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    Cecelia posted an update 3 hours, 25 minutes ago

    i feel sick from everything i’ve been doing

    but of course they don’t care

    • Do relax when you can @invincible, I want to see you being treated with love, care and respect Cecelia, everything will be OK, remember the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, always be the fabulous person that you are and keep going forward, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 4 hours, 27 minutes ago

    ”I wish I was a single child” – my sister.
    Night ruined, and big part of my heart. I would prefer a punch than this.

    Mood : Disgusted
    • Your sister should love, appreciate and care about you @marikofujimoto, you deserve so much better sweetie, I don’t want to see your family being horrible to you Mariko, those closest to you should treat you with respect, always be the amazing human-being that you are and know you are a special angel, remember you are a wonderful sibling too…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry, that would be awful to hear.
      I’m sure your sister didn’t truly mean it.

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    Theodore posted an update 1 day, 4 hours ago

    Kind of one of those days where I have no idea what to do with myself.. I have something pressing on my mind and asking my boss about it to get an answer could relieve a lot of stress, or I might not get a real answer and make it worse. If someone wants to talk tonight I’d really appreciate it

    Mood : Anxious
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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 14 hours ago

    What is helping me be positive.

    • It’s good to see you using music to help yourself feel more positive and happier @marikofujimoto, smile and always be the beautiful angel that you are sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent hun, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    Maybe I actually deserve this pain for being so ridiculously naive.

    • You don’t deserve pain or sadness in life @marikofujimoto, you are a fantastic person who deserves to be surrounded by joy, love and brightness, I want to see you truly happy with someone who puts you first and is there for you unconditionally sweetie, smile and always be the incredible angel that you are Mariko, you can do it hun, inbox me…[Read more]

    • No one deserves pain. The people who inflict it are always to blame – always. Sometimes we leave ourselves open, but that is a necessary part of life, sometimes. Love and friendship makes you vulnerable by definition

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    You promised me a beautiful land, peacefull and with love, yet is just words. Until now you didn’t live up to your words. And day by day I’m crushing. Sorry if I can’t be fucking fake and hide it. I wish I wasn’t a good person and convinced myself that your words mean.
    You’re probably lying to me like every single guy lied to me before.…[Read more]

    • You are such a special, fantastic and wonderful person who deserves to be loved by a partner who will treat you right @marikofujimoto, talk to your boyfriend sweetie about what you both want out of the relationship, make each day with each other stronger and better, I don’t want to see you being used hun, you are perfect inside and out Mariko who…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto hey I’m just now seeing this. Are you fine now? Message me if you want to talk dear

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    Love is a fucking lie.

    • Everyone deserves to be loved @marikofujimoto, you do too Mariko, so many people care about you and want to see you happy sweetie, you are such a beautiful angel and incredible soul who has always been there to support others, try to stay positive hun and keep going, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :)[Read more]

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    Jozy posted an update 2 days, 18 hours ago

    We never know what the future holds, but we gotta believe in ourselves. We can do this.

    Mood : Hopeful
    • Keep inspiring others and spreading hope, love and happiness in the world @pandagirl96, you are such a beautiful soul inside and out Jozy, always be the compassionate human-being that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • One of my favourite songs

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    everything will be fine… i am fine… the love is within me and it is around me.

    • It’s great to see you determined to be positive and to have love in your life @spectrolite7, you are such a fabulous person who is worthy of happiness and brightness, smile, go forward with confidence and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • thank @Oliver (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    i’m perfect the way i am… i don’t care… i’m deserving of love, all the love in the world and in the universe.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    i think about the flaws a lot, it’s not that helpful… i’ll be fine and maybe if i go to the gym once a week that would be a start, i just dont know how im going to keep myself motivated to go because i always get tired… :( its so complicated, maybe i shouldnt bother. what a difficult situation…

    • Gymn actually helps alot, putting the anxiety and frustration away. I recommend it!!

    • I hope so… hopefully won’t get bored at the gym.

    • @spectrolite7 I think what drives a lot of people away from gyms is overdoing it the first couple times, (if you are in pain and agony the week after, you went too hard and aren’t gonna want to go back,) and doing things that bore them. Do something that engages you, it’s totally ok to jog on a treadmill while watching a movie, or to go on a…[Read more]

    • that makes sense, I’ll try that. I am better off keeping things simple and not trying so hard… but just go with the flow and do it in a fun way.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    being human… i feel so flawed but I must see the light in myself and in others… everything will be fine.. love is the answer…

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    ClareBear posted an update 2 days, 23 hours ago

    To everyone who comments on my posts:

    I wish i had people like you guys around me in person because no one is supportive to me like how you are. I wish i went online more often because it would help me so much. Things are getting so intense and i really am holding on by a string, but i just want to thank you all so much for the love and support…[Read more]

    • Glad that the BT community is able to help, support and be there for you @clara332, you are such a fabulous person who deserves compassion, smile and always be beautiful inside and out, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 23 hours ago

    sometimes my own mind works against me… and i have to try to stay positive and embrace myself… all the thoughts of inadequacy are not important… I’m not inadequate… I’m a creative being trying their best in this confusing world.

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 23 hours ago

    Today someone said my tie dye shirt was really nice, when I told her I made it, she was amazed because she said I’m real talented.. I glad I got a compliment today and I’m glad I had good nice conversations today… that makes me feel better… like people treated me well today. Even if I seem like a slow paced person at times, at least they…[Read more]

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 2 days, 23 hours ago

    Lately I’ve been looking at the very talented people I know around me and I just see how they’re so good at what they do. It’s like they can focus mentally and accomplish many things and it’s like normal for them to keep accomplishing them but for me I feel like my focus varies and I get so distracted and there’s no real structure… also I…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 3 days, 2 hours ago

    I’m just a disappointment, a waste of space and nuisance to everyone, I wish I could disappear so no one would be bothered by me anymore, Oli, you are a total failure and ugly human-being, I hate myself, I look in the mirror and I see someone worthless looking back at me, I want to give up and not try anymore, I have no purpose, my bleak,…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • @Oliver You’re not ugly. You are worthy and deserving of love and respect. You do have a purpose, I really appreciate your comments when I’m in need of some help. Everyone that you help is a potential friend and you’re making a difference in this world by spreading positivity. Sending you positive vibes dear friend.

    • @oliver You are a warm, compassionate. and incredibly heartfelt human being! Honestly, you are. You help others see the worth in themselves and you deserve just the same. I believe that everytime I see you comment on my posts or on someone else’s posts you bring radiant sunshine on them when they are in their darkest days, you are amazing. Plenty…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 days, 4 hours ago

    I’m on that time of the month and want cuddles cause I’m clingy af.

    • Everyone deserves to be loved and cared for @marikofujimoto, you do too Mariko, always know you are a beautiful and special angel inside and out, I want to see you feeling happy sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (gives Mariko hugs)

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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 days, 6 hours ago

    I feel sad about how some people have treated me… Like the one friend that forced me to buy her something that she wasn’t supposed to eat apparently and she just didn’t want to eat what was at home, and her mother was supposed to leave her money but didn’t so she forced me to buy her something, then another day I was traveling with my laptop,…[Read more]

    • People really abuse the trust of genuinly nice and kind people… is seriously sad.
      I’m so sorry that happened to you, you deserve nice people around you, that spread positivity

    • I’m glad the worse part is over which was realizing that I need to set real strong boundaries. It’s just sad… because that money I had could have been used for many important things I was planning on getting and it wasn’t. Now I have to wait till I accumulate more money again, which takes time and energy and being positive about a good…[Read more]

    • it’s just a bit embarrassing that I didn’t know the signs… but this happens to many people. To the best of us… The ones that care and are giving.

    • Don’t let anyone manipulate you or be horrible @spectrolite7, you are such a lovely and amazing person who deserves to be surrounded by happiness, hope and kindness, so many people care about you and want to see you being appreciated and respected, try to stay upbeat and keep going, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

    • @Oliver thanks for helping me see that there are good people in the world. You are one of them and I appreciate your comment.

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    Jozy posted an update 3 days, 14 hours ago

    Going to university for the first time this Fall. I pray I can make new friends that I can be close with, be strong through adversity, have finances in check, see clarity, and maintain faith through it all as I enter into a new chapter. I tend to look at other people and compare myself to how other people are smarter/better/ prettier//braver than…[Read more]

    Mood : Worried
    • I’m sure your time at university will go well @pandagirl96, always be kind to yourself Jozy, you are a beautiful and special person who is perfect in every single way, don’t feel down about who you are, embrace and love every part of you Jozy, smile because you are a ray of sunshine that will always be bright and spectacular, inbox me anytime if…[Read more]

    • My advice is don’t compare yourself. I’ve done that and started uni in the wrong foot (In fact I had to re-enter this year). Remember, you’re there to study and you’re in a way in competition with other students. Focous on your studies alot. When it comes to friends, you’ll meet fantastic people and many fake ones, so pay attention.
      But no…[Read more]

    • I feel the same way at times… it’s not a good feeling. I think that when you focus on how everyone seems better than you, it makes you think that you can’t do anything… the best things to do is take things slow and embrace yourself as you grow… focus on yourself and your happiness. When I went out to college, there was a girl who I thought…[Read more]

    • @spectrolite7 It most definitely is a “not so great” feeling. Taking it slow and embracing myself in growing is hard to do since Im so insecure with myself most times, but focusing on my own joys in life and little things around me that make life worthwhile helps :) it does. I feel the same way as you. When i looked everywhere in my college they…[Read more]

    • @pandagirl96 I’m glad I was able to help and allow you to see you’re not alone. Everyone definitely has their own unique path and it’s important to know that you’re special and to be gentle with yourself and your path.

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