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    ClareBear posted an update 8 hours, 55 minutes ago

    i’ve been smoking so much lately but i dont even regret it

    • Do take care of yourself and your health @clara332, I want to see you feeling fabulous physically, mentally and emotionally, always be the incredible human-being and special angel that you are, smile and remember to shine with confidence and hope, have a lovely day and keep being awesome, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong,…[Read more]

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    ClareBear posted an update 8 hours, 56 minutes ago

    theres nothing more relaxing than taking a few hits, lighting a candle, and listening to music in your room

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    ClareBear posted an update 9 hours, 1 minute ago

    Museum of Flight by Damien Jurado is a great song but for some reason just makes me so sad

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    ClareBear posted an update 2 weeks, 5 days ago

    Having time to yourself really makes you think. The decision i’ve made to wear my heart on my sleeve was and is definitely a tough decision, but i think at the end of the day, its worth it. Because of the type of person that i am, i tend to care a lot about things most people don’t even think about. I’ve spent so much of my life thinking this…[Read more]

    • Do express how you feel and get your emotions out @clara332, it’s good that you are willing to open up and not bottle things up, you are a beautiful and incredible person who has overcome all her struggles with bravery, courage and hope, go forward with confidence as your future is bright, remember to always believe in yourself and never give up,…[Read more]

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    ClareBear posted an update 3 weeks ago

    always feeling like crap. i really cant see how things are ever going to get better.

    • Oli replied 3 weeks ago

      Please don’t feel upset, sad or down @clara332, you are such a beautiful, amazing and special person who deserves to smile and be positive, things will get better and everything will be OK, remember to hold your head up high and live a life that is filled with hope, look towards your future as it will be bright, always be the incredible…[Read more]

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    ClareBear posted an update 4 weeks ago

    its so hard to be happy. i can never seem to move on from things in the past and it always bothers me so much. i wish i could just sleep my life away

    • Don’t let your past get you down @clara332, do your best to move forward and focus on all the bright moments that await you in the future, you are such a beautiful, fabulous and amazing person who deserves joy and happiness in life, everything will be OK, smile and always be the wonderful ray of sunshine that you know you can be, believe in…[Read more]

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    ClareBear posted an update 1 month ago

    hurricane irma fucked up my entire schedule and now i am confused about what i even have due, I dont understand any homework assignment and its so frustrating. My bf and i are fighting nonstop, my family is having issues and one of my family members is sick. My life is a mess right now. when will i ever get to be happy?

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      You are such a fantastic person who deserves happiness in her life @clara332, things will clear up from the hurricane soon, don’t be afraid to reach out and ask for help from others if you need it, do work as hard as you can with your school work and never give up, try to talk with your boyfriend and family so you can make your relationship…[Read more]

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    ClareBear replied to the forum topic Date or dump game! in the group Group logoBlahTherapy Arcade 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    date bc shes gorgeous.

    Gordon Ramsay

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    ClareBear posted a new activity comment 2 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: ClareBear posted an update Always strive to make things better. Never leave a place worse than how you found it, including someones life. View

    you’re so sweet all the time i hope we become closer !!

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    ClareBear posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    To everyone who comments on my posts:

    I wish i had people like you guys around me in person because no one is supportive to me like how you are. I wish i went online more often because it would help me so much. Things are getting so intense and i really am holding on by a string, but i just want to thank you all so much for the love and support…[Read more]

    • Glad that the BT community is able to help, support and be there for you @clara332, you are such a fabulous person who deserves compassion, smile and always be beautiful inside and out, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    ClareBear posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Ever since i was little i have prayed to God to help me get out of this cycle of feeling unworthy and alone and i just wish he would finally listen. Over a year ago i met my current boyfriend and i thought he would finally be that person who is my true bestfriend and lately even around him i feel so alone. I just wish i could take off this mask…[Read more]

    • Don’t let sadness get you down @clara332, you are such a beautiful, amazing and wonderful person who deserves to have happiness, love and positivity in her life, please don’t harm yourself, stay focused on all the things that bring you brightness, hope and joy, everything will be OK, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor who will…[Read more]

    • @clara332 hey I’ve been there. Currently in a situation that’s similar. It’s tough but girl you must pull yourself out of it. If you need to, message me okay?

    • @clara332 People say that suicide is for cowards cause 1) if you kill yourself the problems will still remain, 2) you will hurt others equally, to the point someone might also kill themselves because you did it (fine example is Chester, the vocalist of Linkin park that died some weeks ago by hanging himself).

      Suicide my darling is no answer.…[Read more]

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    ClareBear posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    i wish i could one day wake up without this dark cloud over my head. Its such a horrible feeling when the person who’s supposed to be there is the one who feels the furthest away. We may be close in proximity but ive never felt so alone and so far from someone in my life.

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    ClareBear posted a new activity comment 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Franci posted an update ello all, I need some advice. My mom and I have been close as long as I could remember. We were the best of friends through childhood and I was way closer to her than any of my siblings […] View

    Alright, so dont take this the wrong way, but if you say your mother is your “enabler,” then that is a serious issue you and you shouldnt be around it. But, first of all, congratulations on everything that you have overcome, and congratulations on your accomplishments and on meeting someone who you feel is good for you. Every single relationship…[Read more]

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    ClareBear posted a new activity comment 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Jasmine posted an update I feel like I’m living in a dream lately. Thoughts on depersonalization or derealization? View

    i understand you 100% !! I tell people about this feeling and they just look at me like im crazy. It’s so strange because (idk if this happens to you) but sometimes i’ll be just doing a normal thing and it’ll hit me, like “holy crap i am real” and its such a strange feeling. Life doesnt feel like a real thing, and i just kind of live it day…[Read more]

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    ClareBear posted a new activity comment 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: laylab95 posted an update So I was speaking with my so called best friend the other day, her phone died as I was crying my heart out. She have yet to call me back and only sent a text that she never responded to. […] View

    My mom has always told me, people are there in the good but they disappear in the bad. I understand your situation because its happened to me before. My advice to you is, that person is probably not going to be in your life for much longer, so focus on you and work on making yourself better and happier. Most people leave when things get difficult,…[Read more]

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    ClareBear posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Always strive to make things better. Never leave a place worse than how you found it, including someones life.

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    ClareBear posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    This is so stupid and i resent myself so much for it. It feels like everytime i open my mouth i regret it soon after. I bring myself into these situations that do nothing but make me feel alone and make me feel like shit. Its like my life is this cycle of having things seem to get better and when i really think things are changing for me and im…[Read more]

    Mood : Ashamed
    • You are such a fantastic, amazing and special person who deserves a life filled with hope, brightness and happiness @clara332, things will be OK and everything will go great for you, focus on all the things that bring a smile to your face and hold your head up high, the future is filled with so much opportunity for you, believe in yourself and…[Read more]

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    ClareBear posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    everyone on this site is so amazing. i wish i had more time to log on, but i just want to say thank you to all of you for being so kind and caring.

    Mood : Loved
    • Always be the amazing person that you are @clara332, the BT community will always be here to support you and so will I, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    ClareBear posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    im excited to finally go on a trip and do something this summer. Looking forward to college also, its the start of new great things. I just dont know if every aspect of my life is going to stay the same. I think i gotta let go of some stuff and some people

    • I’m sure you will continue doing amazing things @clara332, stay positive and look forward as many more bright moments are ahead for you, smile and always be kind, confident and lovely, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • It’s easy to get wrapped up in the “right here, right now”. Don’t be afraid to move on. You should be excited for the future. You’re about to enter a new chapter of unchartered waters and that’s awesome. It is natural to outgrow a few friendships/relationships as you expand into the unique individual you are meant to become. Good luck…[Read more]

    • @clara332 sounds amazing. Enjoy yourself as much as possible and stay safe girl.

    • you’re right mama bear, don’t forget to pick me up so we can have a good time

    • That’s so great you’re going to school! I love learning new things I feel like it helps me be in a good mood (: and it’s also good that you think you need to cut some things or people out of your life- if your gut tells you to then you’re right<3

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    ClareBear and Profile picture of marikomariko are now friends 3 months, 1 week ago

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