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    Cecelia posted an update 3 hours, 19 minutes ago

    really busy lately, hopefully it will distract from things , for the time

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    laylab95 posted an update 8 hours, 4 minutes ago

    Boy what a day.

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    mariko posted an update 12 hours, 24 minutes ago

    ”So you fear fear itself , that’s very wise Harry”

    Mood : Anxious
    • Don’t let your fears and anxieties get you down @marikofujimoto, you will beat all your struggles and come out so much stronger Mariko, stay focused on making all parts of your life positive and happy sweetie, you will always be a beautiful angel who deserves hope in her life, hold your head up high and believe in yourself hun, you can do it…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 5 hours ago

    Going to sleep. Goodnight everyone. And @layla95 I saw your post, I hope you’re ok girl… worried about you.

    • Oli replied 1 day ago

      Do get a good sleep and take care of yourself @marikofujimoto, both myself and Mariko are here for you @layla95, we want the best for you Layla because you are awesome, we love and care about you sweetie, you can talk to us about anything Layla, you are angels Mariko and Layla, you two mean the world to me because of all the support you have given…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 6 hours ago

    ”I’ve done the math enough to know the dangers of second guessing” – Tool

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 6 hours ago

    yeap.

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 7 hours ago

    I’m cringing so hard right now. Some people I just…can’t handle. You create so much unecessary crap…

    • Oli replied 1 day ago

      Don’t let anyone be horrible or mean to you @marikofujimoto. you are such a beautiful and incredible angel who deserves to surround herself with love, compassion and hope Mariko, smile and be good to yourself sweetie, I want to see you feeling on top of the world hun, you will be OK Mariko, don’t give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 1 day, 12 hours ago

    Trying to hold it together hoping that things will turn around in a few hours.

    Mood : Drained
    • I don’t want to see you upset or sad @layla95, things will be OK and everything will work out for you Layla because you are a special, beautiful and incredible angel who deserves all the happiness in the world, hold your head up high and know you will win all your battles sweetie, smile and remember you are truly lovely, perfect and wonderful in…[Read more]

    • @layla95 what’s wrong??? Worried about you dear

    • @layla95 what’s wrong??? Worried about you dear

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 19 hours ago

    Being emotional is tiresome. Specially when people around you hate it or don’t know how to respond.

    • Don’t bottle up your thoughts and feelings @marikofujimoto, do let them out and share them in a way that makes you feel happier, surround yourself with compassionate and understanding people who will always stick by you no matter what sweetie, remember the BT community will always support you and so will I Mariko, I want to see you truly shine…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto I understand you very well unfortunately. It’s very tiresome and heartbreaking.

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 6 hours ago

    Also @oliver and @layla95 thank you for the constant and truly amazing support. Love you guys so much **

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 6 hours ago

    Going to sleep. Really hard day so tomorrow have to get myself to work to keep practising my art. Only thing that is able to slightly help me. Is the only thing I can find some confort in. Goodnight everyone.

    • Hope you manage to get a good rest and sleep @marikofujimoto, do take care of yourself Mariko, remember to always try to fill your days with brightness because you truly a beautiful angel who deserves all the best out of life, be kind to yourself sweetie, I’m always here for you Mariko :) <3 (hugs)

    • @marikofujimoto goodnight amazing girl! (:

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 days, 6 hours ago

    So my frenemy who I got back into contact with wants to hang out and so far, I don’t feel comfortable doing so although I’m very lonely. My granny said it’s because I’m jealous of her which is NOT the case. She always had more than me thanks to her having a great family so it just simply makes me hate mines even more which I will not put a…[Read more]

    • I would only go if you feel completely ready and comfortable too @layla95, do surround yourself with compassionate people who will treat you right Layla, you are such a fantastic angel who deserves good friends around her sweetie, everything will be OK no matter what happens, stay positive and keep going hun, you can do it Layla, inbox me anytime…[Read more]

    • @layla95 wtf… why does everything have to be negative? Why would you be jealous of her? Aren’t you able to be unconfortable and not enjoy someone’s company? ‘-’ … your grandmother honestly. All due respect that is a very dumb mentality. Girl, if you’re not confortable with your frenemy (cute definition btw), just don’t hang out with her.…[Read more]

    • Thank you@oliver for your constant kind words

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 13 hours ago

    Also loneliness is a pain in the ass. Oh boy what I would do to have friends to go to the beach with. The heat makes me really sick, but I prefer that over being in the house with these people.

    • I don’t want you to feel lonely or alone @marikofujimoto, you are such a lovely, kind and sweet angel who deserves compassion, hope and happiness around her, you have done so much good for me and this community Mariko, honestly wish I was with you in person because I don’t like seeing someone wonderful like you upset, try to relax and stay cool…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto loneliest is the worse thing ever. I wish I lived near you so we could hang out. I would truly enjoy your company because you are amazing girl.

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 13 hours ago

    Also loneliness is a pain in the ass. Oh boy what I would do to have friends to go to the beach with. The heat makes me really sick, but I prefer that over being in the house with these people.

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 13 hours ago

    Living with a spoiled teen sister, is the worst living hell. And mummy and daddy always excuse her. Keep going. She’ll end up pregnant or worst. She has no knowledge of the real world, doesn’t work for shit.

    • Don’t let your sister be horrible towards you @marikofujimoto, hopefully with your support, love and care, she will make positive changes and try to better herself Mariko, remember you are a wonderful sibling sweetie, try to talk to her if you can and see if you can point her in the direction of a good path in life, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto the ones that get the highest praise from family, friends, etc in life usually be the ones to fail the ones who praises them. It’s truly a fact trust me I know. Life will wear her out in due time. She will get a reality check.

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 days, 9 hours ago

    And it’s very hot here, idk why anyone would live here.
    Almost 120 f (48 c).. and I am suffering physically and mentally from it. :) Real fucking nice.

    • I know how you feel @invincible, it’s pretty hot too in my part of the UK Cecelia, do stay cool and take care of yourself, I’m always here for you :) (hugs)

    • you too!

    • On really hot days I just lay down in the shade and sweat. I close my eyes and focus on the heat and what my body is feeling – it ends up being somewhat surreal. Instead of fighting the heat, it seems to help me embrace it, and let it carry me away. Like being in a river. You can either fight and rage against it, or go with the flow.

      Just hope…[Read more]

    • Also, when I think of the heat, I remind myself of when it was -40, and how I would never regret the heat if it ever showed up. You could lay there and think of ice and snow, parkas and mitts, and hot chocolate and fireplaces. There are some happy thoughts that I use to take me out f the present context when needed!

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 days, 9 hours ago

    don’t ask me what I want if you’re just going to disregard it and try to make me live how you want me to

    • You are such a lovely angel who deserves to live her life in a way that makes you happy as an individual @invincible, don’t let anyone or anything bring you down Cecelia, smile because you are truly brilliant, beautiful and perfect inside and out, believe in yourself, keep going and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent,…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 4 days ago

    It’s 2:13 am and I haven’t slept yet. Mind will not let me rest.

    Mood : Dark
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    Cecelia posted an update 4 days, 8 hours ago

    People really love to hide and shield any topic or possibility (truth) of Mental Illness.

    So f*cking sad.

    • Fear makes people do crazy and insensible things.

    • @invicible sadly people live in denial well some at least.

    • Oli replied 4 days ago

      As a society, we really should talk and be open about topics like Mental Health and Wellness @invincible, it’s good that this community exists so we can express ourselves and support each other, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Cecelia, remember you are a special angel, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • @invincible 1) people never adress things that are out of the ”norm” , 2) is not ”convinient” , 3) people don’t like to talk about things that they don’t know nothing about (to not look stupid) , 4) ignorance is a big thing still.

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