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    mariko posted an update 58 minutes ago

    I got some chicken soup. And my sister asked me for my chicken soup. From ALL THE THINGS in the fridge. She HAD. To ask for my chicken soup. And I already knew what would happen if I said no. So now I’ll be all night starving and sick. God bless family.

    • @marikofujimoto your family is selfish pricks just like mines i see. How dare she? Your sister obviously never went through real life because she sounds bratty for the age she is. Smh I hope you can somehow leave them all sooner rather than later.

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    mariko posted an update 1 hour, 37 minutes ago

    The worst is I’m hungry but with this pain idk what to eat

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    mariko posted an update 1 hour, 37 minutes ago

    The worst is I’m hungry but with this pain idk what to eat

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    mariko posted an update 1 hour, 43 minutes ago

    So the day was going slightly better till for some reason I’m having terrible stomach pain. I’ve had these in the past and was due to anxiety. I took an anxiety pill now and if it doesn’t go away I have to go to the hospital

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 10 hours, 41 minutes ago

    In reply to: Gleb posted an update I’m forced to take a vacation on Wednesday and it doesn’t affect my holiday days! Whoot! I’m considering taking Thursday too but I think I”ll take 2 days straight once I get my salary and […] View

    @gleb is that one of the things companies are doing nowdays? Forcing people t take vacation days so you don’t have free days? If so that really sucks :/
    But at least enjoy your vacation!
    And sushi <3 nom nom is so good

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    mariko posted an update 23 hours, 32 minutes ago

    I want to kill myself.

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 1 hour ago

    I never thought at 22 my life could be so miserable and unhappy.
    Having a mother that screams at me and justifies it with “I’m just talking!” , when there is a fine line; Having a dad hating me and I wish this was overreacting. A sister that calls me all kinds of names, from useless, to loser, etc…
    I’m 22. No friends. No family basically.…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let your struggles break you down @marikofujimoto, you are such a lovely and compassionate angel who deserves all the support and care in the world from those closest to you Mariko, remember the Blah community will always be here for you and so will I, smile because you are perfect, beautiful and amazing sweetie, keep going forward…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 5 hours ago

    I might honestly be ignorant. I still like to believe people care. What a good laugh.

    • So many people care about you @marikofujimoto, I do and so does @layla95, know the Blah community will always be here for you as well Mariko, you are a sweetheart who deserves positivity and love in her life, smile and surround yourself with all the things that give you hope hun, go forward with confidence and always believe in yourself Mariko,…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto that’s honestly how I feel right now

    • @marikofujimoto I don’t think you’re ignorant at all.. there are a lot of assholes out there, but there’s certainly some good people in the mix who definitely do care, they’re the people I look forward to and live for, the ones that make the world a better place. There are also people who do care, but don’t understand, or don’t know how to…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 day, 8 hours ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update So last night I fell asleep crying. It’s truly amazing how people can steal your soul, your bit of happiness so easily. Last night I got judge and rejected by someone that I just […] View

    @layla95 you can’t say that girl. That person who hurt you clearly has nothing better to do and I’m so sorry that happened. But there are good people out there. You just have to be carefull and take a long time to meet them. Cause trust me, like I said, there are good people still. People who deserve you to open your heart to them. But take your…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 day, 8 hours ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update So you guys, I think I pretty much spoke to soon. Seems like I came off as leading this guy on and I can’t lie, I’m pretty embarrass and depress. I’m flirty, yes but leading someone on me […] View

    @layla95 no no haha the guy you were texting with. Did he say you lead him the wrong way? Cause if you did I know wasn’t your intention. Just try to talk to him and explain you want only a friendship. Best of luck :)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 day, 10 hours ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update So you guys, I think I pretty much spoke to soon. Seems like I came off as leading this guy on and I can’t lie, I’m pretty embarrass and depress. I’m flirty, yes but leading someone on me […] View

    @layla95 was him that said that?

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 21 hours ago

    Goodnight everyone

    Mood : Sleepy
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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 21 hours ago

    Going to sleep. Have some projects tomorrow, so hopefully everything goes ok.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 day, 22 hours ago

    In reply to: Theodore posted an update It’s Friday and I’m happy to be alive on this beautiful day, and glad to be a part of this community. Will probably be listening later tonight, feel free to message me, anyone who wants […] View

    @princepossum aww that’s beautiful. Hope you keep feeling that way!
    And thank you for helping the community, support is always needed

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 9 hours ago

    Positive remember for everyone: when someone dares to tell you ”you can’t do it!”, prove them wrong. Not only for them to realise who you are and how strong you are, but do it specially for yourself. Don’t let anyone understimate you. You’re strong.

    • You are so right @marikofujimoto, we are all strong and deserve positive encouragement so we can better ourselves, keep spreading wise and helpful advice Mariko, you are so sweet and compassionate, I’m always here for you hun :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 11 hours ago

    … hardest day of my period and people decided to make holes in the walls ON A FRIDAY at 8:30 AM. Here its illegal. So I’m dying. To help is raining, thundering and I’m alone. I have a huge irracional fear of thundering, so imagine thundering + pain + alone + holes in walls. Can it GET ANY WORST

    • Try to relax and calm your mind @marikofujimoto, I want to see you upbeat and happy sweetie, things will be OK, stay focused on things that bring you brightness and keep smiling hun, fill your day with special moments and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 12 hours ago

    Anxiety… and I’m all home alone … is not even 11 am…

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    mariko replied to the forum topic When anxiety affects creativity… help? in the group Group logoSocial Anxiety 2 days, 13 hours ago

    @silent-radiance I’ve tried over the years telling them… but sadly me and my sister have this “image” to my parents. To them I’m the smart one, since my grades are all A or A+ and I’m a polyglot. So they […]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 2 days, 13 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update So from all the things I could be good at drawing, I’m naturally good at drawing skulls. I guess my ”emo” 15 year old is coming out now. I’m quite surprised… Ironically I can’t draw nature […] View

    @silent-radiance thank you, didn’t think of that actually. Thanks for the tip :)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 2 days, 13 hours ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update Talked to this amazing guy for over 6 hours on the phone. It feels great to finally talk to someone that i can be 100% myself with. He’s becoming a great friend! View

    @layla95 that’s lovely :) you deserve nice friends around you. Happy for you girl <3

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