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    Oli posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago

    I’m always going to feel lost forever, my life is just filled with sadness and hopelessness, drowning in this dark abyss of pain, depression and loneliness, everything is just so bleak, I don’t have a purpose or direction, I need to disappear because I am a burden and a complete failure that no one loves or cares about, things will never improve or get better for me, I’ll continue to walk alone and be an outcast, I’m sorry everyone, it’s better for me to give up and not try anymore, there are no dreams, hopes or positivity for me, only a sense of things getting worse, I wish everyone on BT happiness, please don’t become like me, a ugly recluse, hermit and screw-up :(

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    • @oliver no one in this life is a burden, specially you! You save lifes constantly here on blahtherapy. We know that when we are having a rough day Oliver will be there with a sweet message or comment. Believe it or not that is like a miracle for people with anxiety, depression and many more issues. So you’re not a burden, you’re like a guardian angel :)
      But now is our turn to help you! Feel free to send me a message just venting, I’ll read every single word and be by your side.
      I know life is very hard, specially nowdays that people just live for a screen and people like us, who have depression and anxiety, feel even more alone. But you are not alone, you have me and many others. We’re all here for you I promise.
      You can find happiness, even if its on little things, but you can do it! And I’ll help you on that.
      So please message me ok? I’m right here for you oli

    • @oliver I can attest to what @marikofujimoto says, a year ago around this time I was facing an issue that I seem to be facing again Ironically and you had posted a reply, and while it may not have been personalized since you don’t/didn’t know me, it still helped. I may not be very good at consoling or helping people since I often find that I’m the one needing it. But I just wanted to say that it mattered to me, so thank you, you’re not a failure to me.