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    mariko posted an update 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    Happy holidays everyone

    • Hope you have a wonderful Christmas and New Year @marikofujimoto, thanks for always being the kind, lovely and special angel that you are sweetie, keep brightening up this community with your compassion, empathy and warmth, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Mariko, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: Sierra posted an update My best friend left her pro-anorexia blog open on my computer and everything in me wants to delete but that feels like crossing a line…not sure what to do…this stuff is so dangerous View

    @sierrastabler honestly you should talk to her, she needs help. She doesn’t realise but not only she’s fucking up her own health, but she’s fucking up other people’s health by this. Anorexia is not something to be romantised, is an incredibly deadly disease.

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    mariko posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    Even though I went through alot of crap in highschool I miss the type of friendships I had.
    Pretty much all of my friends were boys and I had a blast everyday. Such fun and creative times. And even the romantic adventures would be sweet. Their compliments were genuine since I wasn’t the prettiest but my personality was strong. I miss that genuine…[Read more]

    Mood : Calm
    • Oli replied 4 weeks ago

      Everyone deserves good friends around them who will treat them with respect, care and love @marikofujimoto, you do too Mariko, maybe getting back in touch with some of those people from your school days, re-connecting with those who brought you so much happiness could help you sweetie, you are such a beautiful, compassionate and kind angel who…[Read more]

    • girl same omg. but try to stay hopefuly and positive as best you can because sometimes when you don’t go searching for something – someone will come in and something cool will happen.

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: silveRose143 posted an update You did really good. Please rest in peace, Jonghyun. View

    I saw the news… broke my heart.. Such a talented and sweet young man :(

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: BlackRabbit posted an update So I finally got my computer and my desk, I am all set up for games again. If anyone plays any PC games I wouldn’t mind trying some. I even started playing wow again, I am in the Trial […] View

    @blackrabbit I’ve heard so much cool stuff about wow, wish I had it. The only game nowdays I play actively is league of legends. I also got overwatch from my boyfriend but I’m a begginer. But if you find any more new games who are multiplayer and you want to have a friend just hit me up, I’ll gladly keep you company :)

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update My depression has been horrible these past 2 days. It got the point where I was threatening to take my own life. Ended up having the cops called on me…which in return made me feel even […] View

    @xxbaybayxx have you tried seeking for help? I know it might not seem like it helps but honestly if you are in this situation anything is usefull. People who are suicidal in reality really don’t want to die. They just want the pain to stop. And it can stop with help. Never give up ok? Life is shitty but it can be less shitty I pinky promise. Much love

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update Why does gender have to be such a complex concept? A few years ago I came out as genderfluid with heavy male feelings, which being fluid has been a blast for me so far….if I could pass […] View

    @xxbaybayxx I found that most people in your situation aren’t happy overall. Specially with themselves. Maybe you are uncertain about your gender but you need to start looking beyond that. Maybe there are issues you need to work on first before considering gender. DOn’t make rushed decisions, think about it very well and firstly try to fix all…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: J.W posted an update After a very difficult couple of days I made it to the doctors. It has been a very hard day but they referred me to the community mental health team and I am finally going to be assessed by a […] View

    @jawn aw that’s lovely! You should be very proud of yourself!
    I have one question though how did your doctor sent you to it? I’m thinking of asking for help but since I’m unsure of the procedures..

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    mariko replied to the forum topic Starting a new blog in the group Group logoAspiring Writers 1 month ago

    I’ve been on the blogosphere since I was 15 but sadly I stopped. I’m about to create a new blog to relate my experiences with anxiety, depression and other mental issues that I’ve had contact with so seeing you […]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I failed one subject… have to retake it as a final exam in january… YEEEY christmas holidays reading 3 entire bibles for it! And tomorrow latin test and I didn’t study anything because […] View

    @javi-soliz you’re joking but I’m actually down. I love pizza

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: Sandman posted an update body positivity is absurd when people look as big as a hippo because it’s unhealthy and people die from obesity. while i agree it’s a good message regarding loving yourself, it is not […] View

    @javi-soliz I think people are confusing respect with body positivity. Obviously you should be respectfull to anyone no matter their apperance (if they’re respectfull back ofc). So if someone is overweight you have to be respectfull too. But another completly different thing is motivating an unhealthy weight.
    When a doctor comes forward and says…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    I failed one subject… have to retake it as a final exam in january… YEEEY christmas holidays reading 3 entire bibles for it!
    And tomorrow latin test and I didn’t study anything because anxiety struck and my body is tired…
    I would ask for a miracle but let’s be real… I’m to blame here…

    Mood : Anxious
    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling down or anxious @marikofujimoto, work as hard as you can and try your best Mariko, you will be OK sweetie, stay upbeat hun and believe in yourself, you can do it Mariko, smile, hold your head up high and keep going, relax and rest when you need too as well, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Mariko, stay…[Read more]

    • well if you don’t pass, you can come work with me over here at pizza hut, they’re always hirin! AND you get to take pizza home. what more do you want?

    • @javi-soliz you’re joking but I’m actually down. I love pizza

    • lets get it girl, we might gain weight from stealing some slices but we’ll be ready for winter.

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    I’m about to read the Lord of the Ring books to not only enter that world, but also the romance between Aragorn and Arwen. Here’s to a feel trip and alot of tears \o

    • Do read books that bring a smile to your face and make you happy @marikofujimoto, I want to see you feeling wonderful sweetie, I hope getting lost in a wonderful piece of fiction helps you stay positive hun, you will be OK Mariko, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    I feel like I’m way too emotional for any sort of relationship, specially romance wise. I realise there are limits, yet I can’t control my needs. Is not even like I want it 24/7, but I do crave it and I seem to only create pressure on the other party. I guess I was made to only love , yet not get it back due to how I am.

    • Everyone deserves to be loved, cared for and appreciated, you do too @marikofujimoto, surround yourself with the things that make you happy sweetie and know a special relationship will come your way whether it is romantic or a friendship, stay positive Mariko because you truly deserve all of life’s blessings, you have a wonderful heart Mariko,…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    I’m trying to accept that I need help. I hope on monday I manage to be strong enough to go to my uni’s social services and ask for an appointment.
    I’ve tried everything and I feel cornered.
    Genuinly hope that no one that I know gets to know what a panick disorder is. Is the worst. Even general anxiety is a living hell.

    • Don’t be afraid to ask for help and support when you need it @marikofujimoto, I’m sure going to your universities social services will benefit you sweetie, I want to see you truly happy and living each day to the fullest Mariko, you are a beautiful, special and fabulous angel who deserves all the best in life, remember you have so much courage,…[Read more]

    • I hope it goes well for you! I wish you all the luck in the world ♥♥♥

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: aireens posted an update Anyone here i can talk to about school/career choice related things? View

    @aireens every single uni students feels the same way. The thing is can you see yourself using that degree in the future?
    In my case I changed to another degree (and waisted 3 years..) but I was dumb in a way, I could have finished and take the one I am taking now, like you are saying. So my suggestion is finish the degree you have now and if…[Read more]

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    mariko posted a new activity comment 1 month, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: aireens posted an update Anyone here i can talk to about school/career choice related things? View

    @aireens I’m in university so school wise I can help

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    mariko posted an update 2 months ago

    I constantly feel used.
    To help I can’t login on skype , discord isn’t working..
    My god.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling down, upset or sad @marikofujimoto, you are such a kind, special and beautiful angel who deserves to be treated with kindness, respect and love, remember you are a fantastic, intelligent and wonderful human-being who is so much stronger than those who seek to bring you down Mariko, smile, hold your head up high…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 months ago

    Mood : Anxious
    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling down, anxious or upset @marikofujimoto, what’s on your mind Mariko, you are such a lovely, special and amazing angel who deserves happiness and days that are filled with brightness, everything will be OK sweetie, hold your head up high, smile and keep going, so many more fantastic moments lie ahead for you hun,…[Read more]

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    mariko replied to the forum topic What's the true meaning of finding yourself? in the group Group logoI don’t know who I am anymore. 2 months ago

    @kittymew just because you like different things doesn’t mean you stopped being you. We grow, we change. Specially with people and experiences around us.
    In my opinion who we really are shows by our actions. […]

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