@oliver you’re not a parasyte at all Oli. You have been helping this community for years. Many people don’t even say ”thank you” when you help. But you still do it, without expecting anything from them. I consider that someone with an amazing heart.
You have so much to give to this world, please don’t give up. This community and honestly the world wouldn’t be the same without you. You matter, you’re special, you’re needed and we care. I care
And if you believe in yourself and in these worlds you’ll blossom , you’ll be amazed with your full potential. I know life is hard and has so many rocks in the way but I believe in you and I’ll be right by your side to help. Stay strong Oli and anything you know my inbox is always open *hugs*

@oliver, I know it’s hard. Yet please remember that you’re never alone! Whenever you feel alone, try to do something that helps you feel better – eat, listen to some music, go for a walk, read a book or buy something new that you like. Spoiling yourself is important too. Especially during times like these.
It’s hard to be positive indeed. When you feel depressed and everything seems doomed, look at all your strengths, accomplishments and all the good you’ve done.
You can do it! ^_^ We all care about you. You’re not awful and not a parasite. And you won’t fail. You’ve gotten this far, you’ll have gotten farther in life. Even if you don’t see it. Please be gentle with yourself.

im right here if you need a riend oli.

Hey! brother bond here!
what if i tell you i recently found an effective way to improve my life it called affirmations you can find them in you tube and sleep with them i got resaults in less than a week and i will update the resaults to you ! so worth trying!
trust me dude you cant beat me on your worries! lol im the guy who wasted 5 years going after paranormal research ended up with pile of manu scripts and strange expectations.but if im recovering so you can!
dont forget the affirmations i said trust me it will rewire your subconcious so it will begin to change around your life.

You just have to survive somehow. fight through this depression. find new reasons to keep going, no matter how small the purpose might be.

I can’t believe I’ve never commented on your posts Oli. You’ve been there all along during my ups and downs.
When I felt like shit, you were the one that told me I wasn’t worthless, you reached your hand out to me when nobody did.
I’m so thankful, it would have been so much worse if it weren’t for you. So I want to be there for you too!
Parasites are bad, you aren’t bad, therefore you’re not a parasite at all. You gave a lot of people hope and warmth in this community, you tried guiding us out of our darkness.

You’ll never be a failure Oli, you have a great personality and you’re so kind.
We love you Oli!! Stay strong

@oliver, remember that you’re awesome, remember your huge and amazing input in the community of BT! You’re awesome and amazing, don’t give up! Spend more time with your friends here, on BT, including me. If you ever want to talk – just send me a message.
Everything is worth it, you’ll see. It might not seem like it right now, but give it time. -hugs- Hang in there