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    mariko posted an update 30 minutes ago

    I’m trying to make plans, like plan my whole day so at least I won’t have time to think about anxiety.

    Mood : Anxious
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    mariko posted an update 31 minutes ago

    Kinda nervous for tomorrow (to not say anxious..). Will be all alone all day. At least I can call my bf and have you guys..

    Mood : Anxious
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    mariko posted an update 1 hour, 47 minutes ago

    But I’m thinking of saving money for one of those drawing tablet things? My sister has one and is amazing for art so here we go to save money!

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    mariko posted an update 1 hour, 47 minutes ago

    So from all the things I could be good at drawing, I’m naturally good at drawing skulls. I guess my ”emo” 15 year old is coming out now. I’m quite surprised…
    Ironically I can’t draw nature which I wanted , neither can I draw realism yet.

    • Keep drawing @marikofujimoto, I’m sure you will be able to sketch more complex things as time goes on Mariko, work on improving your skills and you will do great sweetie, I’m always here for you hun :) <3 (hugs)

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    laylab95 posted an update 3 hours, 59 minutes ago

    So I want to rant a little. Yesterday I posted an update about sometimes wishing my abusive would die and a fellow member whom i actually talk to outside of blah brought up karma. I since deleted it because I didn’t want to debate with the poor guy but let’s see hmm karma is bs. Death is natural. No matter how much you wish it agsinst so one or…[Read more]

    Mood : Bewildered
    • Don’t let anyone abuse or hurt you @layla95, you are such a lovely angel who deserves kindness and hope Layla, please know you are so much stronger than those who seek to break you down, hold your head up high, believe in yourself because you are a survivor sweetie, smile and keep going forward, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat…[Read more]

    • @laylab95 Abuse is never okay, I’m sorry you had to go through that. I could see how bringing up karma would upset you, in all honesty I think 99% of the time it’s bs, too.

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    mariko posted an update 8 hours, 39 minutes ago

    Honestly just good job making me cry and ruining the one single place I have to vent.

    • Don’t be upset @marikofujimoto, you are a kind and sweet angel who makes this community wonderful Mariko, we should all stay focused on the positive side of Blah, smile and keep making Blah lovely with your presence Mariko :) <3 (hugs)

    • Mariko,
      I have pulled most of my updates and comments off of the site. There are a few I left on the groups. I will not post anything new except to a specific group. You can claim this again and I won’t taint it for you anymore. Sorry about the upset. All the best.
      Steve

    • @tanisha what upset me is exactly that. If you apologised for your behaviour would be fine (like you did today). We sometimes make mistakes and that would be ok. But deleting comments? I won’t waist anymore time on this honestly. I just hope you are more considerate of others. Because I’m already done with this topic.

    • @tanusha come on you have to admit that you’re a troll. You sit and find something snart to say in people comments 24/7. I admit, sometimes you bring up good points things to get people thinking but majority of the time it’s something chaotic and that can break even the strongest person down mentally. Get a life dude.

    • @tanisha also that’s a coward of you to delete your comments etc stick behind your words both the good and bad. You have no courage. You’re on blah. People are hurting and sometimes take your hsrsh tone over to Reddit

    • @marikofujimoto you’re a doll remember that okay? Don’t let this troll defeat you

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    mariko posted an update 8 hours, 41 minutes ago

    Right now I’m very VERY angry at a situation here on blah. Not to the people that are trying to help cause honestly god bless them. But this is so not ok. So NOT ok. I come here to chill and end up having a rage attack.

    • Please don’t feel angry or upset @marikofujimoto, we all want this site to be a place of compassion, love, peace and calm, you do so much good for this community Mariko, Blah needs more angels like you sweetie, remember you are a much appreciated member of Blah :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 10 hours, 38 minutes ago

    I just made my goal to learn how to draw samurais, specially because of the armor. Will look pathetic for a long time , but I believe in like a year I’ll be decent

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    mariko posted an update 11 hours, 55 minutes ago

    And the final news is I’m going to probably give up from yoga, due to the fact I’m paying to only have 1 class a week. The place took one class away from me and me paying so much for just 1 class? to me doesn’t make sense. So I sent an email to a gymn that is literally 15 mins away from me by foot. If they have decent prices I might join their…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 11 hours, 57 minutes ago

    Also can I just say how EXCITED I am for july? Can’t wait to start learning mandarim! 1 more month :D

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    mariko posted an update 11 hours, 57 minutes ago

    So went from yesterday being 31 degrees and me being in shorts, to this past night thundering and raining like crazy. And right now is cloudy, almost raining again and a bit more chilly. Reminds of those rainstorms in Brazil. Which I don’t mind, however the thundering didn’t allow me to sleep much

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 2 hours ago

    @oliver I just replied. Sorry for the late reply :/

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 7 hours ago

    For every woman that has sadly been submitted to physical and emotional abuse, don’t find excuses to let the relationship keep going. I’ve been there and I made sure things ended. I still have emotional scars that affect my current relationship so PLEASE stop enabling your own bully and abusive partner. Focous on YOU. Your future. Cause if…[Read more]

    • No one deserves to be in an abusive relationship @marikofujimoto, you are so right Mariko, we all need someone in our lives who will treat us right and give us love, keep spreading wise advice that helps others sweetie, I’m always here for you Mariko, stay strong, you are never alone, inbox me anytime if you want to chat :) <3 (hugs)

    • @oliver I agree. I also forgot to mention the same applies to men aswell. So no matter who you are, you deserve much better

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 11 hours ago

    So.. is 31 degrees here.. and NO WIND… Doesn’t help that time of the month came today .. I’m just uuuurrrrggghhh. And I have yoga this late afternoon. So yoga + hot weather + 1º day of my period. Boy … At least tomorrow will be cloudy and windy even though will be hot. But at least is better

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 2 hours ago

    And I swear to god if I get any hurtfull comments like it has been happening on my posts when I’m this hurt, it won’t end up well. Save your sassy side somewhere else. I’m hurting.

    • @marikofujimoto I’m sorry you’re hurting, have people been harassing you on here? I haven’t seen problems really other than on the anonymous chat, but I haven’t been around too long either

    • Don’t let anyone be horrible to you @marikofujimoto, I want to see you being treated with love, kindness, care and respect on this site Mariko, please know the Blah community will always be here for you and so will I, you are a much valued member of this community sweetie, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

    • Why has my post been copied and pasted here @marikofujimoto and @tanisha, just curious :)

    • Well I am on this site to help others and make them smile @tanisha, I reply to just about everyone because I truly want to support the members of the Blah community, users do PM me, they can always message me as my inbox will be open to anyone if they ever need to talk :) (hugs)

    • @tanisha I suggest you to understand the conncept of the blah community. There have been things going on that I haven’t liked, but what happened on this post is absolutly ridiculous and childish. Oliver genuinly helped me ALOT during years. For you might be a chance to be a smartass with your sarcasm, but Oliver helped alot of people before you…[Read more]

    • @tanisha I forgot of a sidenote: if you want more positive people to help you, then go find others to help. No one is forcing you to talk to Oliver. He takes time of his day to reply and leave kind messages that don’t hurt anyone. However you use your words as you please without thinking twice. Once again, think what blahtherapy truly is.

    • @tanisha copying&pasting an exact comment is quite just.. unecessary I would say (sorry for typos) . You come out with the wrong image. You leave the original person who commented quite confused, just like I was aswell. But to answer to your doubt: The reason oliver leaves similar messages is that sometimes 1) people don’t reply him back with…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 2 hours ago

    Why do I even bother.

    • Please don’t think like that @marikofujimoto, you are a beautiful, special, amazing and lovely angel who deserves all the happiness and joy in the world, remember so many people care about you sweetie, know you will do so many great things in life Mariko, hold your head up high and remember you are a survivor, always be the bright soul that you…[Read more]

    • Hey mariko, inbox me anytime if you ever have issues or need someone to talk to. no judgment from me

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 2 hours ago

    So, obviously, with hatred my dad had to say I ruined his day.

    • Don’t let your family be mean to you @marikofujimoto, I want to see you being loved by those closest to you sweetie, you are such a special angel who brightens up this site sweetie and my day because I truly appreciate everything you have done for me on Blah Mariko, smile and know so many people care about you and so do I, keep being beautiful…[Read more]

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    mariko started the forum topic When anxiety affects creativity… help? in the group Group logoSocial Anxiety 2 days, 5 hours ago

    So.. I have genuinly the most dismotivating family you could ever meet…
    I’ve been writing poetry since I was 9, many teachers kept saying how talented I was along the years.
    Now at 22 I can’t write or even […]

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 6 hours ago

    I just ate a bunch of lasagna cause I completly lost control of my emotions. I was so happy and relaxed and proud of drawing. Wasn’t perfect but I was enjoying it. I genuinly hate living in this family. You have hopes? Dreams? Passions? haha what a big joke you are. No wonder I’m so fucking depressed and have anxiety blowing up the roof.

    • Don’t let your family be horrible to you @marikofujimoto, make all your dreams come true and always believe in yourself, you are talented Mariko, keep drawing, writing and do what makes you happy sweetie, smile and remember you have wonderful abilities hun, try to stay positive and surround yourself with brightness Mariko, you can do it, I’m…[Read more]

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