Please don’t let sadness, depression and pain get you down @marikofujimoto, I know how you feel sweetie, it may be hard to see through all the darkness, but you will make it through this and so many more brighter, happier and positive days are ahead for you Mariko, everything will be OK, you are a survivor who deserves all the best out of life, please don’t do anything bad hun, keep fighting and know you will truly shine, I believe in you Mariko and care about you, do get your thoughts and emotions out in a good way, things will work out Mariko, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone <3 (hugs)