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    Beanz posted a new activity comment 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Beanz posted an update hey i haven’t been on here for 2 months now and a bit but things were doing alright sorta until now. my closest friend ever Fiona has for some reason started ignoring me but when i asked her […] View

    well the last time we spoke was literally the other day because i made my friend ask her why she isnt talking to me but before then it was like 5 months of no speaking to me, she just doesn’t speak to me at all. she is an amazing person and she did stick to me no matter what, we used to be at each others side no matter what, she was like a sister…[Read more]

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    Beanz posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    my new skype for people (if they ever need to talk to someone as soon as possible) is now beanz__ i had to change it a few months ago now because of how many dodgy people i was having sending me friend requests. feel free to add me just tell me that you’re from here so i know

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    Beanz posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    hey i haven’t been on here for 2 months now and a bit but things were doing alright sorta until now. my closest friend ever Fiona has for some reason started ignoring me but when i asked her what i’ve done wrong she says “you haven’t done anything wrong” if i haven’t then why is she ignoring me? and more recently i had to ask my friend to…[Read more]

    • I would try to talk to her and see if you can make things work @beanz168, your friend really shouldn’t ignore you, you deserve amazing people surrounding you who will stick by you no matter what Beanz, hopefully things will be OK and you will be able to get things back on track, don’t give up, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent,…[Read more]

    • well the last time we spoke was literally the other day because i made my friend ask her why she isnt talking to me but before then it was like 5 months of no speaking to me, she just doesn’t speak to me at all. she is an amazing person and she did stick to me no matter what, we used to be at each others side no matter what, she was like a sister…[Read more]

    • Hopefully she will start speaking to you again and your friendship will be OK @beanz168, give it time and see what happens :) (hugs)

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    Beanz posted a new activity comment 9 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I feel so lost and directionless, things just seem really bleak, I’m in a hole that is full of emptiness and sadness, I just want a friend or someone who cares, it’s hard to feel happy when […] View

    Hey Oli we’re all here for you, we’re all your friends here as you’re an amazing person, always managing to make people feel better about themselves. Oli if you hurt people around you and they don’t want to put the past behind them then you’re better off without them cause if they were are true friend they would forgive you and put it behind…[Read more]

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    Beanz posted an update 9 months, 1 week ago

    i love the song ”Release” by imagine dragons and that’s because i can relate to most of it. like when it says ”is there nothing good in me”, ”I’ve let me down” ”heaven speaks but not to me, as it knows nothing comes from me”, ”i get caught up in things that matter the least”, ”let me have release”

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    Beanz posted an update 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    this world is the most cruel place ever to exist. firstly humans have killed off animals and are making a lot of them extinct then secondly humans are killing other humans by either murder or making someone hate their lives to the point they take it, thirdly all the nice people in the world die from horrible things such as cancer you never hear…[Read more]

    • Do your best to focus on all the positive and amazing things that are happening in the world @beanz168, fill your mind with all the compassionate moments that go on every-day, I want to see you smiling and being upbeat, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

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    Beanz posted a new activity comment 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Katherine posted an update I hate how my family says that the stuff I like is all shit like yesterday I was watching one of my favorite youtubers and my brothers walk in to the living room and criticize the […] View

    they clearly don’t have great taste cause Jacksepticeye is amazing for one and also why should it matter what they think about what you like, if they say it’s shit then they’re just being extremely sad for saying that because if they can’t say anything nice then they shouldn’t say anything at all. they need to grow up to be honest Katherine.…[Read more]

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    Beanz posted a new activity comment 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Beanz posted an update i can’t be bothered with life anymore it’s too much for me, my depression i getting worse every day, my aspergers f**ks a lot of my life up and just makes my life extremely difficult and […] View

    i seriously wish i could keep going but it’s extremely difficult and every day is worse than the other, it’s rare i have a good day lately. when i get home from college every day recently i’ve been going to my room and sleeping till midnight and thats not because i am tired. i get home from college around 4:20 sometimes 4:30 and that is a very…[Read more]

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    Beanz posted an update 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    i can’t be bothered with life anymore it’s too much for me, my depression i getting worse every day, my aspergers f**ks a lot of my life up and just makes my life extremely difficult and while all of this i’m being extremely strong for my family as my older sister and brothers dad passed on the 16th of last month and i’m also being strong for…[Read more]

    • hang in there, i believe in you!

    • You are a fighter who will beat all of life’s troubles @beanz168, don’t let anything get you down, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, hold your head up high and continue to be strong for yourself and those around you, everything will be OK, focus on making each day count and on being the lovely person that you are, you can…[Read more]

    • i seriously wish i could keep going but it’s extremely difficult and every day is worse than the other, it’s rare i have a good day lately. when i get home from college every day recently i’ve been going to my room and sleeping till midnight and thats not because i am tired. i get home from college around 4:20 sometimes 4:30 and that is a very…[Read more]

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    Beanz posted a new activity comment 10 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Beanz posted an update i’ve officially fucked up more than i ever have in my life so far. but at the same time i’m unsure.i’ve lost my closest friend amy because i stood up for my other friend abbie and amy […] View

    also i made her a video but not sure if she’s able to watch it but when i click on what i sent her i can watch it but whether shes seen it or not i’m not sure

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    Beanz posted a new activity comment 10 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Beanz posted an update i’ve officially fucked up more than i ever have in my life so far. but at the same time i’m unsure.i’ve lost my closest friend amy because i stood up for my other friend abbie and amy […] View

    i have but she’s told me that i have to re-gain her trust even though i’ve done nothing wrong in the first place except sit on a table. and the thing is we only have a couple weeks left until the end of the first year of a two year course and i’m not going back on the second year. i’m only doing the first year of a two year course. amy has…[Read more]

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    Beanz posted an update 10 months, 2 weeks ago

    i’ve officially fucked up more than i ever have in my life so far. but at the same time i’m unsure.

    i’ve lost my closest friend amy because i stood up for my other friend abbie and amy didn’t believe a word i said through out their problems and i told amy that i shouldn’t have to work at gaining her trust again as i haven’t done anything…[Read more]

    • I would try to talk to your friend and see if you can work through any issues you may have @beanz168, let them know how much you care and that you want the friendship to be strong, hopefully they will not be mad at you and things will be OK, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to message me anytime, my inbox is always open :) (hugs)

    • i have but she’s told me that i have to re-gain her trust even though i’ve done nothing wrong in the first place except sit on a table. and the thing is we only have a couple weeks left until the end of the first year of a two year course and i’m not going back on the second year. i’m only doing the first year of a two year course. amy has…[Read more]

    • also i made her a video but not sure if she’s able to watch it but when i click on what i sent her i can watch it but whether shes seen it or not i’m not sure

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    Beanz posted an update 12 months ago

    if anyone needs to talk message me on skype my name is beanz__ (two underscores) just state that your from here first. i’ll respond as soon as i can

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    Beanz posted a new activity comment 12 months ago

    In reply to: Misfit posted an update How do I tell my mom that she is being a bad mother? She is always putting her phone and computer and online friends before her own children and when she is talking to me she will start […] View

    @skyqueen i agree with @oliver, just be honest with her, if she doesn’t like it just tell her to buck up her ideas and put her family before friends. the rule is Family First, Friends second

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    Beanz posted an update 12 months ago

    If anyone needs to talk you know where I am also you can message me on skype my skype name is beanz__ (that’s 2x _) my picture is of the Ninety9Lives heart logo (black background with pink and white on it) i’ll respond to you asap on there just let me know you’re from here

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    Beanz posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    In reply to: Prettyangel197 posted an update Got accepted into college! View

    congratulations @prettyangel197 i bet you get all the marks you want if not better

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    Beanz posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    In reply to: Beanz posted an update when you fail at ending your life cause you can’t cope and just wish you wouldn’t fail so you wouldn’t have to cope with all the crap that you do on top of having things like aspergers and […] View

    yeah @Oli that’s impossible as nothing makes me smile except a couple of my friends but i can’t see them as none of them live near me they all live in america or canada and i just want to help them out more than myself as they mean more to me than anything else and i just can’t cope with shit anymore i just get shit constantly

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    Beanz posted an update 1 year ago

    when you fail at ending your life cause you can’t cope and just wish you wouldn’t fail so you wouldn’t have to cope with all the crap that you do on top of having things like aspergers and having people that you care a tonne about having crap happen to them that they can’t cope either

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli replied 1 year ago

      Please don’t let anything get you down @beanz168, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, hold your head up high and focus on the things that make you smile, I want to see you feeling on top of the world, you will win all your battles, everything will be OK, show everyone how truly incredible you are, you can do it, believe in…[Read more]

    • Beanz replied 1 year ago

      yeah @Oli that’s impossible as nothing makes me smile except a couple of my friends but i can’t see them as none of them live near me they all live in america or canada and i just want to help them out more than myself as they mean more to me than anything else and i just can’t cope with shit anymore i just get shit constantly

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    Beanz posted a new activity comment 1 year ago

    In reply to: Beanz posted an update haven’t been here for a while now, i had everything sorted in my life (well i thought i did anyway) but it’s all going back down hill again, the thought of ending my life keeps on popping […] View

    college isn’t helping me either, no one believes me when i say it’s like a cold war there. it used to be WW3 there but now it’s advanced to a cold war. you can’t say a thing without someone bitching at someone or someone biting your head off for saying something. it’s stupid as fuck that no one believes me. i seriously can’t cope no more.…[Read more]

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    Beanz posted an update 1 year ago

    haven’t been here for a while now, i had everything sorted in my life (well i thought i did anyway) but it’s all going back down hill again, the thought of ending my life keeps on popping into my mind. the amount of times i’ve tried but failed, the amount of times i’ve made my mates cry i just can’t stand this shit no more

    Mood : Alone
    • Beanz replied 1 year ago

      college isn’t helping me either, no one believes me when i say it’s like a cold war there. it used to be WW3 there but now it’s advanced to a cold war. you can’t say a thing without someone bitching at someone or someone biting your head off for saying something. it’s stupid as fuck that no one believes me. i seriously can’t cope no more.…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 1 year ago

      Please don’t let difficult moments get you down @beanz168, you will beat all your struggles and come out so much stronger, things will work out for you and you will make awesome things happen, ignore all the horrible people, hold your head up high and focus on your bright future, you can do it, keep going and never give up, remember you are a…[Read more]

    • Hey if you ever feel like talking, please feel free to message me. It’s normal to feel like giving up on life but the goal is to fight those demons every single day. Everything you’re going through is probably making no sense at all and only feel like you’re in complete darkness but you and your life will shine brightly in time just be the…[Read more]

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