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    Oli posted an update 3 hours, 25 minutes ago

    What’s the point of getting up in the morning when you know that each day is going to be so depressing, lonely and sad, honestly why am I here?, nothing will ever work out for me, I’m better off dead or just disappearing, why was I ever born?, it’s so hopeless, why should I bother?, things will never change no matter how hard I try, I’m sorry…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • You are not a total screw-up, Oli, without you Blahtherapy would be long gone. You existing does so much JUSt for this website, so you obviously have such potential to do incredible things as you probably do. I think the world wouldn’t be as great without you existing, and I mean it. I hope this feeling doesn’t last too long. I have hope for…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 8 hours, 22 minutes ago

    Good things are happening! Yay! My anxiety kind of makes it uncomfortable though and makes it seem as if I’m not in reality .. but hopefully I can snap out of that naturally.

    • Don’t let anxiety get you down @invincible, stay positive and focus on making wonderful things happen for yourself Cecelia, smile and remember you are a beautiful angel who truly deserves all the best in life, hold your head up high sweetie and know everything will be OK, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 3 days, 3 hours ago

    I’m so alone, depressed and lonely, things will never get better for me because I’m forever stuck in this dark hole of pain, sadness and hopelessness, it’s been this way for years and will never improve, honestly if I died tomorrow I wouldn’t care, this world is just so bleak as is my future, I have no purpose, I’m just existing day to day,…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
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    mariko posted an update 5 days, 5 hours ago

    Really rough week. Alot of emotions. Hanging in there because I have people who would want me to keep going.
    So I’m just dropping this song here for anyone that wants, to me it really helps me to remember why I have to keep going:

    Mood : Anxious
    • Please keep fighting and don’t let your struggles get you down @marikofujimoto, you are a beautiful, incredible and lovely angel who will make amazing things happen sweetie, don’t let anything stand in your way Mariko, hold your head up high and keep going forward hun, stay positive, upbeat and shine Mariko, I am rooting for you and so is the BT…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 13 hours ago

    Ended up not going to a festival because had no one to go with. I invited someone but the person decided to go with someone else..
    I know university is just to have my education (which is going great!) but it makes me feel genuinly depressed….
    My therapist keeps saying for me to try but everytime I do doesn’t work…
    Maybe I’m shit at picking…[Read more]

    Mood : Cold
    • Please don’t feel bad about yourself @marikofujimoto, you are such a kind, beautiful, special and lovely angel who truly deserves good friends around her, I know how you feel, being an introvert and shy myself, it’s so difficult to make friends and create meaningful bonds with people, you are trying your best sweetie, keep going and know you…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    I just read someone saying ”there’s stigma around rapist”. this person flat out said he rapped someone and that there’s stigma. That rappist shouldn’t be forgiven but neither punished.
    You sir are the kind of garbage that shouldn’t consume the oxygen of this world. Be gone.

    Mood : Angry
    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      Anyone who commits such a horrible crime like rape or sexual assault should be punished severely, thrown in jail for a long time @marikofujimoto, survivors of sexual violence are so brave, courageous and strong, hope you are OK sweetie and having a fantastic day Mariko, I want to see you smiling hun and doing well, inbox me anytime if you want to…[Read more]

    • Disgusting comments, Don’t take is personally, that sort of attitude represents a very small portion of society…And those attitudes are dying…

    • @agm24 I genuinly hope so. I hate that nowdays everything is called a stigma. Wish the world was more kinder and no so ignorant.

    • @oliver couln’t agree more. Is a super terrifying experience and the victims deserve so inner peace knowing justice was made

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks ago

    when people are so nice and friendly it really makes a change. it’s inspiring and refreshing to know that great service and friendliness exists, and it should be what we all strive for.

    • You are so correct @invincible, do surround yourself with people who bring you compassion, love and kindness, we should all treat each other with respect, have a fabulous day and always be the incredible angel that you are sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks ago

    I am forever envious of people who don’t experience intense anxiety. :) Must be nice to be able to enjoy life.

    • I know where you’re coming from, sometimes I look at people and wonder how they deal with situations that many would find difficult. People have their own coping mechanisms in place to deal with the anxieties they experience. If people knew that I have massive anxiety attacks when in a crowd full of strangers, they wouldn’t believe me. Trust…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      Don’t let anxiety get you down @invincible, I want to see you truly happy and making each day as incredible as you can Cecelia, take deep breathes and focus on positivity, light and brightness sweetie, everything will be OK, believe in yourself, keep going forward and never give up, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

    • *Clop clop clop* Is that the White Knight, of so many legends I’ve heard of?

    • *Clop clop clop* Is that the White Knight, of so many legends I’ve heard of?

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    Have spent yesterday and today feeling nothing but hurt. How could the people I love do this to me? Why?
    Why even try to work hard doing anything if it’s just going to end up like this.

    • Don’t let anyone be horrible to you or bring you down @invincible, I want to see you being loved, appreciated and cared for sweetie, remember so many people are here for you, I am and so is the BT community Cecelia, smile and surround yourself with positivity, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

    • It seems that you’re the victim here rather than the instigator Cecelia, it would unfair to lay any blame with yourself for the actions of someone else. If you are dealing with negative influences in your life then it may be worthwhile to review their impact and compatibility with your own goals and direction. I hope that you’re feeling better…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    Come onnn I have worked so hard and pushed myself SO far !!! And I am continuing to do so!
    PLEASE !
    I’m having to depend on others and God.
    PLEASE !

    • You will win all your battles because you are a fighter and survivor @invincible, so many bright, happy and amazing days lie ahead for you sweetie, believe in yourself, keep going forward and never give up Cecelia, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    Is there anyone around here that could chat for a bit? I’m genuinly not ok today and I need help.

    • What’s on your mind @marikofujimoto, talk to me sweetie, I want to see you feeling fantastic, upbeat and happy Mariko, inbox me anytime hun, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Hey, sorry it’s a few days since you posted but please drop me a message anytime you want to chat. Alex.

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    mariko posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    3 years and still waiting….

    Mood : Sad
    • You are such a beautiful, special and amazing angel who deserves love, happiness, joy and hope in her life @marikofujimoto, I want to see you truly smiling and making each day wonderful sweetie, everything will be OK Mariko, hold your head up high and know you will overcome hun, I care about you and so does the BT community, believe in yourself…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    There cannot be that many morons out there who don’t understand anxiety and how it works …

    • Surround yourself with people who are understanding, kind and compassionate @invincible, I want to see you being loved and cared for Cecelia, don’t let anxiety get you down sweetie, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor, always be the beautiful angel that you are and never give up, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

    • @invincible sadly there are. I’ve seen it all and there’s still alot of stigma and ignorance around it..
      I hope you have better luck next time though. That life helps you in the sense of having more supportive people around

    • If customer service has taught me anything, it’s that the general public is, unfortunately, terribly stupid. A real shame, since this is supposed to be the age of information. But! Hope is not lost. There are those who understand. Hang in there ~

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    all these fucking disruptions and interruptions !

    • Don’t let anything or anyone get you down or distract you @invincible, I’m sure you will get things done Cecelia, stay positive and keep going, you can do it sweetie, everything will be OK, always smile and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    Something annoying about having anxiety is having doctors think you’re on the verge of dying because it makes your blood pressure spike. No. I am not scared , my body is. I can’t help it. I’m aware that it is only high for right now. I am not dying.
    Lol such a hassle.

    • Do take care of yourself physically, emotionally and mentally @invincible, I want to see you truly smiling and making each day as bright as you can, stay healthy and look after yourself Cecelia, you are beautiful, perfect and lovely inside and out, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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