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    jimsonweed posted a new activity comment 1 month ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update Why do I even bother, nothing good will ever happen to me, I will never achieve my goals or dreams, seriously I’m so pathetic and stupid, I’m an introverted, shy, isolated and withdrawn […] View

    Obviously your bit cause ur a social butterfly on this site and have been since I joined back in 2013. Your perception is from inside the bubble we all see from the outside. Ur very ambitious and articulate. U have many friends. I’m sorry if ny criticism hurt u but I lashed out and u were first person on radar. Trust bro that I go through shit…[Read more]

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    jimsonweed posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    I don’t understand how people who don’t know me ( but most likely mean well) and are still in high school know more about my physical and mental problems without ever speaking a word to me but merely reading a post

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    jimsonweed posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    I don’t understand how people who don’t know me ( but most likely mean well) and are still in high school know more about my physical and mental problems without ever speaking a word to me but merely reading a post

    Mood : Interested
    • It’s nice that they care about you and want to see you happy @indeliblejimson, everyone deserves people around them who will support and be there for them during hard times, you do too, remember the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • it is easier to understand people you don’t know

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    jimsonweed posted a new activity comment 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I just don’t know anymore….I can’t keep this up forever but things are just so dark, hopeless and sad, death seems like such a better option or disappearing forever, I don’t have a life or […] View

    Hide honestly and obviously. I have nothing against whatever sexuality anyone is but I joined in 2013 and stop using it in 2 years ago. I just now came back and it’s like u haven’t missed a beat. Everything posted u comment on and it all sounds the same. I know u mean well brother but u wearing out ur own product. Idk how old u r but branch out…[Read more]

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    jimsonweed posted a new activity comment 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I just don’t know anymore….I can’t keep this up forever but things are just so dark, hopeless and sad, death seems like such a better option or disappearing forever, I don’t have a life or […] View

    Hide honestly and obviously. I have nothing against whatever sexuality anyone is but I joined in 2013 and stop using it in 2 years ago. I just now came back and it’s like u haven’t missed a beat. Everything posted u comment on and it all sounds the same. I know u mean well brother but u wearing out ur own product. Idk how old u r but branch out…[Read more]

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    jimsonweed posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    I really need someone to talk to. Just putting the word out. I’m depressed lonely and starting not to care again. I wish someone would care with me….

    Mood : Embarrassed
    • Please don’t feel lonely, sad and depressed @indeliblejimson, the BT community cares about you and so do I, you are a wonderful person who deserves to feel happy, upbeat and positive, surround yourself with all the things that bring hope, purpose and joy into your life, hold your head up high and make each day as bright and amazing as you can,…[Read more]

    • I’m here for you.

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    jimsonweed posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Had a bad seizure on a bus going to visit my mom. I know that no one cares but. I almost got arrested cuz I crashed into a women, threw up on her and woke up with 2 EMTs and 3 cops around me. Very embarrassing

    Mood : Embarrassed
    • Please don’t feel embarrassed @indeliblejimson, do look after yourself and your health, do visit the doctors if you feel unwell at any point, you will be OK because so many people care about you and want to see you feeling awesome, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about anything, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    jimsonweed posted a new activity comment 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: ladybug48 posted an update This site needs an app. It has been way too long since I posted, but I am not a fan of using websites on mobile devices. I have not had a very good year and I seem to be regressing right […] View

    I completely agree ms ladybugg. I’ve thought that since I joined. I am only now returning cuz my last 5! Phones and their interfaces made it impossible

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    jimsonweed posted a new activity comment 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update I had a great day. Met awesome people and thanks to family and friends I’m not so anxious for next week! View

    Good for u random citizen. It’s good to hear positivity amongst all the negativity out there. I’m always here if u need a shoulder to lean on or outlet to vent to. My name is James btw

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    jimsonweed posted a new activity comment 1 year, 4 months ago

    In reply to: GneLoves posted an update I don’t know what to say or how to feel anymore View

    I am completely with you sweetheart and I don’t you from a hole in the wall but your comment touched me…..I don’t know what you look like but your beautiful regardless of that fact…..I just wanted to extend my arm and offer my friendship and….no bullshit, you can always count on me, to be there for support or at least a shoulder to lean/…[Read more]

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    jimsonweed posted an update 1 year, 4 months ago

    I really wish anyone would reach out to me (other than ”Oli”)……(btw ”Oli” dont ever message me again with your meandering and placating bullshit…….your not gonna fool me and and it takes one to know one) With that being said, I really need a friend……like real bad….and not a”Guy” friend but a ”GIRL”

    Mood : Pessimistic
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    jimsonweed posted an update 1 year, 4 months ago

    just left detox for the second time in two weeks…..(completed both times) but feel as if I have no support other than my friends ….who btw, still drink and drug….need support and need a COMPANION…..not just a friendly face

    Mood : Anxious
    • You should be very proud that you completed detox @indeliblejimson, stay clean and surround yourself with people who will give you love, support and encouragement to be healthy and positive, know you are strong and you will be OK, you can always inbox me anytime if you want to talk or vent, you will never be alone :) (hugs)

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    jimsonweed posted an update 1 year, 4 months ago

    feeling like a real a failure right now

    • Please don’t feel like that @indeliblejimson, you are a wonderful person who will do amazing things in life, hold your head up high and always be kind to yourself, everything will be OK and things will go your way, know you will overcome all of your struggles and be successful, smile and remember that the future is filled with bright moments,…[Read more]

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    jimsonweed posted a new activity comment 1 year, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Katherine posted an update I’m sick of my friends treating me like trash! I’m always try to be nice to them but they can’t even act nice back to me. View

    ummmm sweetheart……I feel you completely and utterly on the fact of friends treating you like shit….I’ve been dealing with it my entire life…..it is one of my pet peeves tbh. Especially when you are listening to a friend (or anyone for that sake) and its your turn to talk and you have waited patiently and go to say 3 words and they just…[Read more]

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    jimsonweed posted a new activity comment 1 year, 8 months ago

    In reply to: kitten whisperer posted an update i have trust issues. im working on it. just dont fucking give my crazy brain more reasons to go two steps in the wrong direction. View

    I hear ya completely

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