• Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted an update 11 months ago

    Today was a good day. I wasn’t working. I got to sleep in. I went for a walk. The weather was nice. I really cherished today. But if it was a good day, then why do I still need to cry? Why does everything feel…heavy? I want it to go away but I don’t know what ’it’ even is.

    • Do find a way to get your feelings and thoughts out but remember to relax when you can as well @laurielizrose, remember you are a fantastic person who deserves to make each day bright and beautiful, smile and keep going forward, you can do it, I’m always here if you ever need to chat or vent, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    I have zero patience today. Zero tolerance. It’s all anger, tears and anxiety. there is no fucking point

    • Please keep fighting and don’t let anything stand in your way @laurielizrose, you will be OK and you will make it through all of life’s troubles, hold your head up high and focus on making each day count, remember you are a brilliant individual who never gives up, believe in yourself and stay fabulous, you can do it, I’m always here if you need…[Read more]

    • I hope you feel better, I know how it feels.

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    I am plagued by self-doubt. One moment I’m thinking about how much I need help, the next I’m convincing myself I’m being dramatic and exaggerating. That I’m seeking attention. I don’t know what’s real

    Mood : Confused
    • Please don’t doubt yourself @laurielizrose, you are awesome, special and amazing, remember to smile and always be kind to yourself, stay focused on your happiness and continue to be the best person that you can, everything will be OK, go forward with confidence and never give up, you will make it, feel free to message me anytime if you want to…[Read more]

    • @laurielizrose
      //I don’t know what’s real//
      > Nothing is real. Real is what you make of it.
      Now that may sound cheezy, but its true. If you say to yourself often enough, that you need help, your brain would start figuring out ways on how you can seek help. Even if there is not a problem, our minds are creative enough to come up with a problem…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose and Profile picture of itsaboutthelittlethingsitsaboutthelittlethings are now friends 1 year ago

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    This is my first post in a while. I’m on my own tonight so I thought I’d vent on here for a bit ha. My heart feels so broken. My mind so tortured. I thought it was hard before all of this but this is almost unbearable. I ran over my cat of 12 years with the car around 6 weeks ago. I know it might not sound so bad to people who have never had a…[Read more]

    • accidents can happen, hope you feel better soon

    • Please don’t feel bad @laurielizrose, as @yomoros12 says, accidents do happen Laurie, try to remember all the happy times you spent with your cat, forgive yourself sweetie and try to stay positive, please don’t blame yourself, you will be OK Laurie, keep going forward and don’t give up, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me anytime,…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose joined the group Group logoBody Posi 1 year, 2 months ago

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose joined the group Group logoAspiring Writers 1 year, 2 months ago

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted an update 1 year, 3 months ago

    I thought I was finally on the road to a better place but now I feel the opposite. I’m so tired of trying. Why do we even bother? I cry most nights before sleeping. This can’t be all that’s out there in this world.

    • Please don’t feel down or upset @laurielizrose, things will change for the better and everything will work out, you are a survivor who will beat all of her struggles, don’t let anything stand in your way, you will have a future that is filled with happiness, hope and brightness, hold your head up high and keep being the special angel that you…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose joined the group Group logoLonely, but not for long 1 year, 4 months ago

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted an update 1 year, 4 months ago

    I feel so broken

    • Please don’t feel down @laurielizrose, you are such a lovely and special person who deserves all the joy and happiness in the world, do your best to focus on all the things that give you hope and purpose, everything will be OK, hold your head up high and show everyone how truly fabulous you are, great things will happen to you Laurie, you will win…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted an update 1 year, 4 months ago

    I don’t understand how things can go so quickly from good to bad with seemingly no catalyst? Feeling like crap which then spirals down into full breakdown. They haven’t been happening as often as before but I still find myself crying before bed most nights and I just don’t know why

    • Please don’t feel upset @laurielizrose, you are such a lovely person who deserves all the happiness, joy and brightness in the world, try your best to focus on the things that make you smile, everything will be OK and things will go your way, hold your head up high and show the world how truly brilliant you are, remember you are a shining angel…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose and Profile picture of OrderoftheHalfBloodOrderoftheHalfBlood are now friends 1 year, 5 months ago

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted a new activity comment 1 year, 6 months ago

    In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update My self esteem is at a point right now where when I see my reflection in my laptop’s screen I cringe. It really sucks. View

    I understand that. I wish I could give advice, but honestly, I haven’t learned anything about how to help myself in any way when my body image & self esteem is on the ground. If you ever want to talk/vent/cry (I’m good at that too), feel free to drop me a PM. It can help to talk it out :)

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose and Profile picture of MichaelMichael are now friends 1 year, 7 months ago

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted an update 1 year, 7 months ago

    :)

    Mood : Calm
    • It’s great to see you smiling and feeling calm @laurielizrose, keep being the special and lovely person that you are Laurie, I’m always here if you need to chat :) (hugs)

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose joined the group Group logoGuy Talk + Girl Talk (United) 1 year, 7 months ago

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted an update 1 year, 7 months ago

    I just wish I could be normal

    Mood : Anxious
    • You are an extraordinary, special and fantastic person who deserves all the best that life has to offer @laurielizrose, be kind to yourself Laurie, I want to see you smiling and living each day to the fullest, don’t let anything get you down or stand in your way, hold your head up high and keep being incredible, great things will happen to you,…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted an update 1 year, 8 months ago

    Positive feels today ^.^

    Mood : Optimistic
  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose joined the group Group logoSocial Anxiety 1 year, 9 months ago

  • Profile picture of LaurieLizRose
    Passing Stranger
    944
    QA Reputation
    0

    LaurieLizRose posted an update 1 year, 10 months ago

    Why do lecturers/teachers ask you what do you think you’ll be doing in 40 years? How am I supposed to know? It’s hard enough to know what tomorrow is going to be like

    • I would just focus on what you are doing now @laurielizrose, I’m sure great things will happen to you Laurie, go forward with confidence and clarity, remember to be as positive and as upbeat as you can, you will make it and you will do amazing things in life, keep being the extraordinary individual that you are, you can do it, I’m always here if…[Read more]

  • Load More