@layla95 is not dramatic, never apologise for your feelings. You’re allowed to feel. I’m just so sorry you’re going through so much emotional pain.
I seriously hope people there wake up and give you the love and attention you need at the moment.
Much love from here darling, wish you the best

I’m so sorry @layla95, remember your beautiful kitten will always love you Layla, as @marikofujimoto says you deserve to be surrounded by people who will show you care and support, smile and never give up sweetie, you will be OK, I’m always here if you need to chat, feel free to inbox me anytime Layla, stay strong, you are never alone <3 (hugs)