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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    I can’t do this anymore…why bother?, it’s better to give up on life because things will forever be dark, bleak, depressing, sad and hopeless, seriously if death came for me, I would be relieved and at peace because this stupid ‘life’ and existence holds no joy, happiness or positivity for Oli, all I have is loneliness and emotional pain, I’m so…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • @oliver you’re a strong and amazing person, don’t give up! So far you’ve survived 100% of your bad days and it shows how strong and incredible you are! Don’t live these days alone, seek help from friends and family, if you need – seek professional help.
      Try to explore yourself and find new hobbies. Reading, hiking, music. The BT community…[Read more]

    • oli nooo dont ever think of that you are a great person! pm me! lets talk :(

    • You’re messages have helped me more than you know Oli. I agree with Gleb though, you need to get offline man. I see you commenting beautiful things on everyone’s walls and trying so hard to make people feel worth something. It’s time to take your own advice. Get up and get out! Spoil yourself a little, put that energy into you, be happy!

      I…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Everything is just so bleak, depressing and sad for me and always will be, my dreams and goals will never come true, depression and loneliness are my only friends, I want to give up and not bother anymore, I’m just so sick of everything, I have no purpose, just a stupid, moronic existence, I am my own worst enemy but I have always hated myself,…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • This is not true. You are NOT stupid. I’m sure there are positive things around you but you can’t see them cause you are in your “broken shell”, maybe its better that it broke so you could see the world from other view and trust me it better out there. Your dreams and goals WILL come true as long as you keep believing in them and stop giving…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 months ago

    Why do I even bother, nothing good will ever happen to me, I will never achieve my goals or dreams, seriously I’m so pathetic and stupid, I’m an introverted, shy, isolated and withdrawn reclusive loner who can’t make friends, so finding love with someone is completely out of the question, honestly I would be terrible boyfriend material for any…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Obviously your bit cause ur a social butterfly on this site and have been since I joined back in 2013. Your perception is from inside the bubble we all see from the outside. Ur very ambitious and articulate. U have many friends. I’m sorry if ny criticism hurt u but I lashed out and u were first person on radar. Trust bro that I go through shit…[Read more]

    • It saddens me to read this. You are the one person who has always been active on BT for years. You give good advice, you care for everybody. But you can’t live your life here. Listen to me Oli, I mean this in the nicest possible way; Get off the fucking computer and live your damn life. What’s the point of helping people if you can’t help…[Read more]

    • hold on dude! hope me not replying to your post 2 years ago never bothered you, cause i log on this site once in a blue moon. you seem like a nice and genuine dude, and you’re not hideous. you’re not brad pitt either, but you’re definitely not ugly! dont worry about getting a girl either, cause that’ll just make things worse.just focus on the…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 months ago

    I honestly do have goals and dreams in life, I just know I’ll never achieve them, honestly what I would love to happen to me is:
    1. Be rid of depression/loneliness
    2. Be truly happy without having to fake it
    3. Make friends
    4. Fall in love
    But deep down, I know those 3 things will never happen to someone like me, I’m forever doomed to be a…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • they will happen Oli I have faith. You are too great of a person for it not to happen to!

    • Things will get better, Oli. You can overcome your struggles, and make your dreams a reality. I believe in you. (hugs)

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    Oli posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    I just don’t know anymore….I can’t keep this up forever but things are just so dark, hopeless and sad, death seems like such a better option or disappearing forever, I don’t have a life or future, I just exist and survive which is pretty pathetic and stupid, why was I born?, I want to give up and not care or bother anymore because I’m so lost,…[Read more]

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    • Hide honestly and obviously. I have nothing against whatever sexuality anyone is but I joined in 2013 and stop using it in 2 years ago. I just now came back and it’s like u haven’t missed a beat. Everything posted u comment on and it all sounds the same. I know u mean well brother but u wearing out ur own product. Idk how old u r but branch out…[Read more]

    • Hide honestly and obviously. I have nothing against whatever sexuality anyone is but I joined in 2013 and stop using it in 2 years ago. I just now came back and it’s like u haven’t missed a beat. Everything posted u comment on and it all sounds the same. I know u mean well brother but u wearing out ur own product. Idk how old u r but branch out…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    What’s the point of getting up in the morning when you know that each day is going to be so depressing, lonely and sad, honestly why am I here?, nothing will ever work out for me, I’m better off dead or just disappearing, why was I ever born?, it’s so hopeless, why should I bother?, things will never change no matter how hard I try, I’m sorry…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • You are not a total screw-up, Oli, without you Blahtherapy would be long gone. You existing does so much JUSt for this website, so you obviously have such potential to do incredible things as you probably do. I think the world wouldn’t be as great without you existing, and I mean it. I hope this feeling doesn’t last too long. I have hope for…[Read more]

    • You’re an amazing and kind-hearted person, Oli. Believe it or not, you matter, and you are here for a reason. You have helped so many people, and I’m sure that words alone cannot express how grateful they are for you being there for them. Please don’t be so hard on yourself. I hope that whatever is making you feel this way gets better soon. If you…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    I’m so alone, depressed and lonely, things will never get better for me because I’m forever stuck in this dark hole of pain, sadness and hopelessness, it’s been this way for years and will never improve, honestly if I died tomorrow I wouldn’t care, this world is just so bleak as is my future, I have no purpose, I’m just existing day to day,…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • You are not alone, Oli. I’m here for you, and so are the other members of BT. Things can and will get better. I believe in you, that you can overcome your struggles and come out as a much stronger & wiser person. Keep your head up!

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