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    mariko posted an update 19 hours, 20 minutes ago

    Is so frustrating and disappointing to live under people’s words. They promise you the world, and you believe. In the end you get hurt, disappointed, you feel like a joke…
    In the end you really only have yourself. You can call it selfish but is the only way to live in this world.
    All I need is myself. I don’t need anyone. You can keep your…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 1 hour ago

    The most frustrating thing in this world, is you thinking your loved ones also love you. Anyone is able to throw beautiful words at you, but action? Very few people can. Stop understanding their excuses.

    • You are such a compassionate, kind and beautiful angel who deserves to feel cared for, appreciated, loved and acknowledged @marikofujimoto, your family should support you and always be there for you no matter what Mariko, please be kind to yourself and know so many people are here for you, I am and so is the BT community, those around you should…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 day, 8 hours ago

    I always wanted my life to be like a drama when I was younger and now that it finally is like one …. nah I change my mind!

    • You are such a beautiful, incredible and special angel who deserves happiness and love in her life @invincible, don’t let drama, pain or bad moments get you down Cecelia, I want to see you surrounded by all the things that bring you hope and puts a smile on your face, everything will be OK sweetie, please know so many fantastic moments and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 days, 9 hours ago

    i wonder what’s it like to meet a guy who’s not completely emotional and intense and delusional.

    i also would like to become closer to some of my more ’normal’ friends who don’t overwhelm me and treat me like a therapist. oh well.. i can only dream.

    • You are such a beautiful, special and fantastic angel who deserves someone wonderful in your life @invincible, you will meet your soulmate one day Cecelia, a perfect gentleman will come into your life who will treat you with true love and happiness, do support and be there for your friends but they should also help you too, I want to see you being…[Read more]

    • ♥♥

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    mariko posted an update 4 days, 22 hours ago

    To anyone that thinks depression and anxiety have an on/off switch, fuck you. Actually fuck you.
    Don’t talk to me, don’t even show up in front of me.
    As someone who struggles with this since very young, as someone who has been on meds and as someone who has a therapist, I’ll will say fuck you. Is not a matter of “oh you can be happy if you…[Read more]

    • Focus on making yourself feel happier and positive emotionally and mentally @marikofujimoto, others really should give you advice that will truly helps you and makes you feel listened too, acknowledged and heard Mariko, anyone who judges you or is ignorant of mental health and the struggles you go through isn’t worth it sweetie, please don’t give…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 days, 9 hours ago

    I am a successful person with dreams and goals and a strong worth ethic. I shouldn’t surround myself with people who are less than and who discourage me from what I am capable of.

    And that’s the cold hard truth right now.

    • Do surround yourself with good people who treat you with compassion and happiness @invincible, I want to see you being loved, appreciated and cared for Cecelia, you will make all your dreams come true sweetie, please know that the BT community will always be here for you Cecelia and so will I, smile and keep being the beautiful angel that you are,…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    Hate complaining, but I don’t know what else to do. I don’t know how to feel happy. Everything is so dark.
    Doesn’t help I live in this stupid little pathetic town, where everyone is cruel, judgmental, that are always gossiping, and the cherry on top of the cake is that I’m terrified and angry I’ll see my abusive ex and his family.
    I try to…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • I don’t want to see you feeling upset, down or sad @marikofujimoto, I want to see you positive and upbeat Mariko, I’ve been worried about you sweetie, you are such a beautiful, kind, compassionate and incredible angel who deserves all the happiness and joy that life has to offer, someone like you who is so special doesn’t deserve to be abused…[Read more]

    • Hi Mariko,
      I am sorry to hear that you’re going through such a rough time right now. Are you currently seeing anyone, a psychologist, about the issue? What kind of coping strategy are you utilizing presently? I am sorry that I am not more of a help right now. If you want to talk more in-depth about the situation, I am more than willing to listen…[Read more]

    • I am here for you! I am so sorry you are going through this ♥♥ I send you my love. You can get through this♥

    • @tomorrow I do have a therapist yes. I’ve been on therapy since January of this year.
      Is helpful but is only 1h a week so doesn’t even cover 5% of my problems.
      Is the only thing I can have right now, is the only free resources from the state.

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    I can’t stand summertime.
    The heat makes me feel physically sick and very depressed.
    It’s affecting my friendships and I … I feel helpless!

    • Please don’t let the weather get you down @invincible, I want to see you truly happy and being in an environment that makes you positive and puts a fantastic smile on your face sweetie, surround yourself with compassion, love and hope Cecelia, everyone deserves good friends around them, you do too hun, please know the BT community will always be…[Read more]

    • @invincible although I hate summertime aswell, kinda tired from the weather where I live in, swear Portugal has turned into the UK lol. Has been raining non stop every single day (or every 2 days) since february. Is also really cold. If you want we can switch haha

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    You drain my energy but it’s like I’ll gladly give my energy to you

    • Focus on putting all your positive energy into yourself and also helping others as much as you can @invincible, always be the compassionate, kind and special angel that you are sweetie, I want to see you smiling and doing amazingly Cecelia, smile, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

    • a love and hate that feelings lmao

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    Oli posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    I can’t do this anymore…why bother?, it’s better to give up on life because things will forever be dark, bleak, depressing, sad and hopeless, seriously if death came for me, I would be relieved and at peace because this stupid ‘life’ and existence holds no joy, happiness or positivity for Oli, all I have is loneliness and emotional pain, I’m so…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • @oliver you’re a strong and amazing person, don’t give up! So far you’ve survived 100% of your bad days and it shows how strong and incredible you are! Don’t live these days alone, seek help from friends and family, if you need – seek professional help.
      Try to explore yourself and find new hobbies. Reading, hiking, music. The BT community…[Read more]

    • oli nooo dont ever think of that you are a great person! pm me! lets talk :(

    • You’re messages have helped me more than you know Oli. I agree with Gleb though, you need to get offline man. I see you commenting beautiful things on everyone’s walls and trying so hard to make people feel worth something. It’s time to take your own advice. Get up and get out! Spoil yourself a little, put that energy into you, be happy!

      I…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    i mean dang we don’t have to be twins but I’d like it if you liked at least some of the things I do and see the beauty in the things that i Do.

    • You deserve loving, compassionate and kind people around you who will stick by you and always be there to support you no matter what @invincible, so many people appreciate and care about you Cecelia, surround yourself with happiness, positivity and joy sweetie, you can do it, everything will be OK, keep going forward and never give up, inbox me…[Read more]

    • i know right, i mean are the things were interested really that rare that its so hard to find people that could relate or appreciate it

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    Oli posted an update 2 weeks, 3 days ago

    Everything is just so bleak, depressing and sad for me and always will be, my dreams and goals will never come true, depression and loneliness are my only friends, I want to give up and not bother anymore, I’m just so sick of everything, I have no purpose, just a stupid, moronic existence, I am my own worst enemy but I have always hated myself,…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • This is not true. You are NOT stupid. I’m sure there are positive things around you but you can’t see them cause you are in your “broken shell”, maybe its better that it broke so you could see the world from other view and trust me it better out there. Your dreams and goals WILL come true as long as you keep believing in them and stop giving…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    they are making me upset and nauseous and now i wanna act impulsive

    • Anything or anyone that makes you upset isn’t worth it @invincible, I want to see you truly smiling and surrounded by love, compassion and positivity, you are such a beautiful angel who deserves all the happiness in the world Cecelia, focus on making yourself feel good and know you are incredible, perfect and special, everything will be OK…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    Happy Easter

    • Hope you have a wonderful Easter @invincible, keep smiling and always be the incredible, lovely and special angel that you are Cecelia, smile and know you have so much beauty and hope in you, keep going forward, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks ago

    just let the things happen that are supposed to happen, I suppose

    • Oli replied 3 weeks ago

      Great things will happen to you and you will make all your dreams come true @invincible, always be kind to yourself and remember you are a beautiful angel who is perfect and amazing in every single way Cecelia, everything will be OK, keep smiling, go forward with confidence and never give up, you can do it sweetie, believe in yourself and know you…[Read more]

    • ♥♥♥♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 3 days ago

    I am happier without people and their intense desperations that only bring me down.

    • Do stay positive and surround yourself with all the things that bring hope, happiness and brightness into your life @invincible, I want to see you feeling good sweetie because you are a beautiful angel who truly deserves to have a smile on her face, everything will be OK Cecelia, hold your head up high and keep going forward hun, you can do it,…[Read more]

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