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    bornxlivedxdied posted an update 8 years, 7 months ago

    A week ago today was the last time I saw him. And probably the last time I will see him or any of his other performer family. Some of them have already flown back to their home country, and many of them are probably gone from my life forever. I don’t want to let go. I remember him just holding me in his arms while I sobbed, me confessing my…[Read more]

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    bornxlivedxdied posted a new activity comment 8 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: mini_beethoven posted an update I’m sorry guys. I’m just so sick and tired of feeling depressed and scared for no reason. I’m going tomorrow between my classes to talk to a counselor at school, probably going to […] View

    I totally understand where you are coming from. A couple years ago I went to the counselor at school and I felt the same way you did. I’m going to be very honest and truthful without you when I say that if the counselors at your school are anything like mine, they aren’t going to be able to do much. There’s no way to really sugarcoat it except…[Read more]

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    bornxlivedxdied posted an update 8 years, 7 months ago

    Stuck in crutches. Good job knee ligaments for “doing your job”. Praying it’s not ACL. Not how I wanted to spend my birthday and the first weeks of school. The part that sucks is even with how much I care for it it’s not getting better at all. There goes my dreams of doing any sports this year. I can’t even afford to go to the doctor for it…[Read more]

    Mood : Disappointed
    • I hope you recover and that you feel better soon @bornxlivedxdied, I’m sure you will be back up on your feet in no time, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    bornxlivedxdied posted an update 8 years, 7 months ago

    Oh. My. GOD. He is so fake. I can’t believe I wasted almost half of my life on him. I really wish bitch slapping was legal because I need to fucking beat the shit out of him. He’s a pretentious little BITCH and he does nothing but aggravate me because he’s got me so wrapped up and he just threw me out like a piece of garbage. I can’t believe…[Read more]

    Mood : Cynical
    • I know what it’s like to spend years of your life with someone to find it was pretty much a lie. All I can say is, at least you realised it now, rather than later (or never). I’m sorry you’re going through this, I would suggest surrounding yourself with close friends and hobbies to keep your mind busy and distracted whilst you go through this…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let this person have any power over you @bornxlivedxdied, you deserve so much better, I would surround yourself with compassionate and lovely people who will always be there for you and who will always treat you right, things will be OK, focus on the things that make you smile hun, everything will work out, you can do this, I’m…[Read more]

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    bornxlivedxdied posted a new activity comment 8 years, 8 months ago

    In reply to: hatsune miku posted an update nobody cares about my questions or my problems what so ever.. am i really that worthless? View

    Don’t EVER believe someone doesn’t care about you. Because I know for a fact I do. You’re totally a great person and you matter. I don’t know you personally but I care because everyone matters. If you need someone to talk to, you can always cone to me. You aren’t alone (:

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    bornxlivedxdied posted an update 8 years, 8 months ago

    I was talking with my Knott’s performer friend after the last show of the night. I hadn’t been there that day so when I went up to him and asked “Did you miss me?” He’s like “Yeah where were you?” And I told him my parents made me do things. He’s said “Yay for chores!” And I retorted “No they made me eat pizza.” Then Subin said…[Read more]

    Mood : Loved
    • That’s so sweet and adorable @bornxlivedxdied, everyone deserves to have a good friend in their lives, it’s wonderful that you have found yours, I’m sure your friendship will continue to go from strength to strength, be positive and keep smiling, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, you…[Read more]

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    bornxlivedxdied posted an update 8 years, 8 months ago

    I finally messaged the guy I wanted to talk to and asked him if we could talk about something serious. He said “sure” and then I told him the situation I was in. No reply whatsoever. Trying to tell myself it’s fine because he read it at 230 am and he probably forgot to reply in the morning but I doubt it. My pick me up-that day I had watched my…[Read more]

    Mood : Crappy
    • I’m sure this guy will get back to you @bornxlivedxdied, everyone deserves to have a strong bond with another person hun, you do too, hope everything goes well, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    bornxlivedxdied posted an update 8 years, 8 months ago

    I’m a track and field person. I was our school’s best Thrower. WAS. I loved doing track and shotput was my best event. I was getting about 24 ft with a 6 lb put. I got third place at the first meet and was doing great. Then my friend Angela came along mid season so I taught her the basics and she wasn’t doing well. During the second meet, she…[Read more]

    Mood : Disappointed
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    bornxlivedxdied posted an update 8 years, 8 months ago

    Super happy. Lost my phone at Knott’s (local amusement park) and been going back every day with no luck. Today they had my phone and even though I had to wait an hour to get it back it was so worth it!

    Mood : Jubilant
    • It’s great to see you feeling happy and positive @bornxlivedxdied, I’m sure things will continue to go amazingly for you, stay awesome and hold your head up high, you can do this, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    bornxlivedxdied posted an update 8 years, 8 months ago

    I was talking to my best guy friend about everything going on right now. While he was Skyping another friend he was using screengrab as his camera and his friend saw everything. I received some of the kindest and most encouraging words that I’ve ever heard, all coming from the person I would least expect it from. Only thing is why was my…[Read more]

    Mood : Confused
    • I think asking him why is the best way to get that answer, I hope he was just asking for advice. Did you know it was happening while you were talking with him, or did he tell you after? (@bornxlivedxdied)

    • I would talk to your friend about it and see what he says @bornxlivedxdied, it’s good that you received kindness, everyone deserves to feel appreciated, you do too, I hope everything goes well, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    bornxlivedxdied posted an update 8 years, 10 months ago

    I like a guy but he’s a close guy to me. We’re the two presidents together for a club next year. I told him I loved him but he said he saw me as a sister. He was talking about how he couldn’t get over a girl and i asked him to go out with me. He said no not the right time or place. I’ve just fallen for him harder. He’s still super flirty with…[Read more]

    Mood : Confused
    • I’m sure you will meet the right person @bornxlivedxdied, you do deserve a strong and loving relationship with someone, it will happen to you, don’t give up, I’m always here if you need someone to talk too, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    bornxlivedxdied posted an update 9 years, 10 months ago

    I just had a dream that my best friend died and I don’t get to see him again until Monday…

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    bornxlivedxdied posted an update 9 years, 11 months ago

    Feeling used and abused.

    Mood : Alone
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    bornxlivedxdied became a registered member 9 years, 11 months ago