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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Jessica posted an update Don’the you hate it when your favorite show ends on a cliffhanger? I do. View

    Do you mean the end of every episode/season of Supernatural? I’m jk
    But yeah it really sucks

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    mariko posted an update 8 years, 5 months ago

    Now I’m pissed. Can’t take some stuff out of my mind. And my family isn’t helping. My head hurts and I can’t even focous on studying. I fucking hate this. I hate my mind, I hate how cold today is, how lonely I feel. I’m so tired that I could easily give in on giving up, I’m tired.

    Mood : Exhausted
    • Please don’t give up @marikofujimoto, some days may seem hard but you will make it and come out so much stronger, everything will be OK, try to relax when you can and do things that make you feel content and calm, I want to see you smiling and being the extraordinary individual that you know you can be, things will work out for you hun, I’ll…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Hayden posted an update It’s okay, though, really. No big deal. She’s just always doing stuff like this. It’s like my anxiety doesn’t exist with her. View

    @devilndisguise idk what exactly is going on, but I hope you get better. If you ever need to vent you know my inbox is always open for you. Be strong ok? I know you can do this!

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Hayden posted an update Anyway, it’s an early morning for me, and from the way that it started, I’m fearing for the rest of the day. View

    @devilndisguise what’s wrong? What happened? I’m quite worried about you

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: April posted an update I constantly feel sad. View

    Do you need someone to talk to? I’m right here if you need to, ok?
    Be strong ~

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Hayden posted an update Just want to say how much I appreciate all of you in the BT community. ^-^ You’re all amazing. Stay strong. ~ Hayden View

    We all love you @devilndisguise and we’re here for you. No matter what mood you are in, we’ll always be here. And trust me, you do alot for this community too :)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: ConfusedGirlInLove posted an update Found out the guy I was in love with last year was never really who he said he was. View

    Sometimes we find out stuff like that and it hurts alot. But you know what? In the end, was for the best. At least you don’t get hurt in the future, you know what type of person he is

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    mariko posted an update 8 years, 5 months ago

    Even though Blah has some great people here , who I love so much, there are some srsly creepy ones too… And tbh it sends shivers down my spine. Like I already told you (you know who you are) that I would help, but I’m not here 24/7 to answer you right away, I have my studies, my family, my life. And to all that can’t understand this, please do…[Read more]

    Mood : Angry
    • @marikofujimoto
      Huh. That’s really creepy.
      There was somebody who was doing the same exact thing to me a few weeks back, too. I’m sorry to hear that you’ve had someone like that after you lately.

    • Don’t let anyone be horrible to you @marikofujimoto, Blah members really should treat each other with kindness and respect, rudeness shouldn’t be tolerated on this site, remember that we are all trying to help each other, that’s the main goal of this site and it should stay that way, I’m always here if you need to talk Mariko :) (hugs)

    • If you’re having issues with a member on here then I’d recommend pming a moderator and flagging the user, there are some people here that are manipulative and aren’t really out to help anyone except themselves whilst hurting people in the process, if you let them off they’ll just go pm someone else. I’ve had a few reports of people doing this…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Angel and mariko are now friends View

    Thank you for your friend request :)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: GneLoves posted an update Why are young people so unhappy ? View

    Cause they have this huge pressure from society and they are also still finding themselves. Is not easy being young. I’m 20 and never thought about be this hard. Also,sometimes our families aren’t exactly the best ,same thing with our friends, and don’t help us properly.
    However, being young is good. Young people are the future and they’ll be…[Read more]

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    mariko and Profile picture of Hailey are now friends 8 years, 5 months ago

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    it almost sounds like this was made for me..

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    mariko posted an update 8 years, 5 months ago

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    mariko posted an update 8 years, 5 months ago

    Ironically only books, studying, music and Supernatural can save me. Only materialistic things. Maybe that shows the type of person I am.

    Mood : Anxious
    • What’s important is that these things can and do help you. It’s better than nothing helping you at all. I don’t think that shows the type of person you are, though. We all have our own ways of coping, but those things do not define us.

    • That’s a bad way to put it imo. What saves you is the story in them and the message. That shows the type of person you are :) .

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Hayden posted an update I still love you more than I’ve ever loved anyone, even though it’s been exactly two months since we parted.I will not deny that I miss you all the time, but I also won’t deny that I’m […] View

    This post is filled with nostalgia, I’m so sorry you feel this way :( But please be strong ok? Head up high! You can do this! I’m right here for you, you know that as long as I’m here you can always private message me.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    @oliver thank you for your concern, but I’m just very tired, physically and emotionally. I don’t want to fight stuff alone that’s all. Wish I had better friends you know? and idk, better methods to deal with stuff.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    @devilndisguise not exactly ok. Just realised I can’t do it on my own, like the song says , you know? I’ve been clinging to books, and anime, and songs,but it doesn’t help. And I’m already waiting for 2 months for my new psychologist to call…so..

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    mariko posted an update 8 years, 5 months ago

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Great song. Hope you’re okay!

    • Are you OK? @marikofujimoto, I don’t want you sad Mariko, what’s on your mind hun? :) (hugs)

    • @devilndisguise not exactly ok. Just realised I can’t do it on my own, like the song says , you know? I’ve been clinging to books, and anime, and songs,but it doesn’t help. And I’m already waiting for 2 months for my new psychologist to call…so..

    • @oliver thank you for your concern, but I’m just very tired, physically and emotionally. I don’t want to fight stuff alone that’s all. Wish I had better friends you know? and idk, better methods to deal with stuff.

    • Please don’t ever feel alone @marikofujimoto, I may not know you personally but I’ll support you as long as it takes hun, I’m sure you will meet kind and sweet people who will absolutely love to be your friend Mariko, you are a good person who deserves the best, you will make it, just keep going, focus on putting one foot in front of the other…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto
      Understandable. I’m sorry to hear you’ve had to wait so long. :( That’s just awful.
      But hey, I know things are tough now, but you don’t have to go through this alone. I’m here for you, as is Oli, and other members in the community.

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    mariko replied to the forum topic Weird anime in the group Group logoAnime 8 years, 5 months ago

    Definetly Jinrui wa Suitai Shimashita , because of this scene (which honestly brough me to tearsof laughing so hard) :https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKlfFzYhodw

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Angel posted an update You made my day…♥ View

    Glad someome made you so happy! This was actually quite an adorable status :) Really happy for you

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