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    strawberry_love posted an update 7 years, 9 months ago

    There are no words to describe the pain I feel or this feeling in general. It is more than pain or fear or anger. It is all of that and then some. It feels unreal, like a really bad dream or apocalypse movie that I can’t wait to be over. But it isn’t. This is real. And idk that any of us will ever fully heal….I know I won’t.

    Mood : Melancholy
    • I can’t imagine what you’re dealing with right now, just let it all out though. You don’t want to repress anything … only to have it cripple you emotionally for the rest of your life. You will heal, there will be scar tissue for sure… to some degree there always is, but in time you will learn to accept this, even though you should never have to.

    • No….I will never be able to accept senseless violence or hurting someone, not to mention over 100 people, for being different.

    • Try to not let the pain get you down @woverley, focus on surrounding yourself and your community with love and strength, you will make it through this, the world needs more hope and happiness, not hatred, bigotry or violence, I want to see you feeling good Whitney, try to smile sweetie, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, you will never be alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • I am trying. It is hard to find a balance between letting myself feel my feelings without getting burried in them. I have become physically ill from all of it. ;(