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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days ago

    Expected to do something I wasn’t properly trained or taught… makes sense. -.- All my job does now is cause anxiety.

    • Oli replied 2 days ago

      I would try to talk to your manager at work and see if they can put in some training for you @invincible, hopefully they will help you so you can succeed Cecelia, you will be OK Cecelia, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • So much of life is bluffing our way through. I have suspicions people bluff a lot more than what they let on, and we think we are the only ones who don’t get it. Most people don’t they just don’t let anyone else know.

    • @invincible I understand that it’s frustrating but you need to speak up asap and no not in a bad, aggressive way but more in a sense of saying ”hey, please help me so I can do this properly” good luck and please update on the matter.

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 21 hours ago

    Overwhelmed for tomorrow at work. Sigh. But I’ll try

    • You’ll be OK @invincible, try to go into work with your head held high and keep smiling, I’m sure you will have a fantastic day, stay fabulous hun and don’t give up, I’m always here for you Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you need to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @invincible best of luck :) I hope everything goes awesome for you

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 days, 21 hours ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update Also I just realised the perfect job for myself until june (when I apply for uni again): a job in a bookstore! I spent all my life in bookstores and around books! All I need to learn is how […] View

    Aw I hope you get a job there it sounds like it would be great!

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 4 days ago

    In reply to: duke_ellington posted an update Just had a wonderful conversation with a very intelligent listener. So refreshing to speak with an individual who is not afraid to reference classical philosophy. I highly encourage […] View

    Interesting!

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 4 days ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update My second hour of driving time starts shortly. I can’t wait as I’m so surprisingly good at it. View

    Hope it wen’t good! I’m glad to hear you’re good at it!!

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 days ago

    I wonder how these old men and women who spent their whole lives working towards only getting rich and getting powerful, look back on their lives. Do they wonder what it would’ve been like to experience the beauty of living life? Of loving or being loved, truly? Or that they are worth more than just money and power? …And then BOOM they’re…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 4 days ago

      You will have a wonderful and fulfilling life @invincible, hold your head up high and know you will make all your dreams come true Cecelia, I’m sure one day you will look back and be proud of all the amazing things that you accomplished, in the course of your journey, do look after yourself but also support others hun, smile because everything…[Read more]

    • @invincible I wonder that as well. People seem to be program to save money, spend it on material items and homes and cars and it’s like what else? People take those things for the power that media and such has made it out to be nothing else. They have to feel pretty empty. I have had family that wasn’t rich but had money and work their butts off…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 days, 1 hour ago

    I feel like I was set up to fail

    • Please don’t think like that @invincible, you are a special person who will make all her dreams and goals come true, hold your head up high and know you will achieve great things in life Cecelia, smile because so much brightness lies ahead for you, believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it, feel free to inbox me…[Read more]

    • Steve replied 5 days ago

      You may have been, but now you have a choice with what to do from here on in. We all fail at times, often because of other people. But they have no power over my attitude, my dreams, my choices. The question is, now what?

    • @invincible not true, we all have our strenghts , you just have to focous on them and day by day, try to keep going. I believe in you

    • @invincible I know the feeling but as others said you have to find that one thing you don’t feel so bad at or in and just stick with it for as long as possible. This world do seem to attack some of us more than others but you have to find a way to fight back girl.

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 days, 16 hours ago

    Anxious but too unmotivated to do anything and I’m getting really lazily depressed over it. :/ IDK UGH. I’m calmly sad and wanting to die.

    • How clean is you bedroom, living area. There is a correlation between living with mess and depression, unmotivation. Hope you find a reason to live for.

    • I know how you are feeling right at this very moment but please find something that can at least distract these thoughts and feelings that you are having. If you ever want to talk, please feel free to message me.

    • Try to relax and look after yourself @invincible, I want to see you truly smiling and making each day as bright as possible Cecelia, you will be OK Cecelia, remember you are brilliant, perfect and special, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor, keep going forward and never give up, you can do it, I’m always here if you ever need to…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    writing, doing classes, learning many languages, trying to keep up a blog, reading, and now working… like … tell me how the fuck my family has the nerve to say I do nothing?? or ”not much”. Really?

    Because that is a fucking lot of shit to do especially for someone with depression anxiety and a disorder (:

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    • @invincible To be honest? Do it for you. Family members sometimes are super rude and never apreciate us. So do it for you! You’re doing fantastic :D You’re doing so much, incluiding alot of creative stuff. Keep going <3

    • You are doing so many great things @invincible, don’t let your family be horrible to you, keep learning wonderful activities Cecelia and never give up, believe in yourself and go forward with confidence, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 4 days ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update I’m so incredibly depressed and lonely is leading me to insanity. I’m trying SO HARD to focous on positivity each day but I have no idea how to go on even more. View

    I’m sorry you’re feeling this :( :( ♥♥ I hope you’re OK and youll be fine, I am here if you need anything!

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 1 week, 4 days ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update Goodnight everyone. View

    have a great day tomorrow!

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    Upset from something that happened, and annoyed. Ugh. :/

    • Please don’t feel down or upset @invincible, you are such a kind, special and wonderful angel who deserves hope and happiness in her life Cecelia, smile and try your best to stay positive, everything will be OK Cecelia, remember you are incredible and beautiful, I’m always here if you ever need to chat or vent about anything, feel free to inbox…[Read more]

    • @invicible I hope whatever that was making you upset that it has come to pass in some way. Hope you have a good day.

    • @invincible I hope that you feel better soon <3

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    Hope you’re having a great Easter.

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update this is really annoying. feeling sick from anxiety caused by nothing because I know everything will be fine but I sitll feel severe anxiety. wtf View

    I feel like I’m dying and struggling to breathe and my stomach hurts so bad. Why does my body do this

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    this is really annoying. feeling sick from anxiety caused by nothing because I know everything will be fine but I sitll feel severe anxiety. wtf

    • I feel like I’m dying and struggling to breathe and my stomach hurts so bad. Why does my body do this

    • @invincible if you feel like dying and you’re struggling to breathe it probably is a panick attack. Try to do breathing exercises, usually helps

    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      I agree with @marikofujimoto, take deep breathes and relax @invincible, clear your mind and focus on positive things Cecelia, everything will be OK, smile and keep going, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @invincible you’re more than likely having a panic attack. Breathing and calming music helps a lot. Please feel better dear.

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    I know everything will be fine, and it always is, but my body still makes me sick with anxiety. WTF! fucked up and annoying !!!!

    • Try to relax and calm yourself @invincible, I don’t want to see you feeling down or anxious Cecelia, clear your mind and try to stay upbeat, things will be OK, look after yourself and don’t give up, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @invincible I get you so well :( anxiety is so shitty, your whole body and mind feels super sick and you don’t know where to turn. I hope now you feel a bit better. Sending alot of positive vibes towards you

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update So this summer in july I’m going to put the paper work to enter university again. I’m going to follow the degree Languages, Literatures and Cultures (LLC). One of the professions you can […] View

    Wow that’s really cool and great!!

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    Cecelia posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    In reply to: mariko posted an update So this summer in july I’m going to put the paper work to enter university again. I’m going to follow the degree Languages, Literatures and Cultures (LLC). One of the professions you can […] View

    Wow that’s really cool and great!!

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    I’ve only had one day of the check out desk and cash register thing at my new job but I’m so nervous that I won’t learn it atleast not quickly, it’s complicated esp the computer with all the different things and UGH I forgot how to do a lot and i don’t want to seem like a fail.

    • Do ask for help if you need it @invincible, hopefully your work can give you some training Cecelia, I’m sure things will work out, try to stay positive and keep going, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat Cecelia :) (hugs)

    • @invincible that really sucks, I hope tomorrow will be a easier and better day

    • Just remember it was a new experience for everyone else too. Give yourself a lot more credit, always ask questions and don’t be afraid to ask for help.. You’re doing great!

    • Just remember it was a new experience for everyone else too. Give yourself a lot more credit, always ask questions and don’t be afraid to ask for help.. You’re doing great!

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    I had a really good day today (:

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