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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 1 minute ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update So the day was going slightly better till for some reason I’m having terrible stomach pain. I’ve had these in the past and was due to anxiety. I took an anxiety pill now and if it doesn’t […] View

    @marikofujimoto I hope you start to feel better soon dear.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 1 minute ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update Having a pretty good birthday. ♥ Grateful View

    @invincible happy birthday girl! (:

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 minutes ago

    In reply to: SetiDrow posted an update -shrugs- i could go on about how things in my life are so bad but, when i think about somone else’s life i realize just how fortunate i am. — no messages, mentions or replies and am i […] View

    Well it’s good to see that you can look at life in that perspective because most of us can’t. Good for you (:

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 20 hours, 16 minutes ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I want to kill myself. View

    @marikofujimoto talk to me in pm if you need to. You’re not alone in your feelings.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 1 day, 3 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I might honestly be ignorant. I still like to believe people care. What a good laugh. View

    @marikofujimoto that’s honestly how I feel right now

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    laylab95 posted an update 1 day, 3 hours ago

    Guys I’m rather out of touch with this thing call life. I don’t fit in with no one and I always end up getting use and left by myself. I’m having a very bad day already and my mom told me flat out that she knows that I won’t live past December this year. How cruel and heart breaking that is to hear someone to say. My eyes are swollen from all…[Read more]

    Mood : Cold
    • Please don’t think badly of yourself @layla95, you are such a compassionate, kind and special angel who deserves hope, love and joy in her life Layla, your mother should give you all the encouragement and support in the world, please know so many people care about you sweetie, don’t let your struggles break you down, you are a survivor who will…[Read more]

    • we’re all here for a certain amount of time, whats important is not when the time comes but what you do between the time you are here. — i know we have only known each other a little bit now and well im here for you day or night, get ahold of me. I may not answer right away but ill answer!

    • @layla95 I’m so sorry that sounds horrible and what your mom said is certainly cruel… The blah community is here for you, and I’m not sure why you don’t think you will live past December, but, I really am sorry and I don’t think anyone could understand what stress and trauma that could cause and how isolating it might be. Please feel free to…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 1 day, 6 hours ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update So you guys, I think I pretty much spoke to soon. Seems like I came off as leading this guy on and I can’t lie, I’m pretty embarrass and depress. I’m flirty, yes but leading someone on me […] View

    @marikofujimoto we’re talking about it now but it probably will do no good. After all, when people made up their minds about who you are, you usually can’t change it :\

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    laylab95 posted an update 1 day, 8 hours ago

    So last night I fell asleep crying. It’s truly amazing how people can steal your soul, your bit of happiness so easily. Last night I got judge and rejected by someone that I just genuinely liked as a human being and maybe want to see one day. I been through so much as some of you know on here so of course my way of thinking and talking won’t be…[Read more]

    Mood : Discontent
    • Please don’t feel alone @layla95, you are such a lovely, special and incredible angel who deserves to be surrounded by positivity in her life, stay focused on all the happiness that lies ahead for you Layla, anyone who rejects such a kind person like yourself isn’t worth it Layla, keep reaching out and building new relationships sweetie, go…[Read more]

    • @layla95 you can’t say that girl. That person who hurt you clearly has nothing better to do and I’m so sorry that happened. But there are good people out there. You just have to be carefull and take a long time to meet them. Cause trust me, like I said, there are good people still. People who deserve you to open your heart to them. But take your…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 1 day, 8 hours ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update So you guys, I think I pretty much spoke to soon. Seems like I came off as leading this guy on and I can’t lie, I’m pretty embarrass and depress. I’m flirty, yes but leading someone on me […] View

    @marikofujimoto you mean setidrow? No it’s not him

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    laylab95 posted an update 1 day, 16 hours ago

    So you guys, I think I pretty much spoke to soon. Seems like I came off as leading this guy on and I can’t lie, I’m pretty embarrass and depress. I’m flirty, yes but leading someone on me of all people is really impossible! I really thought i was being on a funny friendship but now I just feel like complete shit. Moral of the story, you can’t…[Read more]

    Mood : Embarrassed
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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 1 day, 16 hours ago

    In reply to: Theodore posted an update It’s Friday and I’m happy to be alive on this beautiful day, and glad to be a part of this community. Will probably be listening later tonight, feel free to message me, anyone who wants […] View

    @princepossum it’s Saturday now as I’m responding haha but I just want to say, you’re truly a great person from reading your posts and such. Hope you have a good day (:

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 1 day, 16 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Goodnight everyone View

    @marikofujimoto goodnight sleep tight

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 1 day, 16 hours ago

    In reply to: silvia2015 posted an update happy blueberry cheesecake’s day View

    Sounds like an awesome day (:

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 1 day, 16 hours ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update I feel lost and lazy and idk what is happening. View

    @invincible we have those moments sometimes unfortunately and if you ever feel the need to just want to talk, feel free to message me.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 days, 8 hours ago

    In reply to: silvia2015 posted an update happy brown bag’s it day ☺☺ View

    I don’t know how you find those days but hope you’re having a good day

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 days, 8 hours ago

    In reply to: silveRose143 posted an update Why is it so hard to find place to live? View

    @silverose143 mariko is right. It’s a serious step to take in life. Hopefully you will find something soon. Good luck.

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    Talked to this amazing guy for over 6 hours on the phone. It feels great to finally talk to someone that i can be 100% myself with. He’s becoming a great friend!

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    • That’s so lovely @layla95, hope this relationship continues going great for you Layla, you are such a wonderful soul who deserves someone special in your life, smile and keep going sweetie, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat, inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • @layla95 that’s lovely :) you deserve nice friends around you. Happy for you girl <3

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 days, 20 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Kinda nervous for tomorrow (to not say anxious..). Will be all alone all day. At least I can call my bf and have you guys.. View

    @marikofujimoto good luck with everything girl. You know you can always message me if you need to talk.

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    laylab95 posted a new activity comment 2 days, 20 hours ago

    In reply to: Tinted:Bubble posted an update @everyone! Have a beautiful day :) View

    @damagedcoconut hi I hope you’re having a good day too! (:

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    laylab95 posted an update 3 days, 3 hours ago

    So I want to rant a little. Yesterday I posted an update about sometimes wishing my abusive would die and a fellow member whom i actually talk to outside of blah brought up karma. I since deleted it because I didn’t want to debate with the poor guy but let’s see hmm karma is bs. Death is natural. No matter how much you wish it agsinst so one or…[Read more]

    Mood : Bewildered
    • Don’t let anyone abuse or hurt you @layla95, you are such a lovely angel who deserves kindness and hope Layla, please know you are so much stronger than those who seek to break you down, hold your head up high, believe in yourself because you are a survivor sweetie, smile and keep going forward, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat…[Read more]

    • @laylab95 Abuse is never okay, I’m sorry you had to go through that. I could see how bringing up karma would upset you, in all honesty I think 99% of the time it’s bs, too.

    • I agree with you regarding karma. It seems too loose a concept to me. Why is it centered around humans? Why don’t animals have karma? Also the unfortunate situations you’ve found yourself in. It seems to me that karma is moreso an ideal way people want society to work instead of a law of the universe. I hope you’re feeling a little better now…[Read more]

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