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    mariko posted an update 45 minutes ago

    I failed one subject… have to retake it as a final exam in january… YEEEY christmas holidays reading 3 entire bibles for it!
    And tomorrow latin test and I didn’t study anything because anxiety struck and my body is tired…
    I would ask for a miracle but let’s be real… I’m to blame here…

    Mood : Anxious
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    Cecelia posted an update 4 hours ago

    i’ve been completely screwed over and I don’t know what to do about it

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    Cecelia posted an update 19 hours, 2 minutes ago

    you turn your back on me, I turn my back on you. that’s how this game works, buckaroo

    • Anyone who turns their back on you isn’t worth it @invincible, you are such a lovely angel who deserves to be surrounded by people who will stick by you no matter what Cecelia, remember the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, smile and keep being the special human-being that you are sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 day, 19 hours ago

    been very busy, it’s been distracting from anxiety and depression. of course i am annoyed by a few things; but whatever, it’ll wait ’til January 2018 LOL happy holidays!

    • It’s good to see you keeping yourself busy and occupied @invincible, I want to see you truly happy and making each day as bright as you can sweetie, you are a lovely angel and wonderful superstar who deserves all the best Cecelia, hold your head up high, smile and keep going, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent,…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 days ago

    I’m about to read the Lord of the Ring books to not only enter that world, but also the romance between Aragorn and Arwen. Here’s to a feel trip and alot of tears \o

    • Do read books that bring a smile to your face and make you happy @marikofujimoto, I want to see you feeling wonderful sweetie, I hope getting lost in a wonderful piece of fiction helps you stay positive hun, you will be OK Mariko, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 3 days ago

    I feel like I’m way too emotional for any sort of relationship, specially romance wise. I realise there are limits, yet I can’t control my needs. Is not even like I want it 24/7, but I do crave it and I seem to only create pressure on the other party. I guess I was made to only love , yet not get it back due to how I am.

    • Everyone deserves to be loved, cared for and appreciated, you do too @marikofujimoto, surround yourself with the things that make you happy sweetie and know a special relationship will come your way whether it is romantic or a friendship, stay positive Mariko because you truly deserve all of life’s blessings, you have a wonderful heart Mariko,…[Read more]

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    Miza ツ posted an update 3 days, 6 hours ago

    why does nobody care

    • I care about you and so do many others @justsomeone, please don’t feel alone, sad or upset Miza, you are such a beautiful, special and amazing person who is so loved and deserves happiness, hope and brightness in her life, I want to see you truly smiling and making each day fabulous, everything will be OK, always be the fantastic superstar that…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    What nice winter weather… 82 degrees in December (27 C)… this is ridiculous.
    Warm weather always makes me super depressed. Guess this winter will just be another summer.

    • Do take care of yourself and stay positive @invincible, I want to see you truly happy and making each day as bright and lovely as you can sweetie, don’t let the weather or anything bad get you down Cecelia, hold your head up high and shine, you can do it, keep going forward and never give up, you will be OK hun because you are such a fabulous…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    I’m trying to accept that I need help. I hope on monday I manage to be strong enough to go to my uni’s social services and ask for an appointment.
    I’ve tried everything and I feel cornered.
    Genuinly hope that no one that I know gets to know what a panick disorder is. Is the worst. Even general anxiety is a living hell.

    • Don’t be afraid to ask for help and support when you need it @marikofujimoto, I’m sure going to your universities social services will benefit you sweetie, I want to see you truly happy and living each day to the fullest Mariko, you are a beautiful, special and fabulous angel who deserves all the best in life, remember you have so much courage,…[Read more]

    • I hope it goes well for you! I wish you all the luck in the world ♥♥♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    Hypocrites… hypocrites everywhere.

    • Don’t let anyone be horrible to you @invincible, I want to see you being loved, cared for and appreciated Cecelia, surround yourself with the things that put a bright smile on your face and don’t let anything bring you down, everything will be OK, hold your head up high and know you are worthy of compassion, support and kindness, believe in…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    doing Ok so far this week. A couple of stress-related things are in the back of my mind, but I’m not worrying too much. I do what I can, and sometimes, whatever happens, happens an whenever it does.
    Just trying to distract by taking time to relax yet get some things done. Happy winter!

    • Try to relax, calm yourself and find activities to do that put you at ease @invincible, I want to see you truly smiling Cecelia and living each day to the fullest, remember you are a beautiful angel who deserves all the best out of life, stay upbeat, believe in yourself and keep going forward sweetie, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    WOW what a hurricane of a day.
    Very emotional for my family member, for others, and for myself and life.

    I hope tomorrow I’ll realize that most of my thoughts against me are not the truth and that I can restore my energy and confidence.

    • Try to stay positive and keep going as best you can @invincible, be there for your cousin, support them and take care of yourself too Cecelia, please know you will beat all your struggles because you have so much strength and courage inside and out, everything will be OK sweetie, you are a survivor Cecelia, never give up, inbox me anytime if you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    very emotional day. my cousin could be on the verge of death. so unfair. I don’t know how to feel. Trying to stay positive and hopeful.

    • I’m so sorry @invincible, support and be there for your cousin as much as you can Cecelia, hopefully they will recover and everything will be OK sweetie, my thoughts are with you hun, try to stay upbeat and keep going as best you can Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you need to talk Cecelia (hugs)

    • ♥♥♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    Terrible day, feeling all sorts of sadness and anxiety.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling upset, down or sad @invincible, you are such a beautiful, special and incredible angel who deserves to feel happy and days filled with joy Cecelia, hold your head up high and stay positive, try to find ways to relax and calm yourself sweetie, everything will be OK Cecelia, go forward with confidence as so many…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    i’d pay to see that

    • Maths isn’t really my strong point @invincible, I’m terrible at numbers Cecelia, but don’t be afraid to ask for help if you need it, I’m sure you will be OK and you will do well Cecelia, work as hard as you can and keep going Cecelia, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • thanks Oli ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    this is making me seriously want to die.
    i haven’t felt so hopeless and emotional in SO long.

    • Please don’t think like that @invincible, you are such a lovely, fantastic and beautiful angel who is on this earth to do amazing things Cecelia, things may seem hard but they will change for the better sweetie, everything will be OK Cecelia, hold your head up high and know so many great moments lie ahead for you, you will make all your dreams…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    why the FUCK do people not realize i’m only FUCKING human.

    • I don’t want to see you being treated badly by anyone @invincible, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who deserves to be loved, appreciated, respected and cared for Cecelia, try to stay positive and surround yourself with the things that bring you hope, smile and know so many people are here for you, I am and so is the BT…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 2 days ago

    disappointed, in everyone and everything BUT myself.

    • I don’t want to see you disappointed, sad or upset @invincible, you are such a special, fabulous and wonderful angel who deserves all the happiness in the world Cecelia, hold your head up high and spread brightness as much as you can, everything will be OK sweetie, always believe in yourself because you are truly beautiful inside and out, keep…[Read more]

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