You are such a compassionate, kind and beautiful angel who deserves to feel cared for, appreciated, loved and acknowledged @marikofujimoto, your family should support you and always be there for you no matter what Mariko, please be kind to yourself and know so many people are here for you, I am and so is the BT community, those around you should show you positive words but also positive actions, everything will be OK sweetie, please know you are so special to so many people hun, smile and keep going forward, you can do it Mariko, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone <3 (hugs)