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    Cecelia posted an update 3 hours, 6 minutes ago

    disappointed with my friend; better distance myself since not very respectful

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 hours, 52 minutes ago

    I really hope I don’t go through something half as bad as what happened last night.

    I’m glad to be fine now.

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    Cecelia posted an update 23 hours, 36 minutes ago

    how sadistic of so many people to make my anxiety worse.

    • @invincible I’m so sorry for what you’re going through :( People could really be more nice

    • Don’t let mean people bring you down @invincible, you are such a beautiful, incredible and lovely angel who deserves to be surrounded by friends who will give you compassion, hope and brightness, please know the BT community will always be here for you Cecelia and so will I, smile and always be fantastic Cecelia, you can do it, inbox me anytime…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 days, 4 hours ago

    i need a break… starting to get physically affected and having panic attacks often. but nope, i get no time for resting lately.

    • Try to rest, relax and take care of yourself @invincible, I want to see you feeling happy physically, mentally and emotionally Cecelia, focus on all the things that put a beautiful smile on your face and always be the special angel that you are, you will be OK sweetie, be kind to yourself and never give up, you can do it Cecelia, inbox me anytime…[Read more]

    • @invincible anxiety gets much worst without resting properly, so it does make sense. Also working out everyday, can be just 1 hour walking in fast pace really helps too, cause you get your anxiety, frustration, anger, all emotions really out.
      Good luck darling, hope you get better. I know anxiety is actually terrible :(

    • thank you so much!

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 days, 23 hours ago

    Such deep pain, but I think what hurts the most is the genuine fact that no one that should, cares. This has always been the case and I guess it just won’t change.

    • @invincible I know it doesn’t very legit but you have people here that really care about you! We’re always here to give you strenght and good vibes :)
      I really hope you get better cause you don’t deserve to feel that

    • Please don’t let pain and sadness get you down @invincible, @marikofujimoto is right, you have so many people here on BT that care about you Cecelia, you are such a fabulous, special and amazing person who deserves to feel on top of the world, smile brightly and don’t let anything bring you down, you are a special angel who will win all her…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    All I feel is sorrow and pain and deceit and all they feel is nothing about it. They don’t care. I just have never and will never be acknowledged. No matter how nice you are, they just won’t care.

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      You are such a lovely, beautiful and incredible angel who deserves to be appreciated, acknowledged and accepted by your family and those around you @invincible, remember the BT community cares about you Cecelia and so do I, smile because you are perfect and fabulous inside and out, believe in yourself and never give up sweetie, you can do it,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    Why is my anxiety still this bad? Seriously??
    Over habitual things that don’t even make me ME, my mind anxious, but of course anxiety still has to come.
    This is awful and I don’t understand it.

    • Don’t let anxiety get you down @invincible, try to relax and focus on all the things that put a smile on your face and make you feel good, try to do breathing exercises or yoga Cecelia, be upbeat and know you will be OK, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Cecelia, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @invincible I relate. Anxiety is a curse sometimes :c
      I hope you’re feeling a bit better now. If not feel free to PM me

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks ago

    Disappointing what is happening to my friends, and former friends.

    • You are such a compassionate, special and beautiful angel who deserves friends who will stick by her no matter what @invincible, I want to see you being loved and cared for by those around you Cecelia, please know the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, smile because you are fantastic and fabulous inside and out Cecelia, inbox…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 weeks, 1 day ago

    The past couple of days have been difficult for me, on a personal note, my sadness is still with me but I’m trying to stay positive and fight it as best I can, I recently lost a dear friend to suicide and I’m feeling guilty for not being able to prevent or stop it, I wish I could go back in time and stop my friend from harming themselves, I just…[Read more]

    Mood : Guilty
    • @oliver you couldn’t have done anything Oli. You helped that person as much as you could , that decision was made from that person, not your fault. And I’m sending you much love, so sorry for losing your friend. Wish I could give you a huge hug.
      Also thank you for the lovely message, I hope everyone keeps this message close to their minds and…[Read more]

    • @Oliver
      I’m sorry for your loss, Oli. I can’t imagine the pain you must be going through, and I know it’s easier said than done, but you can’t blame yourself. Knowing who you are, I’m sure you did all you could have to help and be there for them.
      My thoughts are with you, buddy. <3

    • I’m so sorry for your loss! ♥ You are such a kind soul.

    • I’m so sorry, no one should have to suffer through the loss of a suicide. Stay strong, okay? If there’s anything I know, it’s that you’re an amazing and supportive friend. Every time I get on BT you post a supportive and kind message. If you ever need anything, I’m always here. You can do anything.

    • I am sorry to hear that Oli, please do not feel guilty. I think you are a wonderful person who touches so many people with your empathy and compassion. Sometimes, we can help a person, but it is up to them to take the right steps forward. It is awful, but sometimes it is not up to us, and you cannot blame yourself for someone’s decision. You…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 2 days ago

    we’re living in a world where people would rather entirely interact with a screen with no observation of emotion- than enjoy the world, the real place with real things, and easily identifiable people and emotion.

    • Indeed @invincible, we should all try to interact, support and be there for each other, do spread your bright personality as you go out into the world making others feel wonderful, always be the special human-being that you are Cecelia, smile and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • ♥♥thanks so much Oli

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    Beyond angry and annoyed.

    • I don’t want to see you upset or down @invincible, what’s on your mind Cecelia, smile because you are a truly fabulous person who deserves to feel upbeat and positive, everything will be OK, try to focus on all the things that bring you hope and keep going forward, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 5 days ago

    overworking myself to mass exhaustion but OH WELL c’est la vie

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    Hope everyone is well here! Have a lovely week♥

    • Do relax and rest when you need too @invincible, don’t overwork yourself Cecelia, look after yourself and stay healthy emotionally, physically and mentally, remember you are a beautiful angel who deserves to feel amazing, smile and always be incredible, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Cecelia, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    actually getting severe exhaustion from being piled on useless shit from my classes
    and getting no understanding from a so-called”friend” – might have to drop them because their behavior is no way acceptable right now.

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Try to relax and take a break from your studies when you need time to yourself, surround yourself with people who will treat you with respect and kindness @invincible, I want to see you being loved and cared for Cecelia, smile because you are truly fabulous, hold your head up high and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it, inbox me…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    Feeling sick and exhausted from stress.

    • Try to relax and focus on all the things that bring you happiness and joy @invincible, you will be OK Cecelia, look after yourself and always be the fabulous ray of sunshine that you are, smile and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • So sorry darling, I hope you’re feeling better :(
      Stress and anxiety fucking suck. Drain us emotionally, mentally, physically. But you have people that care here! ^^

    • Please take it easy on yourself. Nice deep breathes. (: I’m here, if you need to talk.

    • thank you! ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    I am only a human OK not a freaking ROBOT.

    • You are a special, amazing and lovely human-being who deserves happiness @invincible, don’t let anyone tell you differently Cecelia, I want to see you have a bright smile on your face, hold your head up high and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about anything, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

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