I would only think about losing it when you are ready and feel comfortable too @lovers00, try to focus on all the other good things that are going on in your life as well, you will be OK, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)
Only lose it if you’re ready. There’s no rush to lose it. There’s nothing to be scared or nervous about either, sex is a natural thing and enjoyable! Just be sure that you trust whoever you lose it to
Only that it should be part of a relationship with the other is totally with you.Don’t lose it cheaply, and don’t just give it away without thought. It is more than just a ”need to get laid”. Sex is about intimacy between two people.