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    big pipsqueak posted an update 11 months, 1 week ago

    I want to cutttttttt

    • Please don’t harm yourself @beyondsuicidal, you are a lovely person who deserves to feel wonderful and on top of the world, try to find activities to distract and calm yourself, relax and take deep breathes, you will be OK, I’m always here if you need to vent or chat, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 1 year, 7 months ago

    In reply to: big pipsqueak posted an update I cut my wrist too deep I can see 2 veins View

    @potato-patato
    thanks, it already stopped bleeding

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 1 year, 7 months ago

    I cut my wrist too deep I can see 2 veins

    Mood : Afraid
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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 1 year, 8 months ago

    In reply to: big pipsqueak posted an update I’m so suicidal I don’t think I can stay safe View

    @whitedad I have a therapist but it’s not enough…

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 1 year, 8 months ago

    I’m so suicidal I don’t think I can stay safe

    • Then you need to find professional help. I made the mistake of not going to someone and made a ton of stupid stupid decisions. There are many ways to find/get help, however, it can be a process to find the right help that clicks with you and your needs, but it is possible if you are willing to try. I really don’t think you’ll find it on this…[Read more]

    • @whitedad I have a therapist but it’s not enough…

    • Do you think your therapist is helping at all? If not, I highly recommend finding a someone new. Why waste precious time on someone who isn’t helping you receive the results you want? But i completely understand how you are feeling. There was a point where I was going through a really, and I mean really, bad time in my life where I almost did not…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let sadness and bad moments get you down @beyondsuicidal, look after yourself and focus on getting to a better place emotionally and mentally, fill your days with things that make you feel upbeat and positive, the negative thoughts will pass and you will come out so much more stronger, I’m sure great things will happen to you and…[Read more]

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 1 year, 8 months ago

    Having such a hard time lately

    • Please keep fighting @beyondsuicidal, you are such a special person who will beat all her struggles, don’t let anything get you down, focus on getting yourself to a better place emotionally and mentally, things will be OK and everything will go your way, hold your head up high and believe in yourself, remember you are a survivor who will…[Read more]

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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 1 year, 9 months ago

    In reply to: big pipsqueak posted an update My cut’s infected View

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    The wound was scabbed but it kind of unscabbed after I bandaged it with antibiotic oinments for a couple hours…

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    My cut’s infected

    Mood : Afraid
    • I would get yourself checked out by a doctor just to be safe @beyondsuicidal, please don’t harm yourself, I don’t want to see you hurt, try to focus on doing positive and upbeat things, everything will be OK, hold your head up high and make yourself as happy as you can, I’m sure things will work out for you sweetie, don’t give up, you are a…[Read more]

    • @delirious-cranium
      The wound was scabbed but it kind of unscabbed after I bandaged it with antibiotic oinments for a couple hours…

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    I want to slice my wrists. I feel the tingling that says they want to be cut.

    • Please don’t harm yourself @beyondsuicidal, try to focus on doing something you enjoy or that makes you feel upbeat and positive, keep yourself busy with activities, I don’t want to see you hurt, hold your head up high and don’t give up, you are a fighter and survivor, I’m always here if you need to vent or if you need a distraction, message…[Read more]

    • @Oli is right. Cutting is not the answer. I really hope you can find the strength that’s hidden deep inside of you and not feel tempted to harm yourself anymore. If you ever feel like talking, please feel free to message me :)

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    I’m so hungry

    Mood : Lonely
    • Hope you do find something to eat @beyondsuicidal, take care of yourself and stay healthy, I want the best for you, feel free to message me anytime if you want, I’m always here if you need to chat about anything :) (hugs)

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    I haven’t been okay lately

    • Please don’t let anything get you down @beyondsuicidal, you are such a fabulous person who deserves all the best in life, things will work out and everything will be OK, hold your head up high and focus on making great things happen, don’t let bad times stand in your way, remember to believe in yourself and keep going forward, you are a survivor…[Read more]

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    big pipsqueak replied to the forum topic When was the last time.. in the group Group logoBlahTherapy Arcade 1 year, 10 months ago

    My (ex) boyfriend and I went to a dance last year

    When was the last time you smiled?

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    big pipsqueak replied to the forum topic Never have I ever in the group Group logoBlahTherapy Arcade 1 year, 10 months ago

    I have (but only like once lol)

    Never have I ever smoked weed

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 1 year, 10 months ago

    Is there a meds group?

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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 1 year, 10 months ago

    In reply to: big pipsqueak posted an update Looks like try #22 to put me on medication is a failure View

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    They don’t, I’m just really sensitive to medications and this new one is giving me side effects.

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 1 year, 10 months ago

    Looks like try #22 to put me on medication is a failure

    Mood : Frustrated
    • @delirious-carnium
      They don’t, I’m just really sensitive to medications and this new one is giving me side effects.

    • I would try to talk to your doctors about it and see if anything can be done to help you @beyondsuicidal, hopefully the side effects will not last long, I’m sure you will find the right treatment that will benefit you going forward, try to stay positive, I wish you all the best, feel free to message me anytime if you want to chat :) (hugs)

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 2 years, 2 months ago

    My brother met the guy who sexually abused me and thinks he’s the coolest person ever (and he knows what he did to me)

    Mood : Dark
    • if you wanna talk ever I’m free i know the feeling trust me .

    • That’s horrible! :(

    • @beyondsuicidal

      Your brother needs to be dragged aside and given a reality check. That is one of the deepest insults I have ever heard of. That man HURT you and he’s buddying up to him?

      Remind your brother what he did to you, ask him WHY he is cozying up to the man and ask him if he understand how it makes you feel when you see a person…[Read more]

    • Thats disgusting,sweetie.
      Nobody,at first should undergo such ordeals,let alone seeing such people buddying up with members of your family.

      Its time that you isolate yourself from your brother.He,clearly is a shameless.person and does not want you to be positive even if its for a second.
      If you wanna talk further,you know where to…[Read more]

    • That’s so wrong @beyondsuicidal, your brother should get his priorities right, he should be supporting you and keeping this guy away, try to talk to your brother and see if you can make him see sense, hope things work out, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never…[Read more]

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 2 years, 2 months ago

    My scars are itchy

    Mood : Uncomfortable
    • Please don’t harm yourself @beyondsuicidal, do take care of yourself, focus on the things that make you feel content and that bring a bright smile to your face, keep yourself busy and I’m sure things will work out, you can do it, don’t give up, I’m always here if you need someone to chat too :) (hugs)

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    big pipsqueak answered question “She Called me a bitch..2 years, 2 months ago

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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 2 years, 3 months ago

    In reply to: Em posted an update So, that’s two times in two weeks I’ve dreamt of being pregnant or giving birth. Shut UP body. View

    God my phone’s going insane.
    @oliver you can’t control your dreams

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