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    mariko posted an update 6 years, 7 months ago

    Also today my mum asked me ”what do you want to eat for lunch” and in the NICEST way possible I said ”whateaver is easier for you to make, I don’t mind”, and she responded with ”stop mouth talking!” …. ???? All because I was sleepy and didn’t respond super hyped?? And I said ”and you wonder why I cry everyday and am anxious” and she said ”now I’m at fault??” . NO SHIT, I WONDER WHO’S AT FAULT. Always so much fucking negativity in this house I’m going insane! All I did was being NICE to you, telling you anything was fine, so you could do the fastest and easiest meal to facilitate, and you thought right away I talked badly to you. Screw you honestly. Screw this house. Fuck this. I don’t deserve this. I usually blame myself but today I did NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG. Fuck YOU for making ME feel bad about something I’m not to blame for.

    • Your family should treat you with kindness, respect and love @marikofujimoto, you deserve so much better sweetie, I want to see you being cared for and appreciated by those closest to you Mariko, smile and surround yourself with the things that make you feel good hun, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)