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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 7 hours ago

    Mood : Anxious
    • I don’t want to see you feeling down, anxious or upset @marikofujimoto, what’s on your mind Mariko, you are such a lovely, special and amazing angel who deserves happiness and days that are filled with brightness, everything will be OK sweetie, hold your head up high, smile and keep going, so many more fantastic moments lie ahead for you hun,…[Read more]

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    mariko replied to the forum topic What's the true meaning of finding yourself? in the group Group logoI don’t know who I am anymore. 3 days, 1 hour ago

    @kittymew just because you like different things doesn’t mean you stopped being you. We grow, we change. Specially with people and experiences around us.
    In my opinion who we really are shows by our actions. […]

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 5 hours ago

    I think I’m growing to be everything I didn’t want. I’m becoming so cinical and cold. Expecting pain from others is a daily basics nowdays. I always expect to be hurt,to be disappointed. How can I expect otherwise? Basically everyone left, and the 5 people around me also hurt me. Not directly or on porpose but they do.
    Really bad thoughts run…[Read more]

    Mood : Apathetic
    • I don’t want to see you sad, upset or depressed @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful angel and special human-being who deserves happiness and brightness around her, anyone who leaves you isn’t worth it sweetie, surround yourself with the things that bring you hope Mariko, please know that I’ll always be here for you and so will the BT…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 19 hours ago

    hope I have this one day…

    • You will meet someone special @marikofujimoto, everyone deserves a strong relationship with a loving partner and soulmate, you do too Mariko, happiness with your knight in shining armour will happen to you sweetie, you will find the perfect person for you Mariko, stay positive and keep going forward hun, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 23 hours ago

    I’ve been doing my best to talk to people but I still struggle so much. My ex left me so damaged that I always think people hate me, I guess you can call it trauma. But I really miss having friends… To call someone and talk, or going out and making that person happy…
    “Real life friends” or online friends, doesn’t matter to me. Just wish I…[Read more]

    • Everyone deserves good friends around them, you do too @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful, kind and lovely angel Mariko who anyone would be proud to call a friend, try to go out into the world and meet as many new people as you can, I know it can be difficult if you are shy, I know that from personal experience, but you have such a…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 6 days, 23 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I’m having so many bad thoughts right now is terrifying me. I feel a panick attack creeping on me and the tears don’t stop flowing. I wish I had the self esteem to put a stop at things that […] View

    @peiyopei I’m so sorry you’re going through a hard time aswell. If you ever need a friendly should I’m right here for you !
    also thank you for your lovely words, and you too @oliver , thank you so much

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    I’m having so many bad thoughts right now is terrifying me. I feel a panick attack creeping on me and the tears don’t stop flowing. I wish I had the self esteem to put a stop at things that need it imediatly. I’ll just accept the fact that I’ll die alone. Fuck this. I’m sorry to anyone that I disappointed and that I will disappoint. But I…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let sadness, pain and depression get you down @marikofujimoto, you were put on this earth to do amazing things and make all your dreams come true sweetie, you are such a beautiful, kind and special angel who deserves to feel truly happy and on top of the world, I want to see you smiling and making each day bright Mariko, everything…[Read more]

    • I’ve honestly never related to anything more in my life. i’m so sorry you are feeling like this, it’s absolutely awful. i wish you nothing but the best the world has to offer. i hope you find true happiness and are able to keep a hold on it, you seem like a wonderful person, you deserve to have a life full of happiness.

    • @peiyopei I’m so sorry you’re going through a hard time aswell. If you ever need a friendly should I’m right here for you !
      also thank you for your lovely words, and you too @oliver , thank you so much

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: mini_beethoven posted an update Guys I’m kinda bored with this site because there’s not a way to search for groups and not a way to ask questions like we used to be. It’s not as much as I liked before, but oh […] View

    @kittymew completly agree. I think the question parts they removed because back in the day these fake accounts were spamming the entire question sections. Now the groups I think is working ok? At least I can still acess to it.
    But I agree with you, wish the questions came back :/

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update sometimes i feel bad for being awkward and having autism but then I know how important it is to accept myself and know that I deserve the best no matter what. I have to continue to […] View

    @spectrolite7 people are “allergic” to different. Autism comes with awkwardness, yes, but is a special kind of awkardness. People like you usually have so much to say and share! So don’t feel bad. Accept who you are, love who you are. Just because most people don’t get it doesn’t mean you aren’t special, cause just like you said right here,…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    Goodnight everyone. Hope everyone is ok. See you tomorrow

    • Do get a good rest and sleep well @marikofujimoto, I’m always here for you sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about anything, lovely Mariko, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    ”Cause I don’t need to know.. just want to make sure you’re ok… just want to make sure you’re all set…”

    Mood : Anxious
    • Please don’t feel down, sad, anxious or alone @marikofujimoto, surround yourself with people and things that will bring you compassion, love and happiness Mariko, know that the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, I love and care about you Mariko so do many others, I want to see you smiling because you are such a beautiful…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    Does anyone have any really cool fantasy or comedy movies? Can also be tv shows? Tomorrow not going to class, way too depressed… And I want to binge watch something.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling depressed or sad @marikofujimoto, try to have a fabulous day tomorrow and do activities that make you smile sweetie, I wish I could be with you in person so you didn’t have to feel alone, try to watch something that brings a smile to your face and fill your way with happy moments, you can do it, beautiful Mariko,…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    Holding on. We’re about to hit a rollercoster and at any given moment can have a down. So, holding on.
    I don’t think I deserve to want to cry everyday, neither do I deserve to blindly trust and believe people.
    Maybe I’m my own worst enemy allowing my stupidity to take its tool.
    Wish this world wasn’t as cruel.

    • Please don’t let sadness and pain get you down @marikofujimoto, I don’t want to see you feeling upset, sad or anxious, you are such a beautiful angel who deserves brightness, happiness and love in her life, everything will be OK Mariko, surround yourself with the things that bring you hope and know you are incredible sweetie, you are a fighter…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    Somehow I finished my essay and is damn good. But is already 11:49 pm so time for bed. Goodnight everyone, hope you all are ok. Sending alot of love and positvity towards you :)

    • That’s great to hear @marikofujimoto, I’m sure you worked so hard on your essay Mariko, be proud of yourself sweetie because you are doing so well and you will continue to do amazingly going forward, do get a good rest and sleep well hun, I’m always here for you beautiful angel :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    You know sometimes I feel like shit seeing every single girl/woman with makeup but then I realise how lazy I am and don’t give a fuck. I can either sleep 30 more mins, have a calm breakfast and get in my train in time, or I can spend that time with makeup. I choose my bed and food.

    • You are beautiful, perfect and wonderful in your own special way @marikofujimoto, embrace, love and be kind to yourself Mariko, please don’t compare yourself to others hun, surround yourself with the things that put a smile on your face and do what makes you happy, you will be OK sweetie, make each day fantastic and never give up, inbox me…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 2 days ago

    In reply to: plus_sizedbarbie posted an update i decided not to stress myself out over things i cannot control. people gonna shame you for almost everything, so you might as well do what you please anyway. there is no need for […] View

    @qveenyoshii this is such a lovely perspective :) I completly agree
    You can fight through this, don’t let people get to you. People have the tendency to critize everyone for any little thing. You deserve to smile and live your life exactly how you want to!

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 2 days ago

    In reply to: plus_sizedbarbie and mariko are now friends View

    @qveenyoshii ty for the friend request

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 2 days ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Soooooo… how do you exactly write a 800 word english essay in one day? Advice? View

    @oliver thank you for your advice. I managed to gather some main topics but will be a full night working on this. But thank you for giving me some guidance :)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 2 days ago

    In reply to: Just_a_guy and mariko are now friends View

    @1hassan1 thank you for the friend request

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 week, 2 days ago

    In reply to: Just_a_guy posted an update Back on this website after 2 years and 6 months… I remember them days being alone and helping people out.. I guess I raised from the ashes View

    @1hassan1 welcome back ^^

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