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    Oli posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    The past couple of days have been difficult for me, on a personal note, my sadness is still with me but I’m trying to stay positive and fight it as best I can, I recently lost a dear friend to suicide and I’m feeling guilty for not being able to prevent or stop it, I wish I could go back in time and stop my friend from harming themselves, I just…[Read more]

    Mood : Guilty
    • @oliver you couldn’t have done anything Oli. You helped that person as much as you could , that decision was made from that person, not your fault. And I’m sending you much love, so sorry for losing your friend. Wish I could give you a huge hug.
      Also thank you for the lovely message, I hope everyone keeps this message close to their minds and…[Read more]

    • @Oliver
      I’m sorry for your loss, Oli. I can’t imagine the pain you must be going through, and I know it’s easier said than done, but you can’t blame yourself. Knowing who you are, I’m sure you did all you could have to help and be there for them.
      My thoughts are with you, buddy. <3

    • I’m so sorry for your loss! ♥ You are such a kind soul.

    • I’m so sorry, no one should have to suffer through the loss of a suicide. Stay strong, okay? If there’s anything I know, it’s that you’re an amazing and supportive friend. Every time I get on BT you post a supportive and kind message. If you ever need anything, I’m always here. You can do anything.

    • I am sorry to hear that Oli, please do not feel guilty. I think you are a wonderful person who touches so many people with your empathy and compassion. Sometimes, we can help a person, but it is up to them to take the right steps forward. It is awful, but sometimes it is not up to us, and you cannot blame yourself for someone’s decision. You…[Read more]

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    Gleb posted an update in the group Group logoVent It! 1 month, 1 week ago

    I agreed with my ex boss to talk with him this Thursday but after a huge panic attack I called him today. He told me to wait until Thursday and then talk. And with my share of fortune, I’m 60% certain he only pulls the time so he can tell me at the last moment he doesn’t have a place for me. He doesn’t even pay me. -_- It’s a voluntary work.

    Mood : Annoyed
    • He really should treat you with respect and find time to talk with you @gleb, I want to see you being supported by those around you at work Gleb, hope everything works out for you, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, remember you are wonderful, my awesome friend Gleb, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Gleb replied 1 month ago

      thanks so much @oliver, it means a lot. :) well 2 more days to go!

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    Gleb posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    First week at new volunteering place done, tomorrow starts another one. Bleh.

    • Keep volunteering and working as hard as you can @gleb, remember you are an awesome and wonderful person Gleb who deserves happiness, smile and keep going forward, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @gleb Just remember the first few days somewhere new are usually the worst, I’m sure it’ll be less ”bleh” once you’re more adjusted. Volunteering is an often challenging but really wonderful thing to do

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    Gleb posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Hey guys, long time no see.
    On Sunday I started volunteering at a new place, where I help out veterans that have disabilities. It’s an office job and most of the staff is understanding, but I have terrible panic attacks, even worse than last year where I could partly work from home and slowly stepped outside.

    I made an appointment to my family…[Read more]

    Mood : Anxious
    • It’s wonderful to see you volunteering to help others @gleb, do try to relax, find ways to ease and calm yourself Gleb, you will be OK because you are brave, strong and full of courage Gleb, hopefully the doctor will give you the right support and you will get to see the psychiatrist soon , try to stay positive and keep going forward, my awesome…[Read more]

    • Thanks very much, @oliver. I asked my coordinator to check for an option to go back to my previous volunteering place. For now I’m trying to hang in there at my new place. Thanks for your support, Oli. It means a lot. ^_^

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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    The struggle goes on, I wish I knew what happiness is, all I know is that this world, my lonely and depressing existence holds no joy for me, everything is just so bleak, dark and sad, I’m scared about what lies ahead for me, I just see more failure and being a burden to everything and everyone, I have no purpose, no sense of peace, I’m just a…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • sorry you’re feeling like this… you’re a very helpful, kind person who deserves the best in life. I believe that you’ll have brighter days and everything will start to make more sense. Do more of what you love and helps you to feel better, @Oliver. Everything will be just fine, hang in there, life does get better especially if we believe and…[Read more]

    • @oliver happiness is YOU I wish you could see that. You’re amazing to everyone on this community and I’m sure you’re the same in your day to day life as well. You need to step outside of your own self for a few weeks and see yourself in third person then you will start to see your worth. I would love to see you express your likes and desires on…[Read more]

    • You won’t always love yourself and thats okay. Today, let US care about you even if you dont feel it. There is security to be found even in the darkest of times if one only remembers that tomorrow is close. You are not alone in your sorrow know that we know what pain feels like and we feel for you, you are one of us, to us you dont qualify as a…[Read more]

    • @oliver Hey remember me from years ago? Seeing you post these statuses makes me wonder what is going on. But you are helping so many people, and you are very much appreciated. I remember when your daily messages helped me trough some tough times. I am here for you too if you need me. don’t hesitate to message me. You’re an awesome person!

    • @oliver my awesome friendie, you’re a great person. You’re strong and brave, because you’ve survived 100$ of your dark and hard days and kept going no matter what. You’re not a failure and you didn’t bring anyone down. People here adore and love you because you help everyone so much. I’m always here if you need to talk, just send me a pm.…[Read more]

    • Sorry to hear that you feel this way but you know there is always someone who cares about you. I’m always here for you if you ever need to talk to me. Keep your head held high chicken and don’t let yourself be brought down as your a strong fighter. Message me anytime if you need to talk.

    • You should be happy you help people in their darkest places help fighting their darkest demons. your a fighter and a strong one. don’t let the world bring you down when you belong amongst the stars! your not a failure you didn’t bring anyone down and if people say you have than their dragging their own weight. keep your head held high kings hold…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 months ago

    I’m just a disappointment, a waste of space and nuisance to everyone, I wish I could disappear so no one would be bothered by me anymore, Oli, you are a total failure and ugly human-being, I hate myself, I look in the mirror and I see someone worthless looking back at me, I want to give up and not try anymore, I have no purpose, my bleak,…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • @Oliver You’re not ugly. You are worthy and deserving of love and respect. You do have a purpose, I really appreciate your comments when I’m in need of some help. Everyone that you help is a potential friend and you’re making a difference in this world by spreading positivity. Sending you positive vibes dear friend.

    • @oliver You are a warm, compassionate. and incredibly heartfelt human being! Honestly, you are. You help others see the worth in themselves and you deserve just the same. I believe that everytime I see you comment on my posts or on someone else’s posts you bring radiant sunshine on them when they are in their darkest days, you are amazing. Plenty…[Read more]

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    Gleb posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Went hiking today. 8km. So tired.
    For supper I have black tea, baked potatoes, my dad’s salmon&spinach pie and some dark chocolate. Yumm. And also listening to some Native American music. Love it. Have a blessed weekend everyone!

    Mood : Awake
    • It’s great to see you that had a wonderful day and delicious food @gleb, keep being awesome and fabulous Gleb, I’m always here for you, my fantastic friend :) (hugs)

    • Thanks so much, @oliver, buddy! How are you doing??? -squeezes- Super glad to hear from you!

    • I’m surviving @gleb, hope you are doing well Gleb, my awesome friend :) (hugs)

    • @gleb hey! Sounds great. Hope you’re enjoying yourself (;

    • @oliver, always remember my friend that you’re not alone! You’re so loved by the community! Remember to ask for help and support when you need it. There is no shame in it. I’m always here for you! -squeezes-

      @layla95 Yuppers. I hope you’re enjoying your week too! ^_^

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    Gleb posted an update 4 months ago

    Another week… Bleh. But it also means one week closer to my 9 day long holiday. Yessss. <3

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Hope you have a great holiday @gleb, keep smiling and stay fabulous Gleb, I’m always here for you, my awesome friend :) (hugs)

    • Thanks, @oliver! Keep smiling as well! Remember that you’re not alone, you’re great and you’re loved so much by the members of the community! ^_^ -squeezes-

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