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    mariko posted an update 20 hours, 32 minutes ago

    Hope you all had a lovely day and also have a lovely night. Goodnight everyone.

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 21 hours ago

    Goodnight everyone. See you tomorrow.

    Mood : Anxious
    • Hope you manage to get a good rest and sleep well @marikofujimoto, take care of yourself sweetie, I’m always here for you, special and incredible angel Mariko :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 5 hours ago

    I just melted. How fricking adorableeeeee.

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 20 hours ago

    Going to bed. Goodnight everyone, see you all tomorrow

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    mariko posted an update 3 days, 1 hour ago

    the fact idk how to solve my problem , kills me.

    • Please don’t give up @marikofujimoto, everything will work out positively Mariko, find a way to make things better and look forward towards all the good moments that are ahead for you sweetie, your future will be filled with so much joy, happiness and hope Mariko, stay upbeat because you can do it hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent…[Read more]

    • I have come to like Ed and his music videos. He is a lot of fun. Sometimes we have to be the solution, rather than find a solution. A fun romance goes a long way to helping us feel good about ourselves.

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    mariko posted an update 3 days, 8 hours ago

    Mood : Hurt
    • What’s on your mind @marikofujimoto, I don’t want to see you feeling hurt or sad sweetie, things will be OK, smile and surround yourself with happiness hun, you can do it Mariko, hold your head up high and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Mariko, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 9 hours ago

    My anxiety is so bad is genuinly hard to breathe. ANd trying to explain to people I have a panick disorder? That my panick attacks and overall anxiety is beyond hard to control? people tend to think I want this. I spend all my days without energy due to this. But I’m still going back to uni this year (hopefully) and I work every single day on my…[Read more]

    • Don’t let the mean comments of others get you down @marikofujimoto, focus on making yourself feel happier, do cope in a way that calms your mind sweetie, I want to see you truly smiling and upbeat Mariko, everything will be OK, keep going and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 10 hours ago

    because it helps with my anxiety.

    Mood : Anxious
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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 11 hours ago

    Terrified for next month… I’ll be applying for uni again but I’m terrified… if it doesn’t work I’ll have either study japanese in Lisbon for a year or get a job till I turn 23 and enter as an adult to uni….

    Mood : Anxious
    • Your future will be so bright and amazing @marikofujimoto, don’t be nervous or scared Mariko, you will achieve all your dreams and goals sweetie, everything will work out and you will make fantastic things happen for yourself, stay upbeat and look forward with confidence, you can do it Mariko, I’m proud of you hun, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 4 days, 21 hours ago

    Boy what a day.

    • Hope you are OK and had a good day @layla95, what’s on your mind Layla?, I want to see you smiling and feeling awesome, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent sweetie, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Hope all is well!

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 2 hours ago

    ”So you fear fear itself , that’s very wise Harry”

    Mood : Anxious
    • Oli replied 5 days ago

      Don’t let your fears and anxieties get you down @marikofujimoto, you will beat all your struggles and come out so much stronger Mariko, stay focused on making all parts of your life positive and happy sweetie, you will always be a beautiful angel who deserves hope in her life, hold your head up high and believe in yourself hun, you can do it…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 19 hours ago

    Going to sleep. Goodnight everyone. And @layla95 I saw your post, I hope you’re ok girl… worried about you.

    • Do get a good sleep and take care of yourself @marikofujimoto, both myself and Mariko are here for you @layla95, we want the best for you Layla because you are awesome, we love and care about you sweetie, you can talk to us about anything Layla, you are angels Mariko and Layla, you two mean the world to me because of all the support you have given…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 20 hours ago

    ”I’ve done the math enough to know the dangers of second guessing” – Tool

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 20 hours ago

    yeap.

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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 21 hours ago

    I’m cringing so hard right now. Some people I just…can’t handle. You create so much unecessary crap…

    • Don’t let anyone be horrible or mean to you @marikofujimoto. you are such a beautiful and incredible angel who deserves to surround herself with love, compassion and hope Mariko, smile and be good to yourself sweetie, I want to see you feeling on top of the world hun, you will be OK Mariko, don’t give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 6 days, 2 hours ago

    Trying to hold it together hoping that things will turn around in a few hours.

    Mood : Drained
    • I don’t want to see you upset or sad @layla95, things will be OK and everything will work out for you Layla because you are a special, beautiful and incredible angel who deserves all the happiness in the world, hold your head up high and know you will win all your battles sweetie, smile and remember you are truly lovely, perfect and wonderful in…[Read more]

    • @layla95 what’s wrong??? Worried about you dear

    • @layla95 what’s wrong??? Worried about you dear

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 9 hours ago

    Being emotional is tiresome. Specially when people around you hate it or don’t know how to respond.

    • Don’t bottle up your thoughts and feelings @marikofujimoto, do let them out and share them in a way that makes you feel happier, surround yourself with compassionate and understanding people who will always stick by you no matter what sweetie, remember the BT community will always support you and so will I Mariko, I want to see you truly shine…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto I understand you very well unfortunately. It’s very tiresome and heartbreaking.

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 9 hours ago

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 20 hours ago

    Also @oliver and @layla95 thank you for the constant and truly amazing support. Love you guys so much **

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 20 hours ago

    Going to sleep. Really hard day so tomorrow have to get myself to work to keep practising my art. Only thing that is able to slightly help me. Is the only thing I can find some confort in. Goodnight everyone.

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