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    Nivi asked “What’s wrong with wanting to die?2 years, 5 months ago

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    Nivi posted a new activity comment 2 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Nivi posted an update things are grey. I’m not sad. I’m bored. I’m not lonely. I don’t have a social life. Is it weird to want to stop….living, without the consequences? My existence has so little meaning to me. I […] View

    oli, nothing makes me smile anymore. I can smile. But i make myself smile. It’s annoying when people stay stuff like “things will get better” because i honestly can’t picture my future getting better than this.I’m okay with it. I’ve made peace with it. This is what I am.It’s just that things weren’t always like this, and i’m not sure…[Read more]

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    Nivi posted an update 2 years, 5 months ago

    things are grey. I’m not sad. I’m bored. I’m not lonely. I don’t have a social life. Is it weird to want to stop….living, without the consequences? My existence has so little meaning to me. I definitely don’t want to kill myself, but if i was terminally ill, i wouldn’t feel too cut up about it. What the hell is happening? This describes it…[Read more]

    Mood : Indifferent
    • Please don’t let sadness get you down @dorian0gray, you are such an awesome person Nivi who deserves all the happiness and all the best that life has to offer, focus on the things that make you truly smile and that make you feel good, you are a survivor who never gives up and who will overcome, great things will happen to you and you will live a…[Read more]

    • oli, nothing makes me smile anymore. I can smile. But i make myself smile. It’s annoying when people stay stuff like “things will get better” because i honestly can’t picture my future getting better than this.I’m okay with it. I’ve made peace with it. This is what I am.It’s just that things weren’t always like this, and i’m not sure…[Read more]

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    Nivi replied to the forum topic Do you like it when…? in the group Group logoBlahTherapy Arcade 2 years, 6 months ago

    Only if they’re about my actions.
    Do you like being sad and weird and poetic and crazy, and friendless?

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    Nivi posted a new activity comment 2 years, 8 months ago

    In reply to: Nivi posted an update ” She hears about Septimus’ suicide at the party and gradually comes to admire this stranger’s act, which she considers an effort to preserve the purity of his happiness.”THis is a line […] View

    Oli. I’m perfectly fine. I just sometimes tend to think about stuff a lot more than the average person would.

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    Nivi posted an update 2 years, 8 months ago

    ” She hears about Septimus’ suicide at the party and gradually comes to admire this stranger’s act, which she considers an effort to preserve the purity of his happiness.”

    THis is a line from the wikipedia entry of Mrs. Dalloway.

    Sure, everyone wants to be happy. It’s a sort of a final destination.
    I am happy.

    But there is just…[Read more]

    Mood : Bewildered
    • Are you OK? @dorian0gray, I’m here if you need to talk Nivi, message me if you want to talk, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Oli. I’m perfectly fine. I just sometimes tend to think about stuff a lot more than the average person would.

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    Nivi posted an update 2 years, 8 months ago

    ” I just wanted it to be just mine. A part of me I treasured so much I didn’t want to share it with anyone.”

    just a random message my ex sent me a year ago, when i asked him why no one knew about us. It’s been two years since we broke up. I’m over it. Absolutely. Why does it still feel so ridiculously painfull?

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    Nivi posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    Finally managed to move on. At least that’s what I think this is.
    YEAH BABYYY

    Mood : Accomplished
    • That’s so awesome @dorian0gray, hope everything works out for you, remember you are such a special and wonderful individual who deserves all the best in life, I’m sure things will continue to go amazingly for you, hold your head up high, be positive and never give up, you can do this, remember you are so strong and are never alone, I’ll always…[Read more]

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    Nivi posted a new activity comment 2 years, 9 months ago

    In reply to: HaveYouSeenThisBrat posted an update I wonder what it would be like if men could get pregnant. View

    birth control pills would come in different flavours.

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