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    Oli posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    I cannot be saved from sinking deeper into this hole of depression, loneliness, sadness and pain, everything is so bleak for me, I can’t see any way out, it’s better to just give up, stop trying and fighting and to disappear from this cruel world, it’s not worth it anymore and I don’t matter, how anyone can love, care about or put up with me is…[Read more]

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    • We are here to listen if you need it Oli! Thank you for being a bright light to us even when you’re down. We are always here to listen and this website has great listeners and therapist to talk to. Keep your head up and always remember your BT community loves you!

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    Oli posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    I’m always going to feel lost forever, my life is just filled with sadness and hopelessness, drowning in this dark abyss of pain, depression and loneliness, everything is just so bleak, I don’t have a purpose or direction, I need to disappear because I am a burden and a complete failure that no one loves or cares about, things will never improve…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • @oliver no one in this life is a burden, specially you! You save lifes constantly here on blahtherapy. We know that when we are having a rough day Oliver will be there with a sweet message or comment. Believe it or not that is like a miracle for people with anxiety, depression and many more issues. So you’re not a burden, you’re like a guardian…[Read more]

    • @oliver I can attest to what @marikofujimoto says, a year ago around this time I was facing an issue that I seem to be facing again Ironically and you had posted a reply, and while it may not have been personalized since you don’t/didn’t know me, it still helped. I may not be very good at consoling or helping people since I often find that I’m…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 3 weeks, 2 days ago

    The darkness and sadness will always follow me no matter what I do, I feel so lonely and alone in this cruel world, I wish I could see a light at the end of the tunnel but I don’t, my future is so bleak, I honestly need to disappear, how do I break out of this terrible cycle of depression and find happiness?, I just don’t know, I’m a ugly…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • It may be difficult to see now, but if you keep trying you will look back and realize how things will get better. All of us here care about and for you Oli! You are such a bright spirit, I wish everyone, including myself, could aspire to be like you. Stay strong ♥ You can get through anything. Anything.

    • How can you say you’re a failure! If we ever meet, first thing I’m going to do is give you a slap! Hahaha, no, I’m joking, but still. You’re helping everyone here, I understand that in this way you gain more confidence because you want to feel needed for people. And you are. Without a doubt. Everytime I log in, I see a message from you,…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    The past couple of days have been difficult for me, on a personal note, my sadness is still with me but I’m trying to stay positive and fight it as best I can, I recently lost a dear friend to suicide and I’m feeling guilty for not being able to prevent or stop it, I wish I could go back in time and stop my friend from harming themselves, I just…[Read more]

    Mood : Guilty
    • @oliver you couldn’t have done anything Oli. You helped that person as much as you could , that decision was made from that person, not your fault. And I’m sending you much love, so sorry for losing your friend. Wish I could give you a huge hug.
      Also thank you for the lovely message, I hope everyone keeps this message close to their minds and…[Read more]

    • @Oliver
      I’m sorry for your loss, Oli. I can’t imagine the pain you must be going through, and I know it’s easier said than done, but you can’t blame yourself. Knowing who you are, I’m sure you did all you could have to help and be there for them.
      My thoughts are with you, buddy. <3

    • I’m so sorry for your loss! ♥ You are such a kind soul.

    • I’m so sorry, no one should have to suffer through the loss of a suicide. Stay strong, okay? If there’s anything I know, it’s that you’re an amazing and supportive friend. Every time I get on BT you post a supportive and kind message. If you ever need anything, I’m always here. You can do anything.

    • I am sorry to hear that Oli, please do not feel guilty. I think you are a wonderful person who touches so many people with your empathy and compassion. Sometimes, we can help a person, but it is up to them to take the right steps forward. It is awful, but sometimes it is not up to us, and you cannot blame yourself for someone’s decision. You…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    The struggle goes on, I wish I knew what happiness is, all I know is that this world, my lonely and depressing existence holds no joy for me, everything is just so bleak, dark and sad, I’m scared about what lies ahead for me, I just see more failure and being a burden to everything and everyone, I have no purpose, no sense of peace, I’m just a…[Read more]

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    • sorry you’re feeling like this… you’re a very helpful, kind person who deserves the best in life. I believe that you’ll have brighter days and everything will start to make more sense. Do more of what you love and helps you to feel better, @Oliver. Everything will be just fine, hang in there, life does get better especially if we believe and…[Read more]

    • @oliver happiness is YOU I wish you could see that. You’re amazing to everyone on this community and I’m sure you’re the same in your day to day life as well. You need to step outside of your own self for a few weeks and see yourself in third person then you will start to see your worth. I would love to see you express your likes and desires on…[Read more]

    • You won’t always love yourself and thats okay. Today, let US care about you even if you dont feel it. There is security to be found even in the darkest of times if one only remembers that tomorrow is close. You are not alone in your sorrow know that we know what pain feels like and we feel for you, you are one of us, to us you dont qualify as a…[Read more]

    • @oliver Hey remember me from years ago? Seeing you post these statuses makes me wonder what is going on. But you are helping so many people, and you are very much appreciated. I remember when your daily messages helped me trough some tough times. I am here for you too if you need me. don’t hesitate to message me. You’re an awesome person!

    • @oliver my awesome friendie, you’re a great person. You’re strong and brave, because you’ve survived 100$ of your dark and hard days and kept going no matter what. You’re not a failure and you didn’t bring anyone down. People here adore and love you because you help everyone so much. I’m always here if you need to talk, just send me a pm.…[Read more]

    • Sorry to hear that you feel this way but you know there is always someone who cares about you. I’m always here for you if you ever need to talk to me. Keep your head held high chicken and don’t let yourself be brought down as your a strong fighter. Message me anytime if you need to talk.

    • You should be happy you help people in their darkest places help fighting their darkest demons. your a fighter and a strong one. don’t let the world bring you down when you belong amongst the stars! your not a failure you didn’t bring anyone down and if people say you have than their dragging their own weight. keep your head held high kings hold…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 3 months ago

    I’m just a disappointment, a waste of space and nuisance to everyone, I wish I could disappear so no one would be bothered by me anymore, Oli, you are a total failure and ugly human-being, I hate myself, I look in the mirror and I see someone worthless looking back at me, I want to give up and not try anymore, I have no purpose, my bleak,…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • @Oliver You’re not ugly. You are worthy and deserving of love and respect. You do have a purpose, I really appreciate your comments when I’m in need of some help. Everyone that you help is a potential friend and you’re making a difference in this world by spreading positivity. Sending you positive vibes dear friend.

    • @oliver You are a warm, compassionate. and incredibly heartfelt human being! Honestly, you are. You help others see the worth in themselves and you deserve just the same. I believe that everytime I see you comment on my posts or on someone else’s posts you bring radiant sunshine on them when they are in their darkest days, you are amazing. Plenty…[Read more]

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