Everyone deserves compassionate and good friends around them, you do too @cocoon, try to stay positive and keep smiling, your friends really should contact you and talk to you, hopefully they will, you deserve all the best, don’t give up, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent (hugs)

thanks. You’re a really amazing person who deserves all the best as well.

I do have anxiety. And it probably is. But all I can see is everyone with close friendships and me just here being tollerated out of polietness. They’ll leave me soon enough. I just know it. Just like before.