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    Cecelia posted an update 1 hour, 26 minutes ago

    why the FUCK do people not realize i’m only FUCKING human.

    • I don’t want to see you being treated badly by anyone @invincible, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who deserves to be loved, appreciated, respected and cared for Cecelia, try to stay positive and surround yourself with the things that bring you hope, smile and know so many people are here for you, I am and so is the BT…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 7 hours, 6 minutes ago

    disappointed, in everyone and everything BUT myself.

    • I don’t want to see you disappointed, sad or upset @invincible, you are such a special, fabulous and wonderful angel who deserves all the happiness in the world Cecelia, hold your head up high and spread brightness as much as you can, everything will be OK sweetie, always believe in yourself because you are truly beautiful inside and out, keep…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 day, 2 hours ago

    it’ll be fine …
    tomorrow will be better and the day after. just right now, in this moment, it’s nothing good.

    • You will do amazingly because you are such a special, lovely and fantastic angel @invincible, fill your days with brightness and make each moment brilliant Cecelia, everyone matters and has a purpose sweetie, you do too Cecelia, everything will be OK, so many great opportunities are ahead for you, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 day, 2 hours ago

    doing pretty awful at the moment, to be honest.
    i love feeling so bad and so stressed to the point of craving death, all while being very alone through it all. isn’t it just pleasant? [sarcasm very high rn sorry lol]

    feeling very very strange. very weird. emotional? angry, stressed, careless.
    thanks.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling sad, upset or stressed @invincible, try to relax and focus on all the things that put a bright smile on your face Cecelia, I want to see you doing good and living each day to the fullest, everything will be OK sweetie, you are such a lovely angel who truly deserves all the best, hold your head up high and keep…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 day, 6 hours ago

    I constantly feel used.
    To help I can’t login on skype , discord isn’t working..
    My god.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling down, upset or sad @marikofujimoto, you are such a kind, special and beautiful angel who deserves to be treated with kindness, respect and love, remember you are a fantastic, intelligent and wonderful human-being who is so much stronger than those who seek to bring you down Mariko, smile, hold your head up high…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 days, 14 hours ago

    Mood : Anxious
    • I don’t want to see you feeling down, anxious or upset @marikofujimoto, what’s on your mind Mariko, you are such a lovely, special and amazing angel who deserves happiness and days that are filled with brightness, everything will be OK sweetie, hold your head up high, smile and keep going, so many more fantastic moments lie ahead for you hun,…[Read more]

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    mariko replied to the forum topic What's the true meaning of finding yourself? in the group Group logoI don’t know who I am anymore. 4 days, 8 hours ago

    @kittymew just because you like different things doesn’t mean you stopped being you. We grow, we change. Specially with people and experiences around us.
    In my opinion who we really are shows by our actions. […]

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    mariko posted an update 6 days, 12 hours ago

    I think I’m growing to be everything I didn’t want. I’m becoming so cinical and cold. Expecting pain from others is a daily basics nowdays. I always expect to be hurt,to be disappointed. How can I expect otherwise? Basically everyone left, and the 5 people around me also hurt me. Not directly or on porpose but they do.
    Really bad thoughts run…[Read more]

    Mood : Apathetic
    • I don’t want to see you sad, upset or depressed @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful angel and special human-being who deserves happiness and brightness around her, anyone who leaves you isn’t worth it sweetie, surround yourself with the things that bring you hope Mariko, please know that I’ll always be here for you and so will the BT…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 6 days, 23 hours ago

    I hope everyone is doing OK out there.
    Have a lovely week. ♥ You deserve it.
    Breathe… things will be OK. You have gotten through so much, you can get through anything. I believe in all of you.

    • You are so sweet, lovely, kind and compassionate @invincible, always spread brightness and hope around BT Cecelia, keep being the incredible and special angel that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week ago

    hope I have this one day…

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      You will meet someone special @marikofujimoto, everyone deserves a strong relationship with a loving partner and soulmate, you do too Mariko, happiness with your knight in shining armour will happen to you sweetie, you will find the perfect person for you Mariko, stay positive and keep going forward hun, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    I wish I wasn’t so easily stressed and anxious…
    too much energy, and I can’t help but realize my life will probably end short due to all the stress and anxiety I let happen (and how severe it gets)

    • Please don’t let anxiety and stress get you down @invincible, you are such a fabulous, special and amazing person who deserves all the happiness that life has to offer Cecelia, focus on all the things that bring you hope and surround yourself with brightness, find ways to calm yourself and know you will win all your battles because you are a…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    I’ve been doing my best to talk to people but I still struggle so much. My ex left me so damaged that I always think people hate me, I guess you can call it trauma. But I really miss having friends… To call someone and talk, or going out and making that person happy…
    “Real life friends” or online friends, doesn’t matter to me. Just wish I…[Read more]

    • Everyone deserves good friends around them, you do too @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful, kind and lovely angel Mariko who anyone would be proud to call a friend, try to go out into the world and meet as many new people as you can, I know it can be difficult if you are shy, I know that from personal experience, but you have such a…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    I’m having so many bad thoughts right now is terrifying me. I feel a panick attack creeping on me and the tears don’t stop flowing. I wish I had the self esteem to put a stop at things that need it imediatly. I’ll just accept the fact that I’ll die alone. Fuck this. I’m sorry to anyone that I disappointed and that I will disappoint. But I…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let sadness, pain and depression get you down @marikofujimoto, you were put on this earth to do amazing things and make all your dreams come true sweetie, you are such a beautiful, kind and special angel who deserves to feel truly happy and on top of the world, I want to see you smiling and making each day bright Mariko, everything…[Read more]

    • I’ve honestly never related to anything more in my life. i’m so sorry you are feeling like this, it’s absolutely awful. i wish you nothing but the best the world has to offer. i hope you find true happiness and are able to keep a hold on it, you seem like a wonderful person, you deserve to have a life full of happiness.

    • @peiyopei I’m so sorry you’re going through a hard time aswell. If you ever need a friendly should I’m right here for you !
      also thank you for your lovely words, and you too @oliver , thank you so much

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    I wish you all a lovely day and weekend. ♥

    • Hope you have a fabulous day and wonderful weekend too @invincible, always be the kind, beautiful and special angel that you are Cecelia, remember to always spread brightness on BT and keep being compassionate, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    Goodnight everyone. Hope everyone is ok. See you tomorrow

    • Do get a good rest and sleep well @marikofujimoto, I’m always here for you sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about anything, lovely Mariko, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    ”Cause I don’t need to know.. just want to make sure you’re ok… just want to make sure you’re all set…”

    Mood : Anxious
    • Please don’t feel down, sad, anxious or alone @marikofujimoto, surround yourself with people and things that will bring you compassion, love and happiness Mariko, know that the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, I love and care about you Mariko so do many others, I want to see you smiling because you are such a beautiful…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    Does anyone have any really cool fantasy or comedy movies? Can also be tv shows? Tomorrow not going to class, way too depressed… And I want to binge watch something.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling depressed or sad @marikofujimoto, try to have a fabulous day tomorrow and do activities that make you smile sweetie, I wish I could be with you in person so you didn’t have to feel alone, try to watch something that brings a smile to your face and fill your way with happy moments, you can do it, beautiful Mariko,…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    Holding on. We’re about to hit a rollercoster and at any given moment can have a down. So, holding on.
    I don’t think I deserve to want to cry everyday, neither do I deserve to blindly trust and believe people.
    Maybe I’m my own worst enemy allowing my stupidity to take its tool.
    Wish this world wasn’t as cruel.

    • Please don’t let sadness and pain get you down @marikofujimoto, I don’t want to see you feeling upset, sad or anxious, you are such a beautiful angel who deserves brightness, happiness and love in her life, everything will be OK Mariko, surround yourself with the things that bring you hope and know you are incredible sweetie, you are a fighter…[Read more]

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