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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    Had an ex from years ago message me again. In two days he made me feel better than anyone has in two whole years.
    I’m glad we’re talking again. I needed this.

    • Hopefully you will be able to rekindle a relationship/friendship with your ex @xxbaybayxx, keep smiling because I’m sure things will work out for the both of you Oliver, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    I just gave up on love all together. Been hurt too many times by too many people.
    I’m tired of you ignoring my messages then seeing pictures of you with another woman when you’re supposed to be at work? Really shows the lies you told me. Glad you never cared.

    • You are such a loving, special and amazing person who deserves to be treated right by your partner @xxbaybayxx, you will find true love Oliver, you will meet your soulmate Oliver, everyone deserves someone amazing in their lives, you do too, stay positive and keep going forward, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 3 weeks, 5 days ago

    Started becoming physically abused by my ex.
    Working my ass off to move out as soon as possible.

    • Don’t let your horrible ex abuse or hurt you @xxbaybayxx, no one deserves to be treated like that Oliver, I want to see you happy with a loving partner who will give you unconditional support and dignity, do move out and find a place where you can live in safety and feel secure, please tell someone about what is going on because I don’t want to…[Read more]

    • holy shit this is serious, have you tell someone about this? like your family or friends? maybe they can lend you some place to stay for a while

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    Happy holidays everyone

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Hope you have a wonderful Christmas and New Year @marikofujimoto, thanks for always being the kind, lovely and special angel that you are sweetie, keep brightening up this community with your compassion, empathy and warmth, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Mariko, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 month ago

    Even though I went through alot of crap in highschool I miss the type of friendships I had.
    Pretty much all of my friends were boys and I had a blast everyday. Such fun and creative times. And even the romantic adventures would be sweet. Their compliments were genuine since I wasn’t the prettiest but my personality was strong. I miss that genuine…[Read more]

    Mood : Calm
    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Everyone deserves good friends around them who will treat them with respect, care and love @marikofujimoto, you do too Mariko, maybe getting back in touch with some of those people from your school days, re-connecting with those who brought you so much happiness could help you sweetie, you are such a beautiful, compassionate and kind angel who…[Read more]

    • girl same omg. but try to stay hopefuly and positive as best you can because sometimes when you don’t go searching for something – someone will come in and something cool will happen.

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    mariko replied to the forum topic Starting a new blog in the group Group logoAspiring Writers 1 month, 1 week ago

    I’ve been on the blogosphere since I was 15 but sadly I stopped. I’m about to create a new blog to relate my experiences with anxiety, depression and other mental issues that I’ve had contact with so seeing you […]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    Why does gender have to be such a complex concept?
    A few years ago I came out as genderfluid with heavy male feelings, which being fluid has been a blast for me so far….if I could pass as a male.
    But recently it’s been causing quite the concern for me. I’ve been wanting to isolate myself because I hate the body I’m in. I’m not sure if I…[Read more]

    • Be proud of who you are and who you want to become @xxbaybayxx, look in the mirror Oliver and smile at the fabulous person you see staring back at you, truly love, embrace and cherish every part of yourself Oliver, you can do it, smile and keep going forward, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @xxbaybayxx I found that most people in your situation aren’t happy overall. Specially with themselves. Maybe you are uncertain about your gender but you need to start looking beyond that. Maybe there are issues you need to work on first before considering gender. DOn’t make rushed decisions, think about it very well and firstly try to fix all…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    My depression has been horrible these past 2 days. It got the point where I was threatening to take my own life.
    Ended up having the cops called on me…which in return made me feel even more like shit than before. Ah, I love when nothing helps.

    • Please don’t feel down, sad or depressed @xxbaybayxx, you are such a fabulous. special and amazing person who deserves all the happiness, love and brightness that the world has to offer, everything will be OK Oliver, focus on all the things that bring you hope and surround yourself with positivity, I want to see you truly smiling and making each…[Read more]

    • @xxbaybayxx have you tried seeking for help? I know it might not seem like it helps but honestly if you are in this situation anything is usefull. People who are suicidal in reality really don’t want to die. They just want the pain to stop. And it can stop with help. Never give up ok? Life is shitty but it can be less shitty I pinky promise. Much love

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    I failed one subject… have to retake it as a final exam in january… YEEEY christmas holidays reading 3 entire bibles for it!
    And tomorrow latin test and I didn’t study anything because anxiety struck and my body is tired…
    I would ask for a miracle but let’s be real… I’m to blame here…

    Mood : Anxious
    • I don’t want to see you feeling down or anxious @marikofujimoto, work as hard as you can and try your best Mariko, you will be OK sweetie, stay upbeat hun and believe in yourself, you can do it Mariko, smile, hold your head up high and keep going, relax and rest when you need too as well, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Mariko, stay…[Read more]

    • well if you don’t pass, you can come work with me over here at pizza hut, they’re always hirin! AND you get to take pizza home. what more do you want?

    • @javi-soliz you’re joking but I’m actually down. I love pizza

    • lets get it girl, we might gain weight from stealing some slices but we’ll be ready for winter.

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    I’m about to read the Lord of the Ring books to not only enter that world, but also the romance between Aragorn and Arwen. Here’s to a feel trip and alot of tears \o

    • Do read books that bring a smile to your face and make you happy @marikofujimoto, I want to see you feeling wonderful sweetie, I hope getting lost in a wonderful piece of fiction helps you stay positive hun, you will be OK Mariko, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    I feel like I’m way too emotional for any sort of relationship, specially romance wise. I realise there are limits, yet I can’t control my needs. Is not even like I want it 24/7, but I do crave it and I seem to only create pressure on the other party. I guess I was made to only love , yet not get it back due to how I am.

    • Everyone deserves to be loved, cared for and appreciated, you do too @marikofujimoto, surround yourself with the things that make you happy sweetie and know a special relationship will come your way whether it is romantic or a friendship, stay positive Mariko because you truly deserve all of life’s blessings, you have a wonderful heart Mariko,…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    The one guy who can’t stay with me for longer than a week without breaking my heart told me he’s moving to my state, 30 minutes away from me, in the early parts of next year.
    I’m not sure if I should worry or not, because he’s doing it to make amends with me, saying he’s in love with me and wants to work something out.

    • Hopefully you can build up a relationship or friendship with this guy if you feel he is right for you @xxbaybayxx, don’t let him break your heart or let you down Oliver, you are a wonderful person who deserves someone special in your life, everyone deserves to meet their soulmate, you do too, I wish you all the best, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

    • @xxbaybayxx Yeah, it’s a lot to be put up as the reason for a big choice like moving, but as long as you make it clear that it’s his choice and you won’t accept any blaming for whatever might go wrong, I guess you can see how it goes.

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Life is rough, every single little depressive episode has me thinking of killing myself. Because people in my life feel like I need to believe that I’m worthless. I’m told having a child has ruined my life and I’m a mistake for it. I’m told I’m a wasteful abuser because I got myself a tattoo, something I’ve wanted for years. Told I’m a…[Read more]

    • Please don’t harm yourself or do anything bad @xxbaybayxx, you are such a wonderful person who is on this earth to do amazing things, support and cherish your daughter with all your heart, love her unconditionally, please don’t let anyone be horrible to you, surround yourself with the things that bring you down and know you are so much stronger…[Read more]

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Last night I got told that I’m invalid just because I’m biologically female. Got told that producing human life inside of me was nothing and after giving birth to my daughter 9 months ago, my life became worthless. It hurts to hear these words from the father of said child. It takes a lot to create a life and it took a lot out of me. It…[Read more]

    • Don’t let him be horrible to you @xxbaybayxx, he should treat you with love, care and compassion, focus on doing what is best for yourself and your daughter Oliver, you are not worthless, you are a special and amazing person who is awesome and is a wonderful parent to your child, try to stay positive and don’t let anyone or anything bring you…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    I’m trying to accept that I need help. I hope on monday I manage to be strong enough to go to my uni’s social services and ask for an appointment.
    I’ve tried everything and I feel cornered.
    Genuinly hope that no one that I know gets to know what a panick disorder is. Is the worst. Even general anxiety is a living hell.

    • Don’t be afraid to ask for help and support when you need it @marikofujimoto, I’m sure going to your universities social services will benefit you sweetie, I want to see you truly happy and living each day to the fullest Mariko, you are a beautiful, special and fabulous angel who deserves all the best in life, remember you have so much courage,…[Read more]

    • I hope it goes well for you! I wish you all the luck in the world ♥♥♥

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    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    I keep screwing up my love life and I’m so tired of it.

    • I don’t know you Oliver but I do know the feeling, and I believe someday we will both find someone to be happy with. Someone who gets it, someone cool and funny and totally hot that’s what I want. What about you? What kind of person do you want?

    • Everyone deserves a wonderful partner who will stick by and love them unconditionally, you do too @xxbaybayxx, you will meet your soulmate Oliver, someone amazing is out there waiting for you, you will meet the right person for you, stay positive and keep going, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Oliver, stay strong, you…[Read more]

    • I want someone with a sense of humor, willing to accept all my quirks and weirdness. Someone who’s open minded that loves me for me.
      Maybe a little someone with a love of music too~

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    mariko posted an update 2 months ago

    I constantly feel used.
    To help I can’t login on skype , discord isn’t working..
    My god.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling down, upset or sad @marikofujimoto, you are such a kind, special and beautiful angel who deserves to be treated with kindness, respect and love, remember you are a fantastic, intelligent and wonderful human-being who is so much stronger than those who seek to bring you down Mariko, smile, hold your head up high…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    Mood : Anxious
    • I don’t want to see you feeling down, anxious or upset @marikofujimoto, what’s on your mind Mariko, you are such a lovely, special and amazing angel who deserves happiness and days that are filled with brightness, everything will be OK sweetie, hold your head up high, smile and keep going, so many more fantastic moments lie ahead for you hun,…[Read more]

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    lilwisher93 posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    Clearly I can’t be behind sech because I just got biched at for not locking the door completely. One lock was locked and my dad was home. I still get accused of lying about running late this morning yet it’s true that I was.

    Mood : Annoyed
    • Your parents really should treat you with respect, love, care and dignity @lilwisher93, don’t let them be mean to you or call you horrible names, you are a wonderful person who deserves to feel upbeat and happy, try to have a fantastic day and keep smiling, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

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    mariko replied to the forum topic What's the true meaning of finding yourself? in the group Group logoI don’t know who I am anymore. 2 months, 1 week ago

    @kittymew just because you like different things doesn’t mean you stopped being you. We grow, we change. Specially with people and experiences around us.
    In my opinion who we really are shows by our actions. […]

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