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    Oli posted an update 2 weeks ago

    The past couple of days have been difficult for me, on a personal note, my sadness is still with me but I’m trying to stay positive and fight it as best I can, I recently lost a dear friend to suicide and I’m feeling guilty for not being able to prevent or stop it, I wish I could go back in time and stop my friend from harming themselves, I just…[Read more]

    Mood : Guilty
    • @oliver you couldn’t have done anything Oli. You helped that person as much as you could , that decision was made from that person, not your fault. And I’m sending you much love, so sorry for losing your friend. Wish I could give you a huge hug.
      Also thank you for the lovely message, I hope everyone keeps this message close to their minds and…[Read more]

    • @Oliver
      I’m sorry for your loss, Oli. I can’t imagine the pain you must be going through, and I know it’s easier said than done, but you can’t blame yourself. Knowing who you are, I’m sure you did all you could have to help and be there for them.
      My thoughts are with you, buddy. <3

    • I’m so sorry for your loss! ♥ You are such a kind soul.

    • I’m so sorry, no one should have to suffer through the loss of a suicide. Stay strong, okay? If there’s anything I know, it’s that you’re an amazing and supportive friend. Every time I get on BT you post a supportive and kind message. If you ever need anything, I’m always here. You can do anything.

    • I am sorry to hear that Oli, please do not feel guilty. I think you are a wonderful person who touches so many people with your empathy and compassion. Sometimes, we can help a person, but it is up to them to take the right steps forward. It is awful, but sometimes it is not up to us, and you cannot blame yourself for someone’s decision. You…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    So my granny told my mom she thinks I’m pregnant because I have been gaining weight. The thing is, I hardly eat due to an eating disorder I had as a child that never really went away and therefore caused me to have a low appetite. I finally been enjoying food and now i have some belly fat and I been going out from time with my best friend so that…[Read more]

    Mood : Confused
    • Your family should support and be there for you @layla95, don’t let their horrible words get you down sweetie, do stay healthy and look after yourself hun, remember you are beautiful, amazing and incredible inside and out Layla, try to stay upbeat and keep going forward, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong,…[Read more]

    • I am glad you have finally been enjoying food, and I am sorry you have dealt with a bad eating disorder, I am proud for all you go through!

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    laylab95 posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    It’s 1 in the morning and I’m wide awake. I cried, talked to myself, and cleaned my entire room while listening to Amy Winehouse. Is I’m going mad?

    • @layla95 i’m relatiing as well, it’s 2 am for me now.. It’s good to let it all out and cry and talk to yourself to think about everything going in life, I tend to do that sometimes when I’m feeling down and squeeze or surround myself with my blankets. Pro, the room is clean! That’s something to be YES! about. A clean room can help sort things…[Read more]

    • I don’t want to see you feeling upset or sad @layla95, you are such a beautiful, lovely and incredible angel who deserves happiness in her life, it’s nice to see that you cleaned your room, keep doing things that make you fulfilled and upbeat, get your thoughts and feelings out in a good way sweetie, remember to smile and always be kind to…[Read more]

    • I’m just now seeing this but thank you very much for your kind words (: finally someone who knows Amy! She’s honestly like my soul sister (:

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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 4 weeks ago

    The struggle goes on, I wish I knew what happiness is, all I know is that this world, my lonely and depressing existence holds no joy for me, everything is just so bleak, dark and sad, I’m scared about what lies ahead for me, I just see more failure and being a burden to everything and everyone, I have no purpose, no sense of peace, I’m just a…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • sorry you’re feeling like this… you’re a very helpful, kind person who deserves the best in life. I believe that you’ll have brighter days and everything will start to make more sense. Do more of what you love and helps you to feel better, @Oliver. Everything will be just fine, hang in there, life does get better especially if we believe and…[Read more]

    • @oliver happiness is YOU I wish you could see that. You’re amazing to everyone on this community and I’m sure you’re the same in your day to day life as well. You need to step outside of your own self for a few weeks and see yourself in third person then you will start to see your worth. I would love to see you express your likes and desires on…[Read more]

    • You won’t always love yourself and thats okay. Today, let US care about you even if you dont feel it. There is security to be found even in the darkest of times if one only remembers that tomorrow is close. You are not alone in your sorrow know that we know what pain feels like and we feel for you, you are one of us, to us you dont qualify as a…[Read more]

    • @oliver Hey remember me from years ago? Seeing you post these statuses makes me wonder what is going on. But you are helping so many people, and you are very much appreciated. I remember when your daily messages helped me trough some tough times. I am here for you too if you need me. don’t hesitate to message me. You’re an awesome person!

    • @oliver my awesome friendie, you’re a great person. You’re strong and brave, because you’ve survived 100$ of your dark and hard days and kept going no matter what. You’re not a failure and you didn’t bring anyone down. People here adore and love you because you help everyone so much. I’m always here if you need to talk, just send me a pm.…[Read more]

    • Sorry to hear that you feel this way but you know there is always someone who cares about you. I’m always here for you if you ever need to talk to me. Keep your head held high chicken and don’t let yourself be brought down as your a strong fighter. Message me anytime if you need to talk.

    • You should be happy you help people in their darkest places help fighting their darkest demons. your a fighter and a strong one. don’t let the world bring you down when you belong amongst the stars! your not a failure you didn’t bring anyone down and if people say you have than their dragging their own weight. keep your head held high kings hold…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 1 month, 4 weeks ago

    My family always have thought the worse of me my entire life and even though i am grown, it affects my way of thinking and how i handle people outside of them. How can I ever put my foot down and not let others walk all over me?! This is the big question I need to know.

    Mood : Confused
    • You are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel @layla95 who deserves a caring family that will always support her no matter what, be kind and good to yourself sweetie, hold your head up high, stand up for yourself and don’t let anything or anyone bring you down hun, remember the BT community will always be here for you Layla and so will I,…[Read more]

    • You’re a strong person and very valuable to this world, you are worthy of the best. Don’t let anyone walk all over you, speak your mind, stand in your truth, tell them how you feel and how the way they have treated you is not in the best standards and that you deserve respect. You are so special, think of yourself as a goddess who only accepts…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 1 month, 4 weeks ago

    I finally watched the movie before I fall and i must say, it was amazing yet sad.

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    laylab95 posted an update 1 month, 4 weeks ago

    Lately i have been getting used in every way you can possibly think of. When i don’t do things for people then they want to flip out and make me feel like crap. I have to take my family around all day and no one supplies me with gas money, i have to deal with school work, I’m dealing with no jobs not calling me for a chance for anything and on…[Read more]

    Mood : Crushed
    • it would probably help to ask your family to donate to gas money every now and then since you are doing them a favor and in order to keep going the gas needs to as well, don’t do your brother’s tough homework, that’s his job to do that, tell him you are trying to get yourself together and it’s too stressful for you. A job will come eventually,…[Read more]

    • I don’t want to see you being used or treated badly by anyone @layla95, you are such a beautiful person who deserves love and respect, do take care of yourself and look after your own wellbeing, that’s the most important thing sweetie, your family should support you and not be stressing you out Layla, a great job will come your way Layla,…[Read more]

    • People are so fricking selfish! Honestly girl you deserve so much better.. I can’t believe your own family uses you that way, how hard is it to give at least some gas money? Or pay you idk a nice meal, or even buy you a present, just something!

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 months ago

    Goodnight you guys. I’m going to try to sleep now.

    • Sweet dreams!

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Hope you get a good rest and sleep well @layla95, I’m always here for you sweetie, always be the amazing angel that you are Layla, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 months ago

    I wish schools would teach kids about real life issues like sex, self love, how to deal with life and people rejection, etc because I tell you, trying to learn it on your own is difficult as hell.

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    Katherine posted an update 2 months ago

    Some guy in his 30s wants to meet me

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Do stay safe and take care of yourself @teamtennantgirl, don’t meet this person Katherine unless you are totally comfortable and you know them really well, hope you are doing OK as well Katherine, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Oli is right. If you choose to meet them, stay safe. Let someone as much about this guy as possible because sadly you can’t trust nobody. Good luck

    • No replied 2 months ago

      They aren’t all bad, but you are too young for him, so pass.

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    laylab95 posted an update 2 months ago

    So my mom has had a stomach flu for the past 5 days and even though I can’t stand her, I been doing everything for her from helping her bathe to cooking for her. She’s been really needy and I haven’t had time for much rest until her boyfriend would come over. Well today she’s a “little” better and this evil witch cursed me out and wished…[Read more]

    Mood : Pissed off
    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Your mother has absolutely no right being horrible to you @layla95, you are such a loving and sweet daughter for helping her when she is unwell and she repays you by being mean, you deserve so much better Layla, I want to see you being appreciated, loved and cared for by those closest to you hun, smile and know that the BT community will always be…[Read more]

    • You’re such a sweet daughter Layla, seriously. You have a golden heart. I’m sorry though she’s that ungratefull

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