your grandparents Mariko, do your best to remember all the happy moments you spent with them hun, your family should treat you with all the care and love in the world, you are a special human-being who deserves to be understood and not judged,…[Read more]

    • I don’t mean to talk out of place, here, but it probably isn’t helpful for you to blame something you don’t believe in for the family issues. I think your family reveals more about human nature than deity.The biggest truth I had to learn for my own sanity was to accept people as they are (good, bad, ugly, evil). It meant I wasn’t responsible…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    So is not much, but here: https://www.facebook.com/marikoadmin/
    I created a fb page for anyone who struggles with anxiety, depression and any other issue. I literally just made it so ofc needs alot of work. However feel free to go there, you might chat with each other , make friends and maybe find some peace with your own struggles.

    • It’s a good page @marikofujimoto, I’m sure you will add more posts and articles that help, inspire and support others as time goes on Mariko, be proud of yourself for all the hard work you have put in on the page sweetie :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 weeks ago

    “To be understood is to prostitute oneself” – Fernando Pessoa.

    • Everyone deserves to be understood and to feel like they matter @marikofujimoto, you do too sweetie, please be kind to yourself Mariko, you are such a lovely, special and compassionate angel Mariko who truly makes a positive difference in my life and the lives of many others as well, I care about you hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

    • I don’t know about this one, Mariko. What is it saying to you?

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I want to kill myself. View

    how do you know I live in Porto…

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    mariko posted an update 2 weeks ago

    I want to kill myself.

    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      Please don’t think like that @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful, amazing, incredible and sweet angel who deserves happiness, hope and joy in her life, you are such a kind-hearted and compassionate person inside and out Mariko, everything will be OK hun, you will overcome all of your struggles and win all your battles because you are a…[Read more]

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    • how do you know I live in Porto…

    • You mentioned it when you were talking about how hot it was a few weeks ago. Sounds like it is still hot. I don’t comment anymore, but I do read and send my own prayers away on your behalf.

    • @marikofujimoto pm me if you need to talk girl. I’m worried about you.

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    mariko posted an update 2 weeks ago

    I’m struggling on the name for the page… :|

    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      I would try to go for a positive and upbeat name @marikofujimoto, something about recovery and brightness going into a shining future, hope you manage to come up with something wonderful Mariko, I’m always here for you sweetie :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Going to try to sleep. Have to recover from this. Goodnight everyone, hope you all are ok and have a lovely night View

    thank you @oliver :)

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