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    laylab95 posted an update 6 years, 11 months ago

    I always thought me learning how to drive would at least make me feel somewhat complete but now that’s it’s officially over with and I knew all these years of being told that I actually could, I feel so broken. I wasting money constantly on a hope. My driver instructor yelled me like an idiot over nothing. I explained to him already that I was fragile since I been crying all last night and this morning. People freaking disgust me. He said that this world will eat me alive because of who I am. Sadly, I heard this by my mom and dad this morning too. You know, their right. I’m so damage. No amount of therapy or goddesses can change or help that. I cry more than a baby it’s sad.. My entire life is.

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    • @layla95 I remember a friend telling me how his driving instructor did something like that, and he stopped the car and told him he either would be calm or he was changing instructors. The instructor shut up and behaved properly from there on. I hope you can find another one.

    • @riseandrep there won’t be no next time since it was last day with him unfortunately

    • Don’t let your instructor and your parents be horrible to you @layla95, I would change instructors and get someone who will teach you driving with respect and kindness Layla, you deserve to be loved, supported and cared for Layla because you are truly special and amazing in every single way sweetie, remember you will win all your battles and come out so much stronger, hold your head up high and keep shining, beautiful Layla, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, feel free to inbox me anytime, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)