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    mariko posted a new activity comment 15 hours, 5 minutes ago

    In reply to: silveRose143 posted an update Update:I am now 40 weeks and I’m in so much pain but whenever I call the doctor or nurses, they’ll tell me that it’s all normal and that when my contractions comes, ”I’ll know”. […] View

    @silverose143 Those doctors aren’t explaining shit to you. I’m supposing you’ll be giving natural birth. If I’m right it means you have to dilactate (hopefulyl saying the word right). It can take several hours with quite alot of pain. However if you’re REALLY hurting, go to an hospital. It should hurt but not feeling like you’re dying. In…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 7 hours ago

    The day didn’t go bad, actually was pretty good. Let’s see how tomorrow will be. Goodnight everyone

    • It’s wonderful to see that you had a wonderful day @marikofujimoto, sleep well and get a good rest sweetie, I’m sure tomorrow will be fantastic Mariko, stay positive and keep going, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 7 hours ago

    First latin class tomorrow. Will be a bit later (at 10 am) , for some reason the teacher will be busy before, meaning only 1 hour of class. But still nervous af. Wish me luck…

    • You’ll do great in your Latin class @marikofujimoto, work as hard as you can, stay positive and know you will be successful sweetie, smile and keep going forward, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 18 hours ago

    Talking to my bf till 2 am ,crying and etc, I realised my past still hunts me ALOT. I had 20 years of bullying pretty much ( I was already bullied at 3 years old basically) , super abusive relationships, bullied for looks and ironically for having good grades… and I guess I grew cold and started to hate people. So is really hard now to feel…[Read more]

    • You are such a beautiful, kind and lovely angel who deserves happiness and all the best that life has to offer @marikofujimoto, don’t let your past get you down or stand in your way sweetie, I was bullied in high school and from personal experience, I know how bad the effects of bullying can be, I don’t want to see you feeling sad or upset because…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 days, 9 hours ago

    Can’t stop crying today. No matter how much I try to talk to people, even those who care about me, I never feel warmth from them. They never fully understand me. I genuinly feel like I’m alone in this world. I only have books and my shows. And in the end, only I understand myself.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling upset, sad or alone @marikofujimoto, please know so many people care about and love you Mariko, be kind to yourself because you are truly a beautiful, lovely and special angel, surround yourself with all the things that bring you hope, I want to see you smiling because you are amazing inside and out, I wish I could…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 3 days, 19 hours ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update I dislike that i even speak about the dark emotions because i hope im not creating more of it… My intention is to release it out of my system…. And to find a solution, its not to […] View

    I think you just have too much going on in your head and around you. You even mentioned phone and electricity. Try to get away from your phone and computer. Go for a walk, buy some food you love, find any excuse to go out and get fresh air and look around you. Being stuck inside home is the worst you can do now. Also talking about how you feel is…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 3 days, 19 hours ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update I feel stuck.. I dont know what to do. I ask fot help and i dont see anyone wanting to help… I think im in this alone… All i can do is lay down and sleep my life away while i wait. I […] View

    I can help, always here for anyone who needs to vent

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 3 days, 19 hours ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update I wonder if I’ll have the guts to cut myself… I have a need to release the pain… I have to get a sharp object and just do it… This pain is like unbearable… I have to get my sharp […] View

    I agree you should find a way to release the pain, but cutting is never a solution. It damages your body (let’s be real, for long term) and damages things like self esteem aswell. Do something positive: workout, draw, write, play guitar, sing, anything and hand your heart to it, hell even cry you know? Anything except cutting. You need to face…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 days, 18 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update When you find out you’ll have a Latin class *screams* But for real, aside of that I’m super excited. My degree is genuinly all about history, geography, languages and specially Literature. […] View

    Thank you so much Oli , you’re always so supportive :)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 days, 18 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update When you find out you’ll have a Latin class *screams* But for real, aside of that I’m super excited. My degree is genuinly all about history, geography, languages and specially Literature. […] View

    :c oh no, I hope mine are better then… A bit scared of that class

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 days, 18 hours ago

    In reply to: Theodore posted an update Went to a festival today with friends and stayed for about 6 hours… the most fun I’ve had in quite a while! I’m glad to be clicking with a group with similar interests to me! And I may […] View

    Awww that’s great to hear! Seem’s you’re having a lovely time :)
    Sometimes is all about having the courage to try new things and we get surprised. So awesome for you that you took that chance!
    Hope everything keeps going awesome for you <3

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 18 hours ago

    I have a friendship that is complicated. We know each other since year 11. At the time I was struggling with depression and anxiety (Im better but still struggle) and she was struggling with anorexia, bulimia and anxiety. She’s much bettter now and graduated from law school.
    And recently she reached out to me asking me how I was. This after…[Read more]

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    • That’s so lovely @marikofujimoto, it’s great to see you re-connecting with friends and being there for each other sweetie, hope this friendship continues going strong for you hun, smile brightly Mariko and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • @marikofujimoto thats awesome, I’m so happy for you, be sure to stay in touch with her :)

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 14 hours ago

    Ok FINALLY they’re adding the classes to my schedule, phew!

    • That’s wonderful @marikofujimoto, I’m sure you will do great in all your classes and be successful sweetie, smile and keep going forward as so much brightness lies ahead for you hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 5 days, 15 hours ago

    In reply to: lonewriter7 posted an update I’ve met the love of my life, and I’m not letting go. <3 View

    Awww congrats!! ^^ Wish you the best and alot of happiness!!

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 18 hours ago

    When you find out you’ll have a Latin class *screams*
    But for real, aside of that I’m super excited. My degree is genuinly all about history, geography, languages and specially Literature. All of these things are my passion <3

    • I’m sure you will do great in your Latin class @marikofujimoto, do work as hard as you can sweetie, it’s great to know that you are doing a degree in subjects that you are passionate about hun, stay upbeat and know you will be successful, keep going and never give up Mariko, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto ughh I had a years worth of latin over the summer… I did not enjoy it at all, but it wasn’t too bad

    • :c oh no, I hope mine are better then… A bit scared of that class

    • Thank you so much Oli , you’re always so supportive :)

    • @marikofujimoto The thing about it is a lot of it just makes sense, like memorzing vocab is way better since a lot of roots will be familiar already! It is a bit challenging but its more of the, “need to devote study time to memorize things” sort of challenge, and less of the “I don’t understand this” challenge. So, just study, ask questions…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 5 days, 18 hours ago

    In reply to: Jozy posted an update Wooooooooow incredibly stressed since University is FAST approaching. New quarter system, new professors, new environment. Scared outta my mind. :( I hope I can get clarity real soon in all […] View

    Try to see this with a positive look. If you go there already being negative trust me, will be very hard to actually see good things. Also the comment above is true, millions of people go through the same. I’m also going through the same and trust me, is not that bad. Just go to classes, try to get notes and study as hard as you can. Try to…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 5 days, 18 hours ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update Feeling sick and exhausted from stress. View

    So sorry darling, I hope you’re feeling better :(
    Stress and anxiety fucking suck. Drain us emotionally, mentally, physically. But you have people that care here! ^^

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 5 days, 18 hours ago

    In reply to: SomeLamePerson posted an update I’m stressing out about college so much right now. If I don’t have enough financial aid then I’ll have to drop out and give up. If that happens I won’t be too surprised I suppose, […] View

    What about getting a part time job to help? Usually universities (or college as you call it) offer jobs within the campus or even in the surroundings ^^
    Also you could attempt to apply for a scholarship or try to get help?

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 5 days, 18 hours ago

    In reply to: Erica posted an update Frustrated with myself – always. It is never ending. View

    Want to talk?

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