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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Choxie's Ox posted an update AAAAAAHHHHHHHH! Sometimes just screaming is good release. View

    Screaming is truly the best at times.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Uzarel posted an update guess who’s back (at least for now) View

    Hey! Welcome back (For now) (:

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    So my granny told my mom she thinks I’m pregnant because I have been gaining weight. The thing is, I hardly eat due to an eating disorder I had as a child that never really went away and therefore caused me to have a low appetite. I finally been enjoying food and now i have some belly fat and I been going out from time with my best friend so that…[Read more]

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    • Your family should support and be there for you @layla95, don’t let their horrible words get you down sweetie, do stay healthy and look after yourself hun, remember you are beautiful, amazing and incredible inside and out Layla, try to stay upbeat and keep going forward, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong,…[Read more]

    • I am glad you have finally been enjoying food, and I am sorry you have dealt with a bad eating disorder, I am proud for all you go through!

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: iolite posted an update welp, im back, after a 4 year gap lol View

    Welcome back! (:

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update What people think is irrelevant unless it’s something that helps you to feel better… anything negative doesn’t matter because it can break us down and we dont want to be broken down, […] View

    If only people had your beautiful, amazing mind. People rather destroy each other than to strengthen. I see it this way, each and everyone of us will be a thing of the past one day. We should be traveling, going to museums and concerts snd family reunions. A home should simply be more of a resting place and life should be our playground destined…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Jozy posted an update What are little things in your life that make your day? View

    Animals and babies. Why? Because their the most innocent beings in the world to me. What makes you happy?

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update It’s 1 in the morning and I’m wide awake. I cried, talked to myself, and cleaned my entire room while listening to Amy Winehouse. Is I’m going mad? View

    I’m just now seeing this but thank you very much for your kind words (: finally someone who knows Amy! She’s honestly like my soul sister (:

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Jozy posted an update What do you do to relax? I need to de-stress myself and just reorganize my thoughts. View

    Hey I’m just now seeing this but usually I drink hot drinks to destress things like chamomile tea which is suppose to help with stress, green teas, and herbal teas. I take long, hot bubble baths and either read a book while relaxing or listen to some of my favorite oldies like the music that i listened to as a child and teenager. Long walks in a…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    It’s 1 in the morning and I’m wide awake. I cried, talked to myself, and cleaned my entire room while listening to Amy Winehouse. Is I’m going mad?

    • @layla95 i’m relatiing as well, it’s 2 am for me now.. It’s good to let it all out and cry and talk to yourself to think about everything going in life, I tend to do that sometimes when I’m feeling down and squeeze or surround myself with my blankets. Pro, the room is clean! That’s something to be YES! about. A clean room can help sort things…[Read more]

    • I don’t want to see you feeling upset or sad @layla95, you are such a beautiful, lovely and incredible angel who deserves happiness in her life, it’s nice to see that you cleaned your room, keep doing things that make you fulfilled and upbeat, get your thoughts and feelings out in a good way sweetie, remember to smile and always be kind to…[Read more]

    • I’m just now seeing this but thank you very much for your kind words (: finally someone who knows Amy! She’s honestly like my soul sister (:

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update i sort of feel kind of numb and unable to let out tears from the pain I feel at times and this makes me feel like I have to make myself bleed but I don’t think it’s right that i think […] View

    Hey. I been there I actually where you’re at now. Firstly, don’t feel bad for wanting to cry even though things are improving. You see celebrities cry and get angry when it seems like they should be the happiest people on earth. When I feel like you are now, I try to tell myself that it will pass and that i need to feel the bad moments just like…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update The struggle goes on, I wish I knew what happiness is, all I know is that this world, my lonely and depressing existence holds no joy for me, everything is just so bleak, dark and sad, I’m […] View

    @oliver happiness is YOU I wish you could see that. You’re amazing to everyone on this community and I’m sure you’re the same in your day to day life as well. You need to step outside of your own self for a few weeks and see yourself in third person then you will start to see your worth. I would love to see you express your likes and desires on…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    My family always have thought the worse of me my entire life and even though i am grown, it affects my way of thinking and how i handle people outside of them. How can I ever put my foot down and not let others walk all over me?! This is the big question I need to know.

    Mood : Confused
    • You are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel @layla95 who deserves a caring family that will always support her no matter what, be kind and good to yourself sweetie, hold your head up high, stand up for yourself and don’t let anything or anyone bring you down hun, remember the BT community will always be here for you Layla and so will I,…[Read more]

    • You’re a strong person and very valuable to this world, you are worthy of the best. Don’t let anyone walk all over you, speak your mind, stand in your truth, tell them how you feel and how the way they have treated you is not in the best standards and that you deserve respect. You are so special, think of yourself as a goddess who only accepts…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    I finally watched the movie before I fall and i must say, it was amazing yet sad.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Goodnight everyone. See you al tomorrow. Hopefully you’re having a lovely day/night View

    @marikofujimoto goodnight girl. Hope you had a swell day.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update i feel like when i’m around other people, i can’t really be myself. I get absorbed by their energy… I really require my own space in order to be myself and be comfortable. I think […] View

    @spectrolite7 i couldn’t agree with someone as much as i do you… That’s exactly how i feel. People tell me to go out more but i ”feel” too much of others dramas it’s just a lot. That’s why i just prefer my solitude.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Nothing makes me happier than watching Disney movies and singing the songs. My 3 favourites are Moana, Princess & The Frog, Beauty and the Beast. View

    @marikofujimoto my favorite Disney films are life size, beauty and the beast, pixel perfect, the cheetah girls, hocus pocus, and twitches (:

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Nothing makes me happier than watching Disney movies and singing the songs. My 3 favourites are Moana, Princess & The Frog, Beauty and the Beast. View

    @marikofujimoto my favorite Disney films are life size, beauty and the beast, pixel perfect, the cheetah girls, hocus pocus, and twitches (:

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 3 months ago

    In reply to: Spectrolite7 posted an update I had a dream that I was skateboarding and I was manualing and doing many interesting tricks… View

    Do you skateboard any in reality by any chance?

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 3 months ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update it’s OK to cry. it’s also OK not to cry… View

    That’s what i been telling myself on and off all day today actually.

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