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    mariko posted an update 28 minutes ago

    I’m trying to make plans, like plan my whole day so at least I won’t have time to think about anxiety.

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    mariko posted an update 28 minutes ago

    Kinda nervous for tomorrow (to not say anxious..). Will be all alone all day. At least I can call my bf and have you guys..

    Mood : Anxious
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    mariko posted an update 1 hour, 44 minutes ago

    But I’m thinking of saving money for one of those drawing tablet things? My sister has one and is amazing for art so here we go to save money!

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    mariko posted an update 1 hour, 45 minutes ago

    So from all the things I could be good at drawing, I’m naturally good at drawing skulls. I guess my ”emo” 15 year old is coming out now. I’m quite surprised…
    Ironically I can’t draw nature which I wanted , neither can I draw realism yet.

    • Keep drawing @marikofujimoto, I’m sure you will be able to sketch more complex things as time goes on Mariko, work on improving your skills and you will do great sweetie, I’m always here for you hun :) <3 (hugs)

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    Theodore and Profile picture of Tinted:BubbleTinted:Bubble are now friends 2 hours, 44 minutes ago

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    laylab95 posted an update 3 hours, 56 minutes ago

    So I want to rant a little. Yesterday I posted an update about sometimes wishing my abusive would die and a fellow member whom i actually talk to outside of blah brought up karma. I since deleted it because I didn’t want to debate with the poor guy but let’s see hmm karma is bs. Death is natural. No matter how much you wish it agsinst so one or…[Read more]

    Mood : Bewildered
    • Don’t let anyone abuse or hurt you @layla95, you are such a lovely angel who deserves kindness and hope Layla, please know you are so much stronger than those who seek to break you down, hold your head up high, believe in yourself because you are a survivor sweetie, smile and keep going forward, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat…[Read more]

    • @laylab95 Abuse is never okay, I’m sorry you had to go through that. I could see how bringing up karma would upset you, in all honesty I think 99% of the time it’s bs, too.

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    mariko posted an update 8 hours, 36 minutes ago

    Honestly just good job making me cry and ruining the one single place I have to vent.

    • Don’t be upset @marikofujimoto, you are a kind and sweet angel who makes this community wonderful Mariko, we should all stay focused on the positive side of Blah, smile and keep making Blah lovely with your presence Mariko :) <3 (hugs)

    • Mariko,
      I have pulled most of my updates and comments off of the site. There are a few I left on the groups. I will not post anything new except to a specific group. You can claim this again and I won’t taint it for you anymore. Sorry about the upset. All the best.
      Steve

    • @tanisha what upset me is exactly that. If you apologised for your behaviour would be fine (like you did today). We sometimes make mistakes and that would be ok. But deleting comments? I won’t waist anymore time on this honestly. I just hope you are more considerate of others. Because I’m already done with this topic.

    • @tanusha come on you have to admit that you’re a troll. You sit and find something snart to say in people comments 24/7. I admit, sometimes you bring up good points things to get people thinking but majority of the time it’s something chaotic and that can break even the strongest person down mentally. Get a life dude.

    • @tanisha also that’s a coward of you to delete your comments etc stick behind your words both the good and bad. You have no courage. You’re on blah. People are hurting and sometimes take your hsrsh tone over to Reddit

    • @marikofujimoto you’re a doll remember that okay? Don’t let this troll defeat you

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    mariko posted an update 8 hours, 38 minutes ago

    Right now I’m very VERY angry at a situation here on blah. Not to the people that are trying to help cause honestly god bless them. But this is so not ok. So NOT ok. I come here to chill and end up having a rage attack.

    • Please don’t feel angry or upset @marikofujimoto, we all want this site to be a place of compassion, love, peace and calm, you do so much good for this community Mariko, Blah needs more angels like you sweetie, remember you are a much appreciated member of Blah :) <3 (hugs)

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    Steve replied to the forum topic Creation in the group Group logoPoetry 9 hours, 29 minutes ago

    Interesting. I had to sit with this for awhile. Images of the Big Bang, or better, Genesis 1 went through my head for the longest time. Then, just this morning, of a birth. It is amazing how similar they are.

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    mariko posted an update 10 hours, 36 minutes ago

    I just made my goal to learn how to draw samurais, specially because of the armor. Will look pathetic for a long time , but I believe in like a year I’ll be decent

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    mariko posted an update 11 hours, 53 minutes ago

    And the final news is I’m going to probably give up from yoga, due to the fact I’m paying to only have 1 class a week. The place took one class away from me and me paying so much for just 1 class? to me doesn’t make sense. So I sent an email to a gymn that is literally 15 mins away from me by foot. If they have decent prices I might join their…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 11 hours, 54 minutes ago

    Also can I just say how EXCITED I am for july? Can’t wait to start learning mandarim! 1 more month :D

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    mariko posted an update 11 hours, 54 minutes ago

    So went from yesterday being 31 degrees and me being in shorts, to this past night thundering and raining like crazy. And right now is cloudy, almost raining again and a bit more chilly. Reminds of those rainstorms in Brazil. Which I don’t mind, however the thundering didn’t allow me to sleep much

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    Theodore posted an update 17 hours, 56 minutes ago

    Work was amazing today, feeling quite appreciated and competent at the moment, gotta take this feeling and run with it. I’ll make sure to get a good start on tomorrow. Maybe I can spread the love a little.

    Side note… is anyone having issues viewing all the comments on a post? Like only seeing half of them when you click show all?

    Mood : Content
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    Silent Radiance started the forum topic Creation in the group Group logoPoetry 18 hours, 19 minutes ago

    A light, blooming, expanding, emerging into sight,
    Awaken from infinite, brought into time,
    Noises, shuddering, shaking…so loud…from silence,
    Shhh…listen…the world is beginning.

    Figures swaying, contrast […]

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 2 hours ago

    @oliver I just replied. Sorry for the late reply :/

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 7 hours ago

    For every woman that has sadly been submitted to physical and emotional abuse, don’t find excuses to let the relationship keep going. I’ve been there and I made sure things ended. I still have emotional scars that affect my current relationship so PLEASE stop enabling your own bully and abusive partner. Focous on YOU. Your future. Cause if…[Read more]

    • No one deserves to be in an abusive relationship @marikofujimoto, you are so right Mariko, we all need someone in our lives who will treat us right and give us love, keep spreading wise advice that helps others sweetie, I’m always here for you Mariko, stay strong, you are never alone, inbox me anytime if you want to chat :) <3 (hugs)

    • @oliver I agree. I also forgot to mention the same applies to men aswell. So no matter who you are, you deserve much better

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 11 hours ago

    So.. is 31 degrees here.. and NO WIND… Doesn’t help that time of the month came today .. I’m just uuuurrrrggghhh. And I have yoga this late afternoon. So yoga + hot weather + 1º day of my period. Boy … At least tomorrow will be cloudy and windy even though will be hot. But at least is better

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    Theodore posted an update 2 days, 2 hours ago

    I know what I need is some stability and emotional control/consistency in my life, whether it’s through people, activities, goals, perspective, etc. I don’t know where to look, what to try, or how to obtain that feeling… help?

    • I think firstly, we must be thankful for what we have. For what we have achieved and we must be grateful for the person we are, the people who surround us and whatever little thing you have to be thankful for. I think being content with what he have and who we are gives us a firm base or it makes us stable. It makes us stable enough to achieve…[Read more]

    • I’m sure you will find happiness @princepossum, everyone deserves to feel positive and wonderful about life, you do too Theodore, surround yourself with brightness, hope and love, smile and know so many special moments lie ahead for you, go forward with confidence and never give up, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent,…[Read more]

    • I think Natalie has some good advice. I might also suggest you explore information about discovering and developing your strengths. What are your answers to the questions “What Inspires you?”, “What do you enjoy doing?”, “What do people say you are good at?”, “What do you do that causes you to lose track of time?” – The answers to those…[Read more]

    • @natalie-geroux @oliver @tanisha thanks you guys for all the suggestions, It’s hard to see what I have when I’m down, I try to do a lot of these things and it really does make a difference, I just need to make sure I don’t forget about them when I need to focus on them the most

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    Theodore posted an update 2 days, 2 hours ago

    Do you ever wonder whether things would feel better if your quotes to live by were different? For example, one of mine that is unfavored by a lot of people is the idea that not everything happens for a reason. I think the universe is really random and some things just really don’t have a purpose or role in the bigger picture, they just coexist…[Read more]

    • That is a bit more of a philosophy than a quote – like, not everything you do is worth doing. You are talking about how you understand the universe, about whether there is a consciousness to it or not. Some people would counter that you make your own sense of events – if you just let life carry you, well then of course it is meaningless, but if…[Read more]

    • @tanisha Yeah it’s interesting looking at different perspectives. To me, most things at some point seem to fade away with time, because a different event or action could lead to the same thing, whether it be a day, 10 years, or a couple hundred years. Kind of like how animals of completely different background/time/region etc. evolve similarly…[Read more]

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