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    laylab95 posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    A number from my ex town called back to back. I assumed it was either the court finally trying to tell me something or his family or friends playing phone tag. Whoever it was never left a voicemail so go figure. I hope that’s not the sign to the beginning of a long day.

    Mood : Anxious
    • Hopefully things will be OK and you will figure out who called you @layla95, try to stay upbeat and focus on having a good day Layla, I’m always here if you need to chat sweetie :) <3 (hugs)

    • @layla95 I hope he stops bothering you and things get better. You really deserve some peace. Much love towards you <3

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update So this summer in july I’m going to put the paper work to enter university again. I’m going to follow the degree Languages, Literatures and Cultures (LLC). One of the professions you can […] View

    Wow that sounds amazing! Congratulations!

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I hope everyone is having a good day/night View

    @marikofujimoto hope you rest well and have some sort of recovery tomorrow darling

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update So I woke up at 6 am with the most PAINFULL stomach pain ever. I managed to walk to my living room and passed out in my couch due to the pain. Half an hour ago I tried for my doctor to have […] View

    I’m sorry to hear that. I really hope your doctor can manage to find the issue and solve it asap. Please rest and at least get pass today to see tomorrow which should be a helpful day for you.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Also I have the worst headache cause of anxiety for the past few weeks. Wish I was in a better condition and could help people more. View

    @marikofujimoto you’re a great person and you personally help me daily. Don’t beat yourself up for feeling bad girl! Please take the time to work on yourself.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I just found out that Russia ”opened” (they say no but there has been proof) that they have a concentration camp for gay people. I can not believe this mentality exist in 2017. Disgusting. View

    @marikofujimoto that’s so disgusting. I say everyday that this world is coming to the end especially with stories like this. Smh

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Avocadoor posted an update Im losing myself and Im kind of ok with it. I miss self-harm and I just want to fall back into it again. Its so hard not to but Im trying to do it for the people I care about… View

    Hi. I am really glad to hear of your accomplishment! It is so great that you have love ones in mind and that’s what keeping you ahead and always will. If you ever feel like talking, feel free to message me :)

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: kkyyne posted an update finally a break before school starts i hope everyone’s doing well View

    Hi. I really hope you enjoy yourself :)

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: silvia2015 posted an update Happy Sibling’s Day View

    Hi hope you have a good day today

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update I had a really good day today (: View

    That’s really good to hear! I hope you have a great day today as well :)

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    laylab95 posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    I have had a constant anxiety all day and curiosity got the best of me and sure enough, “he” have been contacting me all this time. The last time being at 3:00 this morning saying “i miss you baby” meanwhile I can’t get my ex to text me back about giving me money back. Who the heck controls this disgusting world!? My ptsd is kicking in very…[Read more]

    Mood : Bewildered
    • @layla95 you can’t block his number? that really sounds so hard :(
      You know I’m here if you need to vent. I’m sending lots of hug. Also of course you have a future <3

    • Block and report him @layla95, he has absolutely no right contacting you Layla, I want to see you being treated with love and kindness by others, hopefully your ex will get in touch with you regarding the money, you will have a fantastic future Layla, brightness lies ahead for you sweetie, try to stay upbeat and keep going Layla, I’m always here…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    I asked my grandmom could I stay with her overnight today and like always, she said no. No ones that by being shut in my room all day that my minds get dark while my eyes grow tears of sadness and loniless. I haven’t mourn properly with everything that has happened to me in the past 3 years like I thought. I am so miserable and envy those who…[Read more]

    Mood : Alone
    • Please don’t feel alone @layla95, you are such a special and beautiful angel who deserves happiness and love in her life Layla, your family really should support and be there for you sweetie, try to stay upbeat and focus on getting yourself to a good place emotionally, physically and mentally Layla, try to find activities that will make your day…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update So, I want to die. View

    @marikofujimoto what is wrong? It’s been a few hours since you posted this but please feel free to message me if you would like to. I am always here

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: silveRose143 posted an update I’m tired and in pain. Where’s my glow? View

    Hello. If you feel like talking, please feel free to message me.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Juliannnne posted an update Time really does fly. View

    It truly does. If you’re ever up for talking, feel free to message me.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: SetiDrow posted an update the only thing that matters is death… this site is full of people who cant understand taht and just dissconnect me…. every fucking time. View

    Hey if you feel like talking, pm me. I promise to not judge as I know you are a human being and I will actually treat you like one.

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    laylab95 posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    I’m so tired of having money issues. I have to eventually go to court about borrowed money from my ex and everyday I getting scammed from my family. My mom owes me over $300 then everytime I go somewhere which I try to every other day since I hate being inside I have to pay $10 of gas money even I’m just going to one store and back home. Karma,…[Read more]

    Mood : Pissed off
    • Don’t let anyone take advantage of you @layla95, your family and ex really should pay back any money that they owe you Layla, I want to see you being treated fairly and with respect, hope everything works out for you sweetie, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat Layla, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I’m the worst person at socialising. Literally. View

    I’m very much like you @marikofujimoto. I am very awkward and feel like the ugly duckly in certain situations. Remember though, you are sweet and so unique. You ARE a warrior! You can see past anything. If you want to talk, feel free to message me.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: SetiDrow posted an update writing a story right now, working on the fleshing out of it and back story before i continue the actual story, message or like this comment if you want to read. :) View

    Great story. Check your pm

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    laylab95 posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    Today I called back a job that was suppose to call me back on Tuesday but never did. After talking with the manager I can tell I more than likely won’t get the job. Dealing with rejection at this particular time is just truly awful. I am just going to just give up on trying to leave my small-town for a couple of months.

    Mood : Crappy
    • Hey if you want someone to tlak to, im here man. just private me.

    • Please don’t give up @layla95, I’m sure you will find a great job Layla, hold your head up high and try to stay upbeat, everything will work out for you, you are a wonderful angel who will make all her dreams come true, believe in yourself sweetie and know your future is so bright, keep going forward Layla, you can do it, I’m always here if you…[Read more]

    • @layla95 :( that’s really unlucky sorry to hear that. But it’s not too late! You can find a good job still, maybe try to send your portefolio (or whateaver the companies there request) to many places, that way you might have someone to call you. I’m sure someone would love to hire you :)

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