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    laylab95 posted an update 6 years, 10 months ago

    Guys I’m rather out of touch with this thing call life. I don’t fit in with no one and I always end up getting use and left by myself. I’m having a very bad day already and my mom told me flat out that she knows that I won’t live past December this year. How cruel and heart breaking that is to hear someone to say. My eyes are swollen from all of my crying and my voice is very hoarse from screaming. I’m alone and humans only talk to me when they think I’m okay and/or happy. I’m so alone you guys and I know my mom is right…

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    • Please don’t think badly of yourself @layla95, you are such a compassionate, kind and special angel who deserves hope, love and joy in her life Layla, your mother should give you all the encouragement and support in the world, please know so many people care about you sweetie, don’t let your struggles break you down, you are a survivor who will overcome, hold your head up high and know you are strong, beautiful and brave in every single way hun, believe in yourself, be upbeat and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, you are never alone Layla :) <3 (hugs)

    • we’re all here for a certain amount of time, whats important is not when the time comes but what you do between the time you are here. — i know we have only known each other a little bit now and well im here for you day or night, get ahold of me. I may not answer right away but ill answer!

    • @layla95 I’m so sorry that sounds horrible and what your mom said is certainly cruel… The blah community is here for you, and I’m not sure why you don’t think you will live past December, but, I really am sorry and I don’t think anyone could understand what stress and trauma that could cause and how isolating it might be. Please feel free to continue to talk about this or go into more detail if you need to, it’s perfectly okay and we want to help any way we can.