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    laylab95 posted an update 6 years, 11 months ago

    So I haven’t left my house since last Wednesday and won’t be leaving out until this Wednesday or maybe even Friday. Once I do leave, it will only be with my family to do what they want. Sometimes I forget that I’m21 because I just never had ”me” time. No celebrations, no personal trips, nothing. My life always revolved around what others wanted to do and I just always happened to be around. So lonesome. I honestly would not know what to do if I was giving a day to go out and do things just for myself.

    Mood : Drained
    • @layla95 girl that’s sad :c wish we lived close. Do you at least have some sort of privacy at home? Like can you choose your tv shows, to be alone in your room, etc? If so maybe some hobbis there? And work your way out of your home cause you really deserve better

    • @marikofujimoto l wish that as well and yes, I usually stay closed up in my room all day, reading and watching tv. It’s very lonely but I’m hoping for better days soon. Thank you.

    • Please don’t feel alone @layla95, everyone deserves happy days that are filled with so many special moments, you do too Layla, your family really should do something for you Layla, I agree with @marikofujimoto, do try to go out if you can, find new hobbies or interests sweetie, I want the best for you hun, you will be OK Layla, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong :) <3 (hugs)

    • @layla95 you can totally go out and spend time for your own hobbies. :)
      It’s your life. Not other people’s. Remember that you’re awesome, you’re human and you have your own life and needs and likes. Don’t let others bring you down. -squeezes-
      If you want to talk about it – feel free to message me. Try going shopping one day, or go to the cinema, zoo, meet with friends or just go see places. It’s totally ok. We here in BT support you no matter what. Don’t be afraid to go out. ^_^ No harm will come to you.

    • @gleb thanks a lot amazing guy (:

    • @gleb thanks a lot amazing guy (:

    • @oliver thank you so much. I truly appreciate you (: